Friday, April 30
Athena 7 Minute Lift - Best Wrinkle Cream
HAHAHAHA
saw it on TV.
too good to miss!
oh dear.. I should stop hating my fac so much.
artemis person: haha im gonna wear athena shirt crash your fac outing.
me: why'd you want to look like a loser? o.O
but seriously, my fac is screwed for next year. wait till you see our fac heads.
Thursday, April 29
T_T
.-. If I could start this day over again, believe me i would..
Was terribly unwilling to get myself out of bed so I decided to sleep 1.5h more (since first period = physics) but ended up oversleeping 5 hours and went to school at 12.45pm..
Waking up for something I hate is painful. I've been missing more lessons than I should.. I hate that too and it's painful.
Screwed up computing lesson.. totally lost now... Test tomorrow and nextnext week... I always imagine myself logging onto ISP to see a chain of "U"s and 0% (which means I'm better than 0% of the cohort).
U must be better.. so U can be an S!
Screwed up artclub too and totally emo.. dunno.. feel so noob T_T
feel so bad also for always clinging to HS T_T screwed up her experiment.. I'm sorry.. I was scared T_T
I know my presence is a pain, we were best friends in sec 1, the first person I talked to, went recess with, but I treated you so badly. I'm sorry, I really am.
Why am I so sad
why do i keep crying at night T_T
I blame my period. Its been super nice tho. Ran out of overnight pads and used normal pads but uterus was a total sweetie and directed all blood to pad instead of FBT. Maybe my uterus reads my blog and it heard all my complaints about it.
AHHHHH cut my own hair too short again. Hairstyling is damn hard to master. Before you snip off that bunch of hair you know 90% you'll screw up but still you do it. Then you screw up and regret. And you can't blame your hairdresser because you cut it yourself. Aghh.. learning. learning.
TV
Instead of studying for my computing test tomorrow..
I went to watch TV. OSHITTTTTTTTTTT but even if i study will fail anyway
Dunno why I laugh when the dude died.. it was like. *TRUCK COMING* *GUY LOOKS IN HORROR* And instead of running away, he runs straight into the truck!!!
Did that really happen!!?!??!??
Then he dies. Then I laugh. Sad music plays as his daughter gives emo speech at funeral. I laugh even more. No wonder no one want to watch tragic movie with me because I always laugh at tragic parts.
(HAHAHA KINTAN REMEMBER THE NICHOLAS SPARKS MOVIE?)
happy birthday sctan!
I doubt he'll read this but damn it I'm damn jealous of him because he's like a year younger and he is so pro!! Apparently he does ethical hacking and he owns this damn expensive camera which means he is a pro photographer. He is passionate and skillful and that's cool.
And his jokes 很冷 leh!
During PE..
*everyone piles wallets/phones on isaac for safekeeping*
Sctan: Congratulations isaac, your net worth has increased.
Anyway I decided to put lots of giraffes on his card because seriously la he looks like a giraffe!!!!!! His neck is so long, he can go without a haircut for 6 months and teachers can't catch him coz hair hasnt reached his collar yet!!!
Maybe I'm exaggerating.
Speaking of his card, here are some funny comments:
Jess: Hi. Today you don't get to celebrate your unbirthday. So sad :(
LJ: **SPARKLE** SZECHUEN MY IDOL -LJ **SPARKLE*
And jubbie made him a mini camera keychain ^^ It's damn cute but it got squashed coz never dry properly :(
Just received this text: Thank you all for the beautiful birthday card. I just realised I look like a giraffe O.O
HAHAHHAA!
Wednesday, April 28
meow
Me: I don't have tickets for my own fac outing so I'm going to crash my own fac outing. That's like.. so.. so..
Zeke: ..So loser!
Me: Thanks.
Didn't buy tickets because couldn't buy for other facs ._.
Abby and I gonna crash!
if we fail to get in we'll just go for a movie!
thursday
thursday is a shitty day.
It's a day filled with non-slacky subjects.
Firstly there is chem lab.
It's terribly hot there and that means sweaty hair
which means stringy hair
which means ugly hair
which means ugly day
which means ugly mood
for the rest of the day.
If I ever spill KMnO4 on panda bag I will cry non stop and take MC for a week. I swear.
And then 1.5 hours of econs
which means trying hard to keep awake
Math tutorial
which means sitting there not knowing what's going on because everyone's two tutorials ahead of you
2 hours of computing
which means excruciating pain
PAIN
PAIN
PAIN@!!!
Computing test on friday NOOOO I don't want to be last in class NOOOOO
NOOOOOO
OOOOoooOo
But it's inevitable
can't escape the fate
unless i do 7 tutorials and 5 practical assignments in one day
NOOO
..
But there's art club :)
But I have art block :(
oily hair :'(
Here are two graphs I drew and they practically sum up my day for me
Graph of oiliness of hair with respect to time
Graph of level of depression with respect to oiliness of hair
**Depression level is min 40% due to pimples
Conclusion: Level of depression increases as time increases
NOOOOO I hate my genes
Why must I have oily hair?
And pimples?!?!
Actually putting silicone dioxide spheres in your hair makes it better but it's damn expensive and I don't think I can shop online anymore... I shall try baby powder.
OHSHIT.
OMG!!!
OMG.
I can never look at VANS the same way again.
just like..
Me: Which MRT station is an ex-teletubby?
Lu: Errr ... *scans map* Expo. omg.
Me: HAHAHAHA
Lu: Thank you. I can never look at the MRT station the same way again.
^___^ When can we explore circle line?! when?!?!
this is why i scare people away
janice: screw you!
zt: oh my god dont say that! it's not right for a young lady!
musho: fuck.
zt: OMG, how could you?!
musho: like you don't say it all the time
zt: got meh?
musho: got.
zt: I don't say it so loudly!
musho:
(whispers) fuck.
zt: AAAAA i hate it when girls do this!! im traumatized!!!
musho: you say cb all the time too.
zt: huh since when?!
musho: you shouted it when isaac stepped on your foot
zt: but that's isaac, he deserves it!
musho: he sure doesn't look like a pussy to me.
zt: o..m...g stop talking so seriously can?! you're traumatizing me leh!! And I don't swear at you girls what.
musho: At least you make the effort not to swear at us..
zt: i'm traumatized!!
For some reason I have the urge to swear excessively at people who swear all the time but cringe when others (especially girls) swear. It's pretentious if you ask me.
Bye 17!!
This marks the last week of my being 17!!
I will now feel ashamed walking into 7-11 to buy a SEVENTEEN magazine.
But SEVENTEEN magazines are damn cheap and I buy it because it has so many pretty girls!! Like nina dobrev and saoirse ronan! ^_^ I don't buy it when there's an unattractive girl on the cover page though.
*COUGH*
*COUGH*
*COUGH* *COUGH* *COUGH* *COUGH*
*COUGH* *COUGH* *COUGH* *COUGH*
actually drinking is very uncool but I want to lock myself in my room and test my alcohol limit thingy and hopefully I don't do something stupid like... squeeze all my pimple cream out of their tubes.. or draw on my precious band posters.. or something.
Then go to school the next day with a hangover.
But I know this is not going to happen because I dislike its taste very much :/
There's always MSG to make me happy!! long live instant noodles
Lolshit I forgot whatever I studied for driving..........
I guess it was wishful thinking to learn it by this year.........
Thinking of cancelling my attachment to take the theory test and catch up on schoolwork :/
Tuesday, April 27
funny little things
Musho: *walks past lockerplace and meets tracy*
Tracy: *Reaches hand in locker and pulls out pink bra* OH. So that's WHERE my pink bra went!
***
Janice: Ken Yao Yujian!
Yyjhao: CAN
DY!
photosyntheslug
During econs jess told me about a sea slug that could photosynthesize. plantnimals are so cool! anyway, after googling photosyntheslug, it turns out that the slug's real name is green sea slug. So unglam! Photosyntheslug sounds way better!
photosyntheslug makes chlorophyll!
"Slugs are snails that sold their homes for drug money."
ugh
ugh i can't believe i actually thought they were for real and that they cared. why am i so stupid? when other people can see through their true intentions i can't. i should learn to observe people from now on. T_T
screwed
My chem, computing, econs, math, gp and pw = screwed
yes that's all my subjects
I owe 3-15 pieces of homework for EACH of them
!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAA
must be why my pimples are coming
i need to finish my homework then they will stop coming
herself
gotta give it to prada
This is ‘prada marfa’, an unusual building located in the desert near Marfa, Texas on an otherwise desolate stretch of highway 90. behind the glass a selection of shoes and bags.
Yay for setting up luxury store in middle of desert!
Cool babies and soft operations
Holding my hand, throwing coins in my cup
Twisting numbers and public relations
Tell me to sit there and just shut up
Monday, April 26
fuckkkshekfhefghjafjkawge
To: All my pimples
Address: allmypimples@myface.com
OK IT IS VERY DESPICABLAAEGHRBHJA OF YOU TO INVITE 3 MORE OF UR PIMPLE FRIENDS TO MY FACE. YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY HUH. NOT ONLY THAT, THEY ARE CYSTIC PIMPLES.
COZ OF YOU I GET UGLIER BY THE DAY AND MY FACE RESEMBLES THE SURFACE OF THE MOON NOW.
AFRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
OH AND YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY TOO, TO PLANT YOURSELF INSIDE MY EAR?! I MEAN HOW FUCKING GROSS IS THAT?!! A PIMPLE IN THE EAR!!!?????? AND I THOUGHT PIMPLE INSIDE THE NOSE WAS GROSS ENOUGH. WHY ARE YOU GUYS SO GROSS!!!!
Im fighting a losing battle.
ASDAGHAJSAH
NEED. BIRTH. CONTROL. PILLS. NOW.
PLEASE PIMPLES. PLEASE GO INVADE SOME OTHER FACE. YOU KNOW JUSTIN BEAVER'S FACE??! VERY SMOOTH AND HANDSOME. GO THERE. GO. GO. GO.
Leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love, Musho.
OMG NAPFA
BWAHAHHA I completed my 5 items for NAPFA. (PE test) I feel so proud of myself!! :) it is also my first time attending PE this year.
But I am still going to fail because I'm not even going to try for 2.4km run. I mean, I tried last year and failed by a minute. I could hardly crawl back to class. So I'm just gonna walk the whole thing, listen to my music and bring lesson notes to study while walking.
i fail ._.
set my alarm to 11:30am on sunday so that i could watch spongebob but woke up at 2pm instead ._.
NVM I SWEAR I WILL WATCH IT NEXT WEEK.
Labels: pimples
Sunday, April 25
Woke up at 5pm. I wonder what the fuck happened, because my alarm was set to 10am.
Did nothing the whole day but art stuff... yay for catching up grace chua is gonna kill me
art!
1. Updated website
www.mushopea.com with art :D
2. I just cleared 1,501 deviations and 105 messages on my deviantart!!
And submitted loads of stuff and reached 20,000 pageviews! :'D
3. This girl's art is *_*!
Labels: art
Saturday, April 24
some art related stuff ^^
I'm currently scanning in recent sketches. Hopefully I can finish a CG today too.
http://fc06.deviantart.net/fs70/f/2010/089/9/1/COPIC_marker_tutorial_by_kaoru_chan.jpg
amazing. simplyyyy amazing. i miss my copics. will go on a copic rape soon, definitely.
Friday, April 23
=.= pissed
1. you may want to stop giving bullshit excuses. you blamed me all along, so fucking obvious. it's fun to see all the lies someone can make up to deny something. but it's seriously not necessary when talking to me. i know all the shit you say behind my back so no need to keep up the pretence.
2. some people just don't
know me at all. why would i pull that kinda stunt? why do i always get involved in things because of bad timing?
I express my negative opinions in a more subtle and cold manner, thanks.
3. stop flattering yourself. i don't care about what you do so much that i make a precious blog post about you. what makes you think that you're so significant to me that i bother knowing what you are up to all the time? That i bother commenting? christ. get a life and stop stalking my blog ^_^
die pimplesss!!!
to: my pimples
address: cheek@myface.com
cc: upperlip@myface.com
bcc: chin@myface.com
dearest pimples,
May i ask why like 5 of u appeared on my face 2 nights ago.
that is very rude to suddenly move into my face without informing me. what did i do to u guys? why do you like my face so much?! fuck you. make me so ugly. fuckfuckfuckyou.
Then you leave scars on my face and they take one year to clear. UGH!!!
DAMN IT. AFTER ALL MY EFFORT SPAMMING PIMPLE CREAM ON MY FACE BEFORE SCHOOL, DURING LECTURES AND BEFORE I SLEEP, YOU STILL COME. WHY!??
OK, I know my hormones gave you a phone call a few days back saying there are free places at my face, but seriously la, there are other faces that are as smooth as baby's butts waiting to be infested!! WHY MY FACE!!
Since this is the weekend, i shall be deploying heaps of citric acid, glycolic acid, tea tree oil, honey, calcium bentonite, zinc oxide, salicylic acid, benzyl peroxide, vitamin e oil, and sulphur on you. TWENTY FOUR SEVEN. My army of facial masks will penetrate deep into my pores and dig you out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@*#(@@^$$#( STRING OF VULGARITIES @#Q**@#
love, musho
:'''''(
COPELAND ‘LIVE’, the Final Lap Asian Tour at The Warehouse @ *SCAPE
Uwaaa! Copeland's coming on my birthday for a farewell tour and they're out of student tickets! :(:( They'll be having their last concert at Scape@orchard :(
I like Copeland, they're like a little bit of Deas Vail + Margot and the nuclear so and so's + Fair :)
Why do bands break up after I start liking them?! WHYYYYYY
Why do the bands I like only tour in the U.S.!?!!!
I'm afraid you've stopped to lick your wounds.
Dear, do you know?
I'm afraid you've stopped to lick your wounds.
Wake up your eyes. Darling it's time
To hope that forever they'll dry out.
It never takes long and every thing's gone.
I only knew her beauty won't fade out.
Back on your side, darling you lie... to yourself.
calculator fun
I am very impressed! Calculatorguy from art club programmed two (rather useless but cool) programs into my graphics calculator from the calculator itself!!! He was like *punches random buttons on calculator* and TADA program done.
One program's a vending machine and it's really cute :)
The other program
COW displays "
MOO" at random places on the calculator screen.
Then yyjhao went to take my calculator and changed all the '
MOO's to '
MUG'. So my calculator was like "
MUG. MUG. MUG. MUG. MUG. MUG. MUG"
WTF!!!!!!!
I was pissed and asked him to change it back to
MOO immediately.
He changed it to "
MUSHO - MUG. MUSHO - MUG. MUSHO - MUG. MUSHO - MUG. MUSHO - MUG."
*@###^!!!@#$!!!!
OK it's back to
MOO now ^_^
yyjhao copied the code and he has a spongebob program that goes "
SPONGEBOB SQUREPANTS. SPONGEBOB SQUREPANTS. SPONGEBOB SQUREPANTS." (sqUrepants bahaha)
I tried to change it to "
GAY SPONGEBOB" but failed and ended up deleting the whole program.
CCA matters
Art club is so cool u_u They are so weird u_u And talented!
I really admire them because they bother to stick together outside of CCA even though they are from different faculties. Due to my social awkwardness i have been sitting at a corner not daring to talk to anyone.. E_E I tried though.
i'll try i'll try i'll try
At least we are on waving terms now. I am still insecure about people not remembering my face so i wait for them to wave first. *
sigh*
I'm definitely trying to be president, and I will suggest many activities coz i have stuff planned, but I don't think I can do a job like the seniors did. There will never be another batch like the J2 batch this year...
For astronomy club, definitely trying to aesthetics manager. It's something i can actually be of use for. I should be able to get it, because most of the roles are very doable. And you are in charge of establishing relations with art club, which i am part of ^_^
Labels: pimples
Thursday, April 22
Why are guys learning how to play guitar to impress girls
THEY SHOULD LEARN HOW TO BAKE!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, April 21
some unoriginal shit, hah
i'm still confused, still so miserable.. still in tears every night and still dread going to school, this is crazy
because it is all for nothing at all.
Need someone to tell me what to think
Wait, i need math and chem and computing tuition first but everyone's too busy to help.. oh dear @_@
No chance to take lit.
Hi computing let's be
good friends for the next two years!!!
i'll just run from all this monstrosity~~ until time heals it all~~
And pray that everyone gets out unharmed~~~
And be happy that I never strayed, that I'm still me~~~~ ^_^
(why do you all have to do this to yourselves?)
Crashing apollo for math and chem lectures from now on, learning in the audi is much more conducive and it feels like 412 all over again ♥
And the audi is filled with ~*pretty*~ and ~*cute*~
girls. Holy shit apollo has 2x as many girls as guys!
And oh dear some people think I am lesbian. But I am not. I just appreciate good looking girls, that's all. What's there not to like about them?! Sometimes they make me feel extra bad about myself though.
Thank you for coming down to pass me the notes, what a great rep you are ^_^
..
but i give this up, i was never meant to be part of everyone
Goodbye.
Tuesday, April 20
i'll do anything i like as long as i harm no one.
That same teacher who shamed me in front of several people singled me out again and ordered me to wear plain shoes...
NO. I cannot stand plain stuff. Every single thing I own is either pretty or useful. Nothing else.
I cannot stand stupid rules. If I choose to wear my bra and panties and strut around the school, I will do it, because I won't harm anyone, only myself. Will your eyes bleed till you die? You will gain nothing but a story to tell to your grandkids about how your classmate wore her bra and panties to school one day..
Ugh! Who are you all to judge me? Who are you all to tell me what I can do to my own body?
Sheesh. And I'm doing nothing but wearing colourful shoes, because I love colourful things and they make me happy. Can't you let me be happy?
Starting to get marked down as the bad kid again. :) Yay
ilu
Was going to beg on my knees for a change of subject combination and class..
Talked to grace chua for another hour, cried it all out in the staff room and then walked out perfectly fine and went for PW (hopefully looking fine too).
Grace chua is a damn great woman. Damn wise and nice. She is awesome.
She told me I'm not dumb. But I am, I really think I am. Let me be honest, I've always thought I was smart. But now I know I am not.. I'm just a naive and stupid person now.
I was so, so, miserable, suffocated, scared and crushed and I was crying every night but now everything's fine(ish). I come out stronger. Time will heal it. I will not get myself involved with this class anymore. I am too old for all that's happening. And I am happy with the friends I have outside of the class :') But I know.. I know some people are actually decent.
She also convinced me not to leave this class, but honestly I think I am still going to try to take lit because my computing is really screwed. But no chance because the lit class is full. Aish! What have I brought upon myself?
shameful
ARGH i am specially selected for GP remedial. I feel really ashamed of myself. What is happening? I never failed comprehension. I thought my language was good (OK now i know it isnt). So shameful... so, so shameful. But gracechua told me, GP is more than language, and GP comprehension is diff, so give myself time. *sigh*
ehehhee
little things make me happy.. i'm a sucker for little things people notice and do
Musho is shopping
Man (stares at musho's toes): OMG your toe has a smiley face on it.
Musho: Yeah I painted them on.
Man: So cute! :)
Musho: Thanks.
Wah, damn it, my reply so dao, actually inside i was happy :):):):) I was just surprised I think..
Lulu says it SHOULD have been like this.
Man (stares at musho's toes): OMG your toe has a smiley face on it.
Musho: EEK! *GIVE SHOCKED LOOK AT TOES* ...W-WHAT?!??!?! OH DEAR GOD HOW? HOW DID THAT HAPPEN!!!!!
And someone sent me a super touching and encouraging text that totally caught me off guard but nevertheless made me happy ^-^ You know who you are. Thank you~ You are one of the people who make me want to stay.
how to train a dragon
WHOA damn good movie. DAMN GOOD.
After the movie lulu and I were texting each other unforgettable quotes..
"You just gestured to all of me."
"Here's half of your mother's breast plate." "Thanks for the breast hat." "breast plate."
"You're supposed to make her like us. Thanks for nothing, you useless reptile."
"KILL ON SIGHT."
"You lost your father, your best friend, the whole village.." "Thanks for summing it all up for me"
shopping crap
i miss you Kintan ;-; I want to stay with you again so bad~
Ranting and bra shopping ftw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway we went to orchard
ARGH bought a new pair of headphones because my sennheisers died on me
Bought another pair of sennheisers that cost $30 more than previous
Went online, reviews said: PREVIOUS VERSION WAS BETTER
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
At least it doesn't look as cheapo as my previous ones
BUT ARGHHHH!!!! Lesser quality music T_T
And then
I have a new pencilcase
It is so cool
It
- is pink
- has lots of cats
- the cats are black and white like monokuroboo
- has a cute coin pouch attached which is furry and fun to molest during lessons
So I just had to get it T_T
Now it is dirtied with my pen marks
So adorable!!!!!
Oh dear @_@ I really have to stop going out and start studying. I hate myself..
Monday, April 19
hate crying at 130am
Saturday, April 17
^-^
*BEAMS*
Musho has gained 10000000000 experience points :)
It's only been four months but I've met so many new kinds of people.
I wonder what I'll experience in the adult world? I don't feel so shallow, anymore.
I learn new things every year, get more mature, but i don't know if this is a good thing because the world is a very, very scary place.. I am frightened. But I won't change who I am, never ever. I will do good and I won't let life shortchange me,
even though it will in the end.
Wednesday, April 14
w/e
There was student presidential elections today and I honestly didn't give a shit because:
1. I am politically apathetic
2. Seriously, watching these four students competing to be president and giving their draggy speeches is pointless. Do you honestly think that the president/vice-president can do anything for the school? We have no voice and the school will always have their way. Whatever we say is "just our opinion". K this may be a narrow minded view but in all 1237981739 years of attending school the existence of president and vice president was useless
So I decided to be productive and took out my GP notes to read.
My head was down, I didn't disturb anyone, and I was half-listening.
Of course several other students were not paying attention also and were chatting/reading notes like me.
Then our discipline master got pissed and went up, took the mike and started scolding us about not paying attention.
I continued reading my notes.
Until this teacher came over to me and kicked my foot.
And then this happened:
"He's talking about it and you still don't pay attention?"
(So ironic - he just scolded me for not paying attention to another teacher scolding us for not paying attention)
And then he paused for every one within a 5 meter radius to stare at me.
"Do you have any shame?"
I was like.
o_o
wtf?!
Is this
really happening to me?
I just got kicked and publicly shamed for doing something so
passive? For not paying attention?
The kick wasn't like, OMG OW PAINFUL or anything, it was more like a nudge of the foot with a foot, but seriously, I don't think it's right for any teacher to kick a student.
AND, a normal teacher would treat me as part of a wall.
After all my existence in the hall was negligent
And I was just reading on my own.
And he had to do
that?
Okay anyway I waited for him to walk off and went back to my notes again.
Anyway this made me really bad tempered for the rest of the day.
OK maybe 30% of my bad temperedness was due to this..
The other 70% is my fucked up hair which seriously makes me damn insecure. I swear I am the most insecure person in the universe
But it was rather refreshing to be scolded again.. to be the bad kid.
And I didn't have to send my CCA president any vulgar emails this time.
Not paying attention is not right, I recognize that. But..
My life motto is DO WHATEVER YOU LIKE AS LONG AS YOU DON'T HARM ANYONE ELSE.
I've been sticking to it all my life and I'll continue to do so.
So let me continue to be part of the landscape.
bras
For some reason, I've been getting a lot of tags lately especially from monica and greenbeans and it makes me really happy. Coz every time I check my blog pageviews and compare it with the number of tags, I get really sad because OMG WHY DO YOU READ THIS BUT DONT COMMENT?!!! WHYQ!??! TAG ME NOW YOU TERRIBLE READERS!!!!!!!
Anyway there is a tag I would like to feature
And it is this:
LA: bras keep you from having hanging boobs by the time you turn 30...don't ban them!!
Basically it's a comment regarding my new ambition to be president of Singapore so that I can ban girls from wearing bras.
What i'm thinking is
Bras keep me from having hanging boobs when I'm 30..
But the question is..
What boobs?
Ever since 723928103812 years ago my boobs have been shrinking exponentially and I'm doomed to have concave boobs for life. So when I'm 30, there will still be no boobs to support. I don't even know why I am wearing a bra.
So yes, it won't affect me if I ban bras.
Therefore I still want to ban girls from wearing bras.
I am selfish. I don't care!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ha!!!!
I do miss the days when all I talked about was 1. pimples 2.concave boobs 3. pandabag. pimples are still mentioned, pandabag is old news(NEED A NEW ONE BAD.)
but i've stopped talking about boobs because.. I know males who read my blog. But i got carried off and typed the above. And I'm pissed off today so I won't even delete it. You guys can just see how vulgar I am.. my true self!! yay
(i still try hard to respect that you dont like girls to be vulgar)
T_T La Senza having 30% off tomorrow!! But they don't have nice bras anymore and I have astro. GAH!
art club
I haven't told you guys this yet but I want to be the president of art club and I DO have stuff planned for this club (like about three so far) and I like art.
But I have many problems
1. I am not ready because I do not usually want to assume important positions and I dont know if I'm good enough
2. I've been missing so many sessions!!
3. I am socially awkward how to be a pres like that?
Honestly, I really want to get to know every one in there because oh my god they are seriously really cool. Not because I want to be president, must go suck up to every one first. Besides they elect by application I think.
For example this guy can go for an exam, reset his graphics calculator, and come out with like four/six programs. He programs programs with his calculator DURING his exam and those programs can solve almost any vector.
And this other guy can draw muscles very well and fast, seriously his drawing is AHH *WORSHIP* and I heard he draws dicks that look like lugia. Isn't that awesome?! I call him muscle guy
And this guy can fake a british accent. And he's been watching my deviantart since 5 years ago and I really do appreciate that.
muscle guy and him sing rick astley in CHINESE and they can sing the internet is for porn and other cool stuff.
holy shit i was overwhelmed.
And the nice people who like, talked to me!
And all the people who draw better than me!
They're really individualistic and I don't know if I'll ever get along with them considering how vulgar and bimbotic and fking weird and antisocial I am. I really want to talk to them but I dunno how so I just end up ignoring every one in the room.
And actually I know a few people but when I see them I dont know if I should say hi coz I'm not sure if they see me as a friend.
4. And another problem is that because of (_|_)COMPUTING(_|_) I come
one hour late every session. How do I even get to know people like this!? I come in, people are already seated with one another. DAMN YOU COMPUTING I HATE YOU LIKE I HATE THE WHOLE WORLD
5. Do I even like art? I'm not even good at drawing. I'm just good at drawing the things I like to draw. Which is mainly cute and pretty girls! girls! girls! Is that art? And I hadn't had the time to draw anything. To colour anything. I miss you, CG.
Alright those are my insecurities... It feels better to spill them out because i dont think people will want to listen to me talk about them xD
Anyway, do give me advice. Post as anonymous if you don't want me to know you're reading. I really want help.
ACNE CLEAR
My angel is really cool. Do you know she has
60 demerit points?!
It was 56 yesterday. Wonder what she did. Must hurry write back to her. She's really damn cool and keeps sending me skincare stuff and cute stuff. I must package some calcium bentonite for her.
Anyway she recommended this pimple cream called ACNE CLEAR.
I now keep it in my pencil box. I really recommend it due to several reasons
1. My angel says it can be used as a concealer because it's tinted!
2. It's pimple cream and pimple cream kills pimples! I love pimple cream, I own like ten. Oh man why is there no pimple cream fan page on facebook? I shall go create one now. Go join it!
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Pimple-Cream/109167052454207?v=info
3. LASTLY
(This is why it's in my pencil box)
YOU CAN USE IT AS A HIGHLIGHTER/COLOURING PEN!!!
Yes, this pimple cream, being tinted, can be used to highlight important notes
You can also use it to colour cheeks of anime girls you draw
And it looks so nice and painty
When people ask you
"Hey what did you colour that picture with?"
You answer:
ICM Pharma ACNE CLEAR pimple cream!!
..with pride.
And since it's in your pencil box, you can now kill your pimples during lectures!
And what's more, the ingredients look promising. There's Sulphur Precipitated BP 4% and Zinc Oxide 8% which are proven effective in killing the pimples you hate.
Anyway you should go buy it at your neighbourhood pharmacy, Singaporeans!!
And no they did not pay me to advertise this for them
You can always ask me if you want to borrow it for sampling, whatever your purpose (conceal/kill pimples/highlight/colour pictures). I am a generous kind hearted girl and I will gladly lend it to you.
MEOW! oliver 1 and 2
Alright I am still slightly disconcerted by the fact that there are two olivers.
Honestly dunno why I so fail, should have realized it long ago because seriously, oliver was really bipolar or something. One day she would ignore me and prefer to rub herself against the wall, another day she will meow when I meow back.
Well anyways I decided to name them
1. friendly oliver
2. unfriendly oliver
or oliver 1 and 2
Whatever
I still can't tell them apart until I play with them
Okay basically friendly oliver likes to meow at me and I like to meow back.
I love it when she paws at my purple furry jacket (even though she is trying to tear it apart)
And she's okay with being patted
She hangs out at the lift lobby.
Unfriendly oliver is really random. You go up to her and she will totally ignore you and walk away and then sit down.
Then you walk to her, bend down and start stroking her. She loves it. She'll start rolling around and she'll close her eyes while you stroke her and you can tell she likes it. And that makes me content.
She likes to walk away at random times and start preening herself. Grr! Anyway, she hangs out near the nearby block.
I'm still closer to unfriendly oliver XD
Introducing to you
Oliver 1 and 2
Well they look the same so I thought I should just use the same picture
Ok actually I only have one picture of Oliver 1/2
Alright
today I was feeling downright crappy
like, i hate every one around me for no reason but yet i still care for them. it's so weird. I dont know why they hang out with me and i come up with many reasons due to my insecurity. i guess its all because of my insecurity, i really want to get rid of it
but I met my dad and he took me to buy furniture
I has new furniture!!
ANd I just assembled a table.
I'm gonna build my chair later.
Happy!! I love furniture!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alright this ends my crappy post of the year. Bye!!
Labels: bra, SUPER GOOD PIMPLE CREAM
Tuesday, April 13
I spilt milk tea in the lecture hall today SCREW IT!
And you know what?
THERE
ARE
TWO
OLIVERS
YES, !!
I CAN'T TELL WHICH IS WHICH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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MY LIFE SUCKS OFFICIALLY
and tomorrow there is GP exam which is officially my most hated subject after i received my fucked up essay grade. i shouldn't have ripped off the school textbook-let thingy .. the questions were different!! GARGHHGAHSGAJ
NO!
WHY ARE THERE TWO OLIVERS?!?!??!?!
Monday, April 12
You are a jerk. Tell her you love her the day before and end it the next day? You never even deserved her in the first place. She gave you so much. And you promised her so much. Jerk. Jerk. Jerk.
I really want her to find someone who
isn't a jerk. Is it that hard? Listening to her makes me sad ... disappointed over and over again ...
Don't be sad girl you got us k, remember to miss him happily (: He has more of a burden to get rid of. I'll spend more time with you and text you every morning if I remember..
I have enough faith in the male population to say she'll find someone decent in time to come. Coz she is a really nice girl.
i hate singapore weather
I hate the weather it's so gross and humid and hot!!! Stand in the sun and you'll be sweating like crazy and it's a common sight to see translucent t-shirts because everyone is sweating so much.
And it's so ironic because only aircon can salvage us, and aircon makes the Earth hotter. So we're slowly killing ourselves. hownow,algore?!
Jubbie: It's so hot.. I'm sweating like nuts!
Me: Yeah, my bra is all soaked... if you squeezed it all the sweat will drip out i swear!! grrr
Jubbie: ......I wanted details.
Me: That's why I gave them to you :)
Me: ARGHHHH why can't I go back to nanyang when I could take out my sweaty bra after PE lesson?!?!?!
Jubbie: ...
Me: *reaches under shirt to wipe sweat during chem lecture discreetly*
Hongkai: Oh god xinni... you damn gross *turns to jubbie* How can you stand her?!
Me: omg you saw? @_@
WHO INVENTED BRAS?! I heard it was a man. DAMN EVIL TO MAKE US WEAR BRAS IN SINGAPORE. Forget being a doctor, I'm gonna aspire to be president and ban girls from wearing bras.. the country will thank me for doing them a favour (both the girls.. and the guys ;)) and we'll get into the guinness book of world records also!!!
Labels: bra
Saturday, April 10
doc
I went to see the doctor, waited for three hours so I couldn't do much shopping.
It cost me $31.55, that's such a scam!!
I'm considering practicing medicine so that I can scam people too
Doctor: Don't eat curry and chilli...
(
guilty.)
Doctor: ..chocolate..
(
guilty.)
Doctor: ..orange juice..
(
guilty.)
Doctor: ..and cold drinks.
(
guilty.)
Gah! *gulps down cold milk* This is why ... I've been killing myself.
I still have mild fever
My throat is "really red"
My phlegm is "really bad"
He gave me excuse for PE (YAY!!!!!!!!!!! trying to beat record of not attending PE for two terms)
And he shook my hand wishing me the best for my exams.
sometimes
Sometimes you wanna hug your friend but what if your friend is a boy??!!
You can't hug your friend because it's against social norms.
Your friend will feel awkward.
That sucks!!!!
I want to hug all my friends!!!
Westernization, please hurry up.
every now and then ._. ...
Friday, April 9
Oh and I pissed my computing teacher off today. She was fucking pissed with me seriously. Oh well that's just me.. I'm bound to piss off a few teachers every year.
She was trying to explain this REALLY STUPID AND COMPLICATED question and I failed to understand. So I just said, I don't understand lor why must that happen???????? Then she gave up and asked jubbie to explain it, then i understood.
Then I was like OH MAN! What a stupid question, never seen this kind of @(*&#*( question before, so (@!*&#*@ nonsensical!!
..
..
Later I found out she set the questions.
Jubbie: OK, so you effectively pissed her off by 1) telling her she cant teach 2) telling her she sets stupid questions. Way to go Musho.
For the rest of the lessons she kept giving pissed off remarks. Lol
I'm very worried for computing. We are at tutorial five, assignment three, and I haven't done all eight of them.
Labels: lol
why the fuck am i still sick
I tried to sleep but failed because
the cough is back
and it's become really, really, really vicious
Killing.
So tomorrow I'm going to see a doctor because I've realized that this is kinda serious.
I really hope I won't die tomorrow!!
meowmeow
Talked for almost an hour with my chem teacher today, she's really awesome.
I kinda told her I've never paid attention and barely done any lab practicals before, lol. She knows I'm not the best student out there but she tries to find solutions for me.
Time to start paying attention Musho, she'll be watching you from now on.
You can do well in chem and you know it ._.
AHH
But my phone charger is dead, I'm surviving on only two bras, I don't have a dustbin, I need thebodyshop shower gel, I don't have an ATM card, I miss my lava lamp, I need a bowl to eat my favourite brand of instant noodles.
So I'm going out tomorrow to hopefully get
most of what I need.
I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY MS CHUA I WILL TRY TO STUDY
!?
OMG I thought I was the oldest in class but apparently
There's someone older than me
This person is called yyjhao
Today he was really funny
1.
yyjhao: yay theres computing next!
me: no way T_T
yyjhao: Why no way?
me: I hate computing..
yyjhao: Why!!?!?!??!
me: I don't understand it
yyjhao: I teach you. EVERYONE MUST LOVE COMPUTING!
me: LOL ok.
yyjhao: i love computing!!
2.
yyjhao: Yay I am turning 19 soon, I can drink vodka and visit brothels!
me: please bring me with you i want to see prostitutes
zipbra: Let's bring the whole class there for class outing!
...and no i am not considering any future job prospects in there
sex education
walao my form teacher told me to go for sex education today argh!!!!
So I went and it was totally boring and there was nothing explicit as expected.
They made us do a
comprehension about love.
Welcome to Singapore.
Thursday, April 8
to like 21873912738917392 people,
if you don't want to tell me about it
then don't mention it to me.
simple as that.
stop fucking doing that to me. it's irritating and discriminatory. because i will never do that to you. because i for one appreciate honesty in a conversation.
i feel old sometimes. i'm too old for all this. maybe that's why. that's why.
and don't involve me in your childish games.
Labels: irritated
Sex education
Mrs Ong: Xinni you should not opt yourself out of the sex education programme.
Me: !??!?!??!??!?!??!??!?!??!??!?!??!??!?!??!??!?!??
Mrs Ong: Coz you have alot of free periods so I don't know what you'll be doing while the rest are having sex education
Me: okay....?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: *runs to the toilet* *calls dad up*
Me: PAPA did the teacher like call you to talk about me having to attend sex education?!
Papa: What sex education?
Me: *explains why i opted myself out*
Papa: OK..... so u wan me to call your teacher?
Me: No lah, just when they ask you, can u tell them that u dont want me to attend? Tell them I can stay in the staff room and they can watch me study useful stuff like math.
OK... sex education is useless and repetitive in my opinion
And my angel says that they separate the boys and the girls
and there is nothing explicit so there is no fun
Even if there are explicit things I would have already known of them
So why should I go?
I might as well study right
For those going for sex education
HAVE FUN!
Labels: sex ed
Wednesday, April 7
why am i such a fucking dick to myself? i was alright until i ate the ice cream and cup of fucking salty instant noodles and now I am coughing like heck and it hurts. DAMN IT
Why did I cut my hair again? Now it's so ugly!!! ARGH
DAMN IT
WHY AM I SUCH A DICK. DICK!
sick :(
!?!??! Why do I have taylor swift's YOU BELONG WITH ME in my itunes with NINETY SIX plays?!
Tuesday, April 6
recount
I fell really sick!
Fever + cough + sorethroat + occasional vomits
...And bleeding profusely does not help either.
It was pretty bad; I had to leave school because I really needed to die on my bed. Dunno why I came to school lar, 3/5 of my friends didn't come to school because they were sick too..
What a joke, I left the school right in the security guard's face, flagged a cab and he didn't care to stop me.
Still I'd like to thank my germs for giving me the chance to skip PE for a
real reason (at last!).
Went to my angel's bench during PE and started reading her POPTEEN magazine.
Then my classmate came walking back, carrying his milk tea and saw me.
His face totally spelt "WTF!?"
...*amused*
*sigh* Sometimes I chide myself for liking pretty girls and things like these. But I can't help it!! It's all so cute and sparkly!!!!!!! meowmeowmwow
Sunday, April 4
amalgamate girls' home + brothel
amalgamate turban + toilet paper
-grace
just a quick post:
is anyone ordering a macdonalds happy meal?????? i would like to buy the powerpuff girl bubbles hairband from you if you are. I don't mind the buttercup hairclip but I really want the bubbles hairband. ty
ARGH
IT'S 6PM I JUST WOKE UP
THIS IS DAMN SCREWED UP
I AM SUPPOSED TO BE SLEEPING 4 HOURS LATER!!!!!!!!!!!
apr fools
NOOOOOOOOOOO
WHY IS MY NEOPET A BLUE OGRIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOO
WHY IS MY DEVIANTART AVATAR TEAM JACOB!!???
boring april's fools :/ no one played any real tricks on me.
I remember when I was 11 or 12, rachel and jolene put a sanitary pad with some red dye into my schoolbag. That time I very innocent, don't even know what a condom is, also dunno what that red pad was doing inside. So I took it out and waved it around and said "WHAT'S THIS? WHOSE IS IT?!??!?!"
And my friends were like NOOoooooooooOOooo NOoooOoo don't wave it around!!!
In the end their trick backfired on them harhar!!!! I miss primary school (although much of the time i was ostracized and bullied)
this sucks
this sucks everything sucks
pimples are coming back
period comes like every week dunno why. maybe because i am stressed and pmsy
and im last in class for homework definitely
I have to do my work. .-.
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