Sunday, November 28
CGCG~
It's been 6 months~
Hope my skills haven't faltered.
no u!!!
NO MORE WHINING OR SELF PITY!!!!
WAKE UP MUSHO! CHANGE! CONFIDENCE!
:)
^_^
:)
^_^
must be happy.
meow meow!
exactly
"I see all this potential, and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire nation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war...our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very pissed off."
- Anon
Saturday, November 27
Hrm, this may be a pretty boring and troubling post.
i'm good, i'm gone
Thanks for having me C. Hope my dad came to clear my stuff up in my room and sorry for defacing your property.... @_@;
I'm staying at my uncle's house now. The people there are really nice, but frankly, all i've been doing is lock myself up in my room and I only go out for food and donuts. Basically, I am living off them. They're doing this because I am family. Honestly, I don't know how to make it up to them. They are like strangers to me, so I don't feel like talking to them. 'Tis just weird.
And I have been having bad dreams every single night. Creepy thing is, they aren't random at all. They come from my insecurity.
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I badly badly miss Oliver. I had a farewell conversation with Oliver2 on the last day. If you're interested to know, this was how it went:
Me: Meow meow meow!!! T_T Meow meowmeow meomeow meow..!!
Oliver: Meow.
Me: Meow! meow emow meowww meowmeow...
Oliver: Murr.
Me: Meow meow. Bye bye. /sadsmile
It was a really sad parting. I disappeared when Oliver wandered off to the other side of the wall so she wouldn't see me go.
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Feelin' like a total bum.
Driving
I HATE YOU ZOMG!!!!!!!!!!!! Imagine driving for 2 hours. Then imagine doing that for 3 days in a row.
I've combed the whole private circuit!!! It's so tiring I fell asleep at the wheel twice. Once at a traffic light and another time while driving on a long stretch of road. Yeah, now I start the car on my own and drive from the MRT to the circuit, which is about a 15 minute drive. I drive back too.
I hate the Honda I drive;
THE STEERING WHEEL LOOKS LIKE A UTERUS!!!!! D:
And I know that I'm ULTRA BAD. I am too scared to turn into a main road.
I'm worried because some people go through 40 lessons and still fail the test. I think I will be one of them.
Yeyquiz
Ten random facts about yourself.
1. My best friend is canadian.
2. Meow ♥
3. Enjoys trolling immensely.
4. Bad at taking care of stuff.
5. Loves my blanket.
My preciousssssss-
6. Likes to buy bags.
7. Decorate everything I own.
8. Likes stuff that smell nice!
9. Never leaves home without my jacket.
10. Loves monokuro boo~
Nine things you do every day.
1. Skincare routine.
2. Music.
.......
3. Jet ski across the pacific ocean.
4. Ride a horse backwards
5. Smoke weed
6. Feed pandas
7. Steal underwear from unsuspecting neighbours
8. Cook kitten stew
9. Study my ass off
Eight things that annoy you.
1. Bad hair day/Bad haircut
2. PIMPLES
3. Fat
4. Waiting for a reply. I hate waiting!!!
5. People looking at me.
6. Superficiality.
(I may be guilty of hypocrisy here)
7. Overzealous sales girls who follow me around the shop.
8. People who say sry and thx. If you are truly apologetic or grateful, you damn well better spell it out in full.
Seven fears / phobias.
1. People.
2. Failure.
3. Rejection
.
4. Pimples.
5. Losing friends.
6. Getting daoed.
7. Death.
Six songs that you’re addicted to.
1. Hana-bi - Joe Hisaishi
2. Summer - Joe Hisaishi
3. All or Nothing - Theory of a Deadman
4. Little Bit - Lykke Li
5. Built to last - Melee
6. Start a war - The National
Five things you can’t live without.
1. Cats
2. my frieds
3. Music
4. Pimple Cream
5. Art
Four memories you won’t forget.
1. too depressing shall not say
2. too depressing shall not say
3. :)
4. too depressing shall not say
Three words you can’t go a day without using.
1. Meow
2. Erps
3. Lol
Two things you wish you could do.
1. Own a kitty or two.
2. Bake nice cookies.
One person you can trust.
1. She knows who she is. :) ♥
Whiny parts of post were deleted here :)
Kadfish!
I was googling 'stray cats in singapore' but Google had to search '
catfish' for me so... I suddenly miss Kadfish!! D:
Kadfish ♥♥♥
Are you guys dead yet? D:
Monday, November 22
Meow meowmeow meowmeow meomeow meoe moew meowmeow. Meow me meoew mewo meow meow mew moew... meow memeow meowmeow?
Meowmeo moew moew meow mewmewow meowrrrrghhhhh. Meowmeowm me meow meow meow meow. @_@;;;
Meowmeowmeow, meow meow mew mewo meow. Meow meow mwoew meow.
Meowmeow, meow meowmeow meowmeow meowmeo meow......
._.
Meow.
Sunday, November 21
yeah
Moving out soon. I feel like a goddamn fugitive.
Went out in school uniform, scoured HDB flats to find boxes to pack my stuff. Went to IKEA to beg for boxes too. Reached home, hands full of cardboard boxes. Have you ever seen a schoolgirl doing that? ._.
Erm, I'll be fine I guess. I hope my uncle's place has aircon.
omg..
OMG I AM SO SORRY
I AM SO SORRY FOR ROTTING YOUR BRAINS
Let me introduce to you my friend called Kintan.
Kintan was a perfectly normal teenager. She only went on the computer to facebook to catch up with her friends. I MEAN HOW MUCH MORE NORMAL CAN YOU POSSIBLY GET-
Until she met ME. When we became room mates last year.
I COrrRUpTEd HeR SoUL!!!!
...
Now, Kintan knows retarded sites like fuckyeahslightlyamusing, failblog, lolcats, theartoftrolling and every site known to deplete brain cells. She is familiar with internet memes and goes on youtube to further deplete her brain cells by watching buffalax.
She is also uh, much more uh, knowledgeable in uh, stuff you shouldn't be too knowledgeable about. (ifyougetwhatimean)
She even started to troll her friends!
...
And not only that!! Recently, the texts I receive from friends will contain lots of "Meow"s!!!!
JESUS CHRIST ON A POGO STICK WHAT HAVE I DONE?!?!?!
Time to start Operation Unguailan!!!!
dream
I just had a dream that lasted forever. I was carrying a gun and escaping from zombies. WTF, and I dreamt of birdplanes a few nights ago.
At least they aren't really depressing.
Friday, November 12
dream.
I had a bad dream. I think it just about sums up what I feel about my papa.
In the dream, I was walking into a hospital room.
In the dream, my papa only had a few days left to live because of an accident/sudden sickness.
In the dream, my papa was old and tired.
When you see a sick person in a hospital you kinda expect him to have those tubes and oxygen mask and drip and stuff right?
Well..
He was sitting on the bed, busy writing a report. And he was telling me to help him do stuff to finish the report so that he can complete his job.
He was doing
work.
He was dying but he was doing work.
.
.
Is he really going to work to death?
Nowadays, I worry that I'll get a call. And the call will say '
Go to XXX hospital now. Your dad got into a traffic accident this morning and was pronounced dead 2 hours ago. We need you to come down because you are his family.'
...
And what am I doing? Nothing productive. I tell myself to study. That's the only way I can make him happy. But studying, it's depressing. As a kid, I just want to play... But I don't deserve to enjoy myself right now.
What if he dies tomorrow? I will never forgive myself.
I wanna be a normal kid. Pay attention, study, attend school.
And I noticed I don't even say fuck anymore. I rarely appreciate sexual jokes, let alone make them. It's funny how people can change just like that. *poof* Maybe I won't see the old me again.
New poster ♥
I'm contemplating whether I should "decorate" my poster.
Like this one.
I just need a ~*miley cyrus*~ poster to complete my collection!!
paradise on earth
holy shit look at the colours ♥♥
Wednesday, November 10
ROBOT UNICRON ATTACK!!
THIS GAME IS DOPE. SERIOUSLY THIS GAME IS DOPE.
I am
majorly addicted.
*UNICRON JUMP*
*UNICORN DASH*
HAHHAHAHA OMG I FEEL LIKE i'm on DrUGs NOW
THE MUSIC IS SO GAY AHHAHAHA
GO PLAY IT
ON FAECEBOOK
DOPE.!!!!
PW done :D
Okie. I'm done with PW so no more school for the whole of this year. I need to revamp my art gallery then I will stop coming online altogether. (methinks)
I hope I get an A, but considering I screwed the Q&A.. umm :(
I gave the presentation without a script though, knew it by heart. But I got so scared I was shivering. I still can't look at people.
dye fail
Okie I tried to self dye my hair
The top part of my head is now
orange!!!!
wtfitwassupposedtobeAPRICOTMOCHA
WHAT THE MEOW WHY AM I SO FAIL D:
Alright so I can't aspire to be a hairstylist. Big deal.
update:
It turned brown now
PLEASE LOOK OKAY TOMORROW
Possible solutions
1. Dye it back to black
2. Shave all hair off
3. Wear jacket hood to look like hobo
4. Never leave the house
5. Cosplay as a carrot
.
.
Well please advise me on what I should do, should the top of my head becomes orange tomorrow.
birds
I really love birds now.
Watching them makes me happy.
my favourite song
Finally I have discovered my favourite song of all time.
It's called
'You Suffer' by Napalm Death, a grindcore british band.
I beseech you to listen to that song. It's a... life changing experience.
I'm going to play it 1,589 times tomorrow.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ybGOT4d2Hs8
Breathtaking chorus, perfect intro and ending.
I'm gonna play it at my wedding. It will all be so perfect.
.
.
.
.
.
Speaking of trolling, when I get a car, I'm going to get a CD full of metalcore and screamo.
Then I will wind down my windows and blast my screamo from the car.
All the way to school.
I wonder if the guard will let me in.
Thursday, November 4
YAY
I am now scared of myself. See, I wore contact lenses today because I was going to make new glasses
(I decided to get THICK FRAMES! *excited*).
I looked at myself in the mirror and I got really scared. I didn't know who this person was. I got scared of myself. Musho, I know you're frightened of people, but the last person you should be frightened of is ... OH YOU. OH YOU.
le sigh.
Contact lenses are the bane of my existence. Seriously, the price of beauty - well - I'm planning to get used to them. Can't waste them biweekly lenses. But it's like, some bug traveling around my eye. So uncomfortable.
And people can see into my soul!!! AAAA!!! I feel so unprotected, so
insecure. I need glasses to hide my soul... With contacts I don't want to look at anybody -_-
Um, seems like i need to majorly work on this insecurity and peoplephobia issue ._.
Thick glasses please arrive soon....
Oh and as expected, due to my spamming of DS, my eyesight deproved further. As if 800 degrees is not bad enough. ^^V
OMFG HAHAHAHAH
1. Go to
http://maps.google.com/
2. Click '
Get Directions'
3. Enter in stuff like
'Japan' to 'USA'.
HAHHAHAHHAA then
CTRL+F 'pacific ocean'
HAHHAHAHHAHAHHA CANNOT STOP AMUSING MYSELF
OMFG HAHAHA2
:D You can feel your brain cells dying at an exponential rate. I know it.
Tuesday, November 2
OHOHOHOHOHALLOWEEN
LOOK AT ALL MY CANDY AREN'T YOU JAELUS
SWEET JESUS THAT IS ONE KILOGRAM OF
♥CANDY♥!!!!!
Went trick or treating with lulu, HS and eli at Woodlands yesternight.
It's near Singaporean American School so they give lots of FOREIGN CANDY.
Lulu is epic. In the morning, she went out of the house in an oversized pink hoodie and bunny ears and basket. Obviously most Singaporeans have no idea you can trick or treat in SG so they were giving her retarded stares as she got on the bus. We went to Orchard to catch the facebook movie
(FUCK YOU MARK ZUCKERBERG) and she was in the outfit the whole while.
I mean, I'd give her a retarded look too if a girl dressed up as a bunny got on the bus. HAHHAHA woman you are damn funny!! This is something only my best friend can pull off *proud* HAHAHHAA.
Lulu: You know my parents used to tell me not to take stuff from strangers. So I'd knock on people's doors and say '
Trick or treat!' and when they gave me candy i'd say '
NO THANKS'.
...
I went in a big hoodie and witch hat. I didn't feel like wearing a dress and makeup and contacts :/ Bad idea. It was really hot. I'm going to go in less clothes next year. I want to invite this cool girl who lulu and I met on neopets, I mean it'd be really cool if you trick or treat on your first meeting with an online friend :D
Other than that, we were one of the oldest people there. XD We took candy from kids wtf. I think we'll still go trick or treating when we're twenty.
Can't wait for halloween next year!
facebook movie
ASFDFAGSGACGAASGFAGFSHA
MARK ZUCKERBERG IS AN ASS
He's the "founder" of facebook, by the way..
I mean you actually hear of people doing things that make people go 'FML' but you don't usually meet horrible people like that. But mark zuckerberg... is a bad guy. He is an asshole.
Me: I HATE MARK ZUCKERBERG!!!
Lulu: That's like saying "I HATE STEVE JOBS - sent via iPhone"....
And what's with all the statuses going "
LIKE THIS IF YOU WANT ME TO WASTE 13 SECONDS ON YOUR WALL TELLING YOU WHAT I THINK ABOUT IT AND THE COLOUR YOU REMIND ME OF AND WHAT I FIRST THOUGHT ABOUT U". I feel like posting "
like this if you want to know what african mammal you most remind me of" but I don't feel like being an oatmeal troll atm. And I really do hate status updates.
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