Monday, November 30
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The two weeks went by so fast.
I can't believe I'm back here now.
A day ago I was at Disneyland watching the amazing fireworks.
And now I'm here in this dusty hot room.
*emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo* *emo*
US was amazing! I had so much fun.
I want to stay there forever.
/end emo
Anyway, what I did:
1) Went to universities Berkeley, Stanford and UCLA. I want to go to UCLA!! Fat chance though, you need to have leadership positions and outstanding grades and volunteer to raise funds and/or look after old people etc. I was never an altruist.
2) Went to american high schools. (Monta Vista/Gunn/Wilson) THEY. ARE. AMAZING. So fun and unstressful. People keep raising their hands to answer questions (even though most of their answers are crappy/irrelevant). They're not afraid of looking stupid like us Singaporeans.
Questions they ask us:
"You're in an all girls school? So you never had a boyfriend? Do you have someone you like? Do you get to meet up with boys? Oh, a sports meet? How often? ONCE A YEAR!?!??!! You poor poor thing!!!!!1"
"So do you think the guys in this class are cute?"
"Do you get lots of homework?"
Some of them think we're from China D:!!
3) WENT TO GOOGLE.
OMGFGFGGG the company is amazing. Do you know they have a pantry every 200ft? Each pantry is like a 7-Eleven store... snacks/drinks/cereal/gum/sweets galore. The drinks and snacks are not cheap!!!! They have starbucks, blue chips, reeses ... Hehhehe Jubbie & I took some. If you work there you will get fat.
Then we went to the Google Store. ♥♥♥!!!!! I bought... Youtube hoodie, Blogger hoodie, Blogger shirt, Youtube waterbottle, Google shirt. I LOVE THE HOODIES!!!
4) Went to Electronic Arts. They make games like.. TheSims, need4speed
One word: Boring.
5) Then we went to LA!!!!
Went to Hollywood and Beverly hills!
And the hollywood walk of fame and the hollywood bowl!!!
Did not see Keanu Reeves.
6) WENT TO NASA'S JET PROPULSION LAB!!!
Me: I want to marry an indian spaceman who loves cats!
Zeke: .....
We visited the place where they launch rockets. Really cool!!!!
7) Shopping at Gilroy premium outlets was !*&#@!(@&*(! crap.
Spent less than what I spent at Google.
I love Rue21.
We went to supermarkets and I got most of my beauty products there. Satisfied with my haul! :)
Besides Gilroy and supermarkets we had surprise shopping trips.
Went to LUSH and F21 and Macy's!! I was so happy when I saw LUSH. Not so happy when I saw their prices. Bought honey and porridge soaps anyway.
Macys has DKNY shirts for like... $9. Bought one.
And F21 has tank tops for $2.50.
Ugh!
Prismacolor pencils are USD210 a set?!?!?! That's twice as much as I expected!
Why is the CHI hair iron USD160!?!??!?!
T_T I missed Hot Topic! It closed when I got there.
8) Theme parks.
Universal studios and Disneyland were awesome. We had a tour where we went to where Indiana Jones was filmed. Very cool.
My first roller coaster ride was in the dark. Space mountain!
California screamin' was... screaming.
I'm very sad I had to leave! I wish I could live there.
If you're american you're very lucky.
Monday, November 16
In 12 hours, I'll taking a cab to the airport to go to california!!!
Arghhhh wtf I am bleeding like shit, I feel bloated, I only slept 2 hours today. I seem to have lost my appetite :( I don't feel happy or excited. I just feel sick and guilty.
The school's supporting my dad's decision to let me go, I'm as guilty as hell because my mother keeps asking if I'm going and I keep lying that i'm not, when I'm flying off tomorrow. I kept trying to be nice to her but I couldn't. We just cant click.
Anyway the most i can do is keep myself ultra safe. I SHALL NOT WANDER OFF :@! I SHALL STAY WITH FRIENDS/LET THEM KNOW OF MY WHEREABOUTS. Come back safe and sound, then treat her as nicely as possible.
Kintan gave me a kangaroo mug as a farewell gift! Thanks cutie, you're so thoughtful ^_^ I'll be sure to get you something over there!!
Sunday, November 15
I just had the worst hair cut EVER!!!!!!!
Because people I mention on here have the knack to search themselves on google and find their way here, I shall not mention the hairstylist's name.
So I went into the salon to trim my fringe...
Then they called this stylist, who had very damaged, dyed hair with uneven (ugly) bangs!
I said cut *this part* just covering the eyebrow.
She asked me "Oh, you want straight fringe arh?" and then she messed my hair up, which I had already prepared for her to cut! Oh my god, what part of "cut *this part*" do you not understand!?
So I said "No!" Then I rearranged my hair.
And THEN...
She took the scissors and SHNIP my hair was chopped off!
Unlike the previous 3 random stylists I visited, she was the only one that didn't bother to layer the hair. She just took the thick pile of hair and CHOP!!
SOME MORE I give her specific directions!!!1 The previous ones, I gave them unclear instructions leh!!!! They still cut OKOK.
She may as well have plunged her scissors into my eyes. When she chopped, I felt this surge of fear all over me.
AND IT WAS NOT OVER.
She continued chopping!!!!!
Then she was done. "OK, is it too long?"
What she left was this ugly... group of short hair stubs.
The hair that once reached below my eyes was THIS short:
I said "omg, it's too short!"
INSTEAD OF CUTTING 1.5-2cm, SHE CUT 4CM!!!!!
She said "What? It's not too short."
Wah, wa sibeh dulan!!! My hair or your hair?! I say it's too short means it's too short OK?!!! You see Spock, his hair not short meh?!!
At least Spock has neat hair. SHE MADE MY HAIR LOOK LIKE A BUNCH OF SHORT STUBBY UPSIDE DOWN MOUNTAINS. They became so JAGGY and lost their smoothness. I NOW LOOK EVEN MORE AHLIAN. WAAAAAH :'(
Anyway, I RANNNNN home. I did not look at anybody/mirror. I held back my tears. (Yes it was really that bad.) I bowed my head down and I wanted to cry as soon as I got back. Stupid Kintan told me to look at supermodels to make myself sadder.
When I got back, I messed my hair up and started to restyle it. I took the longer strands of hair from the back and sides and pushed them in front to cover the stubs. It wasn't enough but it didn't look super super super super super super super super super super super bad like before.
STILL, I AM UGLY NOW. I DON'T WANT TO GO OUT!!!! :'(
ARFGGGG OMG WHY DID THAT @&#*(@&(#@ DO THAT TO MY HAIR!!!
Damn it i hate young female stylists!! !&^@*!#$#!%^#!
Anyway, watched coraline. Fucking scary, but wicked. Loved it.
Finished avatar and 命中注定我爱你.
Avatar is FREAKING awesome (:
Thursday, November 12
Monk Collapses During Sex with Pregnant Bitch
http://forums.sgclub.com/singapore/monk_collapses_during_220001.html
mimimimimimi@!!!@@!
Yay
Omg teehee. My school is awesome. Thank you mr sit, mdm tye and mrs toh...... oh my god yessss.
If nothing fails... I will be flying off to San Fransisco next week!!!
Need:
GLOVES.
WINTERCOAT.
SUITCASE, FOR LUGGAGE.
So...
O levels are over! I've graduated!!!!
WHoop eeee
Wheeeee
Junior college here i come ^o^
B3 please B3 please B3 please B3 please B3 please B3 please
B3 please B3 please B3 please B3 please B3 please B3 please
B3 please B3 please B3 please B3 please B3 please B3 please
B3 please B3 please B3 please B3 please B3 please B3 please
I must draw
Final exams.. O levels... NO TIME TO DRAW. Haven't touched my copics in... 3 months?
I've lost interest in making pretty pictures.. this cannot do. I need a portfolio at the end of the year.
I must draw. I must draw. I must draw. I must draw.
Anything. Where is my love for drawing bimbotic girls?
I drew a picture just now to remind me to DRAW!!
Here it is:
DRAW!!!!
My style has changed...... every girl i draw has curls. I'm more into fashion ~_~
Buys
Flea market at home club. $19.60. It was just too pretty, I couldn't resist. Very katyperry. Doubt I'll ever wear it though, will just rot in wardrobe or lend to friends.
I love flea markets!!! So many pretty things at cheap prices.
Pull & Bear. $17. Cute shirt. Enough said.
Future State. $20. Bought for the sake of having a dress and because it was 70% off.
zzz
I'm not saying that it's completely your fault. It is just that from what he's going through, everything seems like it's his fault. But did you put any effort in class to improve the situation?
Just because your grades suck, how can you blame it on him? I feel that this isn't fair. I dare you to tell me you've given your full attention to him in class.
I admit that he's not the best teacher out there. But do you have the right to do this to him? I heard some of you people play with your PSP/handphones in front of him! And like my class last year, you kept talking when he was talking. Almost all of you do not listen to him when he teaches. You don't respect him at all. With this kind of reception, how can you expect him to be confident? How dare you ask me to do soul searching when I hear of the shit you've done.
He modifies your grades because they suck. What, people give you more marks, you not happy arh? Ok lor, he don't modify, you fail lor!
It's not like he didn't teach you how to do various types of 作文 questions. He's taught you the essentials.. that is really all you need to know. He sacrificed his time for you, marking your late assignments.
By the way, I did not point fingers at anyone in the previous post. Look again - it was you (all) who started getting defensive. If you didn't do any of it, you would have overlooked the post like someone else had done it.
"You know what is unfairness? This is unfairness"
Cute. That doesn't sound like a complain or a drama queen symptom.
Tuesday, November 3
I've done a lot of things the past 2 weeks.
flea!!!
A few days after my exams, my room mates and I went to a flea market! Before that we decided to stop at plaza singapura for lunch.
Most unfortunately, on that day, this creeper Lee Minho was going to make his appearance at the korean make up shop, etude.
Why is he a creeper?
1)
He is the ambassador of a brand of makeup!!
2) It means he uses makeup!!
3) I saw posters of him carrying giant teddy bears!!1
So I expected no one to turn up at the shop.
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To my dismay, there was a swarm of teenage girls and old ladies screaming and whooping at the shop. They even stopped the escalator!!! Some girls even brought their boyfriends along.
WTF?!!!
Anyhow, we went into MOS burger to have lunch.
As I was queuing, the crowds of girls were still outside chattering madly and excitedly, even though Lee Minho was scheduled to come 3 hours later. (dont ask me why i knew this)
The guy behind me in the queue (for food) asked me "Sorry, but may I know what's going on outside?"
Before I could stop myself, I replied "This ugly guy is coming to visit and the desperadoes are coming here to see him. Korean guy."
I know, I should have been more specific.
Anyway...
I bought: A Cotton on blouse $20 + White skirt $8 + Pretty rainbow dress $19.60 at the flea market.
Flea markets are AWESOME!
So is shopping with my roommate, Kintan.
When I'm too cowardly to bargain, she'll go to the shopkeeper and say "CAN WE HAVE THIS FOR $20?? PLS PLS PLS PLSPLS PLS PLS PLSPLS PLS PLS PLSPLS PLS PLS PLSPLS PLS PLS PLSPLS PLS PLS PLS, it's her BIRTHDAY soon PLSPSLPSLSPLSPLSSSSSSSSSSS"
until the shopkeeper rolls her eyes and gives in. HAHHA! Amazing I tell you.
Contacts
I got contact lenses! .
Fuck, and I just realised my left eye (800 degrees) is about 300 degrees more than my right eye (500 degrees).
Plus, my right eye has 200 degress of ASTIGMA but my left eye does not.
How did this happen?!
They are so uncomfortable! And they make me dizzy. Maybe they aren't the right ones for me..?
I have ugly, upward slanting eyes so I don't look any much different with/without contact lenses.
I'm sticking to glasses.
I can ride my bike with handlebars
Abigail and I went to East Coast park to roller blade, unfortunately blade-rental shop was closed to we loaned bikes.
I told her I didn't know how to cycle, but she kindly taught me.
About 1.5 hours later, thanks to her encouragement and teachings, I could cycle!!!! Thanks sweetie I appreciate it very much even if I don't show it.
Ugh, anyway, before our trip, this happened.
Abigail was waiting for me outside the boarding school, when she met Mr Chia.
He asked her what she was doing there.
Abigail: XINNI AND I ARE GOING TO ROLLER BLADE TOGETHER!!!
Mr chia: Wow! I always knew that Xinni had a passion for sports, deep inside her!
WTFFF!!*!&@*(!&@(!&@(
I said Oh my god let's leave now before he sees me.
Anyway, we started to walk to the bus stop.
Suddenly, we heard Mr Chia from 100 metres away bellowing "
XINNI!!! I SEE YOU!!"
I jumped 21837918743921 metres and covered my face. yafrgggadgfahdsadsad how was i ever convinced to roller blade?!?
OK, a few days later, Abigail runs up to me in the canteen and says "
Mr Chia is coming now to congratulate you on learning how to ride a bike!"
Me: WHAT?!! Omg no. plzplspslplss no.
Mr Chia walks over to my table.
"Congratulations, I heard that you know how to ride a bike now!!!! Keep it up!!!"
I stood there with a stoned expression.
Walau, every time he sees me, he'll go "Hi! Cycler!"
(wtf should be cyclist right)
WHAT!!! JUST BECAUSE I KNOW HOW TO CYCLE?!!!
Anyway...
I need to learn:
Skateboarding
Guitar
Roller blading
How to swim
To use makeup and make myself look pretty BUT natural until nobody can tell there's makeup on
I need to buy:
A bike
A skateboard
A pair of roller blades
A guitar
Trick.. or treat
Went to woodlands to trick or treat with lulu and abigail!
There was this crazy family who gave out a whole box of pizza to anyone who danced MJ's 'thriller'. Fuck, I don't even know what it sounds like. This indian kid danced and got the whole box of pizza, after which he shouted "WHO WANTS MY NUMBER!?"
....
Came back with lots of candy (some you can't get in singapore). Yippeeeeeeeeeeee!
On the downside, it was raining and there was lightning that was very near ground.
La, la, la
I'M SO ANGRYU!!!1
My papa paid $4100 for my school trip to silicon valley (USA). I was very excited about it because..
1) I've never gone overseas since 11 years ago
2) The only country I've ever gone to was CHINA, and that's because my papa needed to do business there
3) Of course, I did not get to do any shopping or sightseeing since I was only 4 or 6.
4) I have never been to disneyland or any theme park. I never rode any roller coasters or rides
5) I was to visit Google, UCLA, Stanford uni
6) SHOPPING. CHEAP MAC EYELINER. BENEFIT. FOREVER21. GAP.
Enough of this.
A few days ago, my dad called me.
He said he had to tell my mother about my trip to the US.
I screamed "NOOOOOOOOOoooooooooOOOooooo" at first, but I gave in to him.
OK. A few hours pass.
I receive a call from my dad.
...
...
My mother was going to cancel my trip.
Do let me curse for awhile.
Fuck fuck fuck shit what the fuck motherfucker fuck cb knn whatever did i do do deserve this mad crazy fuck why the shit extreme fuck!?!?!??! FUCK!?!?!?!!!!! RIDUCULOUS!! FUCK FUCKFUCKFU KFNJBHDJKA!!JBHCKAB JAGDHJIGEI BJHDGWUYBGTWUGDEWQJHGFHDJWVFJHWGU B DWGUYWGDJWGDHJWGHJW. WHAT THE HELL?!??!?! SHIT ASS FUCK!!!!!! XA&&&!!! CBCBCBBCBCBCBCBBBBbbbbbbb ARGHHHH
Sorry. Let me continue!
I was very very very very very very very very very very very upset. I scolded my father. YOU SHOULD HAVE TOLD HER ONLY AFTER I FLY OFF TO AMERICA WHAT. YOU SEE LAH?!??! HOW NOW?!?!?!?
A few hours pass...
I receive a call from my mother.
(Before you continue I'd like to say that my family & my parent(s) are not like yours. They are not normal. )
Basically, she says that
- I will get raped,
- I will take drugs,
- I will become a sex slave in the US.
- Oh, I will also contract H1N1.
Coming from someone who doesn't get out of the house and spends her life reading newspapers from years ago.
Her examples: Five guys convinced two girls to keep them company after they promised the girls one diamond each. Apparently they got raped and killed and thrown in the river and one arm was found floating and shit.
Firstly, how will i ever find five guys who will choose a SINGAPOREAN to target?!! Is the school taking me to clubs or something?!?!?!?!?! And there will be teachers watching over me la!!!
OK, I understand I am a girl after all and I have a hole. Even so, does she think I'll follow guys when they promise to give me something? And seriously, a diamond? No shit! I would really love to have a diamond. OK LOOK I AM NOT STUPID.
I assured her that I won't follow anyone, I will go in a group. For extra assurance I said I will not stand near anyone near rivers incase they push me down.
OK, I can continue but it was a 40min conversation and she continued being fucking unreasonable.
SHE WAS GOING TO SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY TO TALK TO MY PRINCIPAL TO CANCEL MY TRIP!!!!!!!
SOMEONE TELL ME IF IT'S REALLY THAT DANGEROUS IN AMERICA. IF IT IS, WHY ARE THE REST OF MY FRIENDS CHOOSING TO GO THERE?
I AM 17 and I HAVENT BEEN OVERSEAS FOR TRIPS. WHY CAN'T I GO JUST ONCE??!?!
I have already been deprived of so many things in the past years of my miserable life. OK, I wish I could find a journalist right now and spill it all. Tell him what she has done to me. She'd be famous. Abuse, trips to police stations, I bore it all. I had to hide so many things to be a normal person. Could not bathe, could not buy underwear, could not wash clothes, no bed, no table, nothing! I am so so so ANGRY.
Anyway, the next day, she went to my school to cancel my trip.
$2000+ in cancellation fees. FOR NOTHING. If i had known, I would have donated it to the SPCA.
MY DAD PAID FOR IT, WHAT RIGHT DOES SHE HAVE.
HELLO, GET A LIFE!
ARGH.
AND SHE JUST SENT A CANCELLATION LETTER.
OH MY GOD I'M IN HYSTERICS. What can I do?
I'll get my dad to write the cancellation letter of the cancellation letter. STAT.
I texted Mr Sit about my predicament. His reply?
"Hehe.. relax"
WTF HOW TO RELAX LAH!
PLEASE Don'T CANCEL mY TRIPPPPPPPPPPppp!!!
Unfairness
Anyway, another thing that made me angry is this.
Would you seriously start a petition to fire your teacher who has a terminal illness, has children and wife to support, really tries, and means no harm? What did he to do you, guys? Do you even listen to what he has to say when he teaches? Do you have to be so cruel.
Now he doesn't know who to trust anymore. Are you happy? Now that you've ruined his life. I don't think his life can get any worse.
I know this is rather idealistic but before trying to ruin someone's job (especially in this economic downturn) why don't you tell him what you WANT first, tell him how to improve?
To those asses who made and signed the petition, i hope that you're happy.
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