I am Musho / Xinni and I am an artist, designer and programmer. I'm a Singaporean living in California as a designer at Google. I blog about my art, music, shows, games, beauty stuff, school and a lot of personal events in my life. You will feel awkward reading this if you know me.

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In case you haven't tried the new Macdonalds Samurai burger, go try it now!! I love the sauce *_*
Aaaand the receipt says "Samurai ------- $4.70". Like you bought a samurai slave or something.

Hmm so I was sitting there eating my Samurai burger...
And I saw this kid in front of me carrying a Piplup happy meal toy. That was phased out a few months ago. I was so excited I ran to the counter and asked "WHAT IS THE HAPPY MEAL TOY!!!?"



And then they opened the happy meal toy container thingy and I peeped in and it was stuffed with piplups. I said "HOW MANY OF THOSE PENGUINS DO YOU HAVE?"

Manager: About 20 plus... why, do you need a lot?
Me: Ya I want to buy a lot but I can't eat so many happy meals.

Then erm, I walked off.

Later this Macdonalds person came up to me.


MCD guy: You want to buy the toy?
Me: *excited* Are you selling it??
MCD guy : You buying for your children? You have how many kids..?





MY CHILDREN!?!!
NO U!!!!!!!!
Well yes actually I hide my 6 year old boy in the closet and I feed him cornflakes and orange juice for breakfast and lunch. Canned tuna for dinner. Me mum would kill me if she knew so please don't tell anybody.

...

Later I went to buy a happy meal. And I got a new piplup!
Going to sacrifice another school badgepin to drill a hole so that I can hang it on my phone!


Did not screw it up that badly xD
I love stickers~



To cut the long story short I killed 2 pairs of branded earphones in one day. One was a Klipsch S4i and the other one was a Sennheiser PX200. It was rather upsetting because I had to get a lousy Sony.


Weirong: Do you blast your music?
Me: *nods*
Weirong: Do you sleep on your earphones?
Me: *nods*
Weirong: Do you pack them nicely in a container?
Me: Huh? What container?
Weirong: Do you just stuff your earphones in your bag and leave them tangled?
Me: *nods and drops weirong's headphones*
Weirong: Do you treat them just like that?

D:
I should really take better care of my earphones.


Anyway I went to claim my warranty and now I have a WHITE Klipsch S4i! I went into the store and I took out my dead Klipsch and the receipt and just made a face.
Like that:


Storeowner: What's wrong?
Me:
Storeowner: Are they spoilt?
Me:
Storeowner: Umm.. You really need to tell me what's wrong with them so I can help you fix them.
Me:
Storeowner: ......
Me: Itookthemoutonedayand icouldonlyhearsomedrumsandguitar andtherewerenovocals soit'spracticallydead.

And he kindly replaced them for me!

Scratch that, whatever they say can't ruin my day anymore.

I can tell that I am disappearing.

I am so... touchy. 
Maybe I can be mature. Maybe.
I don't want to be grown up...

Lulu said that five years ago she was mighty protective of me, because people kept saying things about me and she felt that she had to defend me somehow. I won't blame those people. I was mean and evil and bad. I gave them more than a million reasons to badmouth me. I was just a child, still oblivious about how screwed up I was. Lulu knew that something was off about me but she couldn't quite figure out what. It was only until a year later that I revealed minor details about my family.

Now.
I am eighteen, trying to forget that the past ever happened. But the marks are there.
I want to be normal, and do you know deep inside I am so scared that part of my mother is in me. I am so scared that I still have abnormal traits, and trust me if i ever find out I am I will kill it. I have been killing all the abnormalities I possessed ever since I left home, changing, changing, changing. I only had such a short time to make things right. But it's still not enough.

They are still at it. Before school ended, anyway. And I don't blame them, because I DID give them reasons to attack me. Dear class, I do like a whole bunch of you, lots of you have been nicer to me than what I actually deserve. But I know a few of you cannot stand me. I can tell by the judging sneers you shoot me when I do something stupid, and I hear about what you say about me. Don't worry about it anymore. I will do my best to disappear.

Another thing I learnt from lulu: I realized that the stuff I do may have come across as attention seeking.



Did I ever want attention when I did stupid things?
Honestly, I don't think so. I just wanted to be happy.
Maybe I did. Am I in denial?
I don't think so.
I didn't want attention.
Well, I don't know.


Who cares? I know for sure that NOW I don't want any fucking attention. No more. I don't want to give you chances to attack me. It hurts me. I'm frightened of you. I'm frightened of you judging me, of what you think. I don't want to face you. I don't want you to notice me anymore.

Part of me argues: WHO CARES WHAT THESE STRANGERS THINK? THEY AREN'T YOUR FRIENDS. But that's just teenagerish. It's not your life. It's not all about you. Your friends may be too polite to point out what's wrong with you, so it's your responsibility to correct your mistakes so that you don't affect other people.

Emotionally I may have matured a bit. I am not scared of being alone. I appreciate company, but I do not crave it nor do I need it. In other words, I am perfectly OK by myself. Could this be a permanent change or just temporary or could it be a sign of me slowly beginning to isolate myself from this world? IDEK. But I still love my friends and I value the closeness I have forged with them.

I'm not scared of losing people any longer. I don't know if this makes me more of an uncaring soul, but hey, it's better than being all insecure and whiny.

Do you remember the text I sent a teacher which said 'FUCKING TEACHERS?' Well, I was having gaming withdrawal symptoms; I was addicted! It was so foolish of me. Now I know it's something I will not do again. I have changed too much for that. I can live a day without saying a single 'fuck!' and I really hope this change is here to stay.

Since I'm on antibiotics, no new pimples, not much insecurity or pissy mood. I still bear resentment at my mother for not letting me fix my teeth, but I try to take my mind off my insecurity regarding my looks.
I am not miserable. I'm fine! Sometimes, I can even be happy :)

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I dreamt that I bought a very nice pair of slippers.
When I woke up I was so upset.

Later on in the day I DID get a new pair of slippers.
Hah! Good timing. Been wearing the same pair for 3 years, EVERY DAY.
That's 1000 days?!?!?!!!!!

Never going to EOY ever again.
I don't have the strength to complain but I have three words: I am disappoint.


The only pen I brought went out of ink, so I had to use my shading marker to draw. A lot of flaws in that, I know orz... For one I think I forgot to draw her a nose..
Saw some people photographing my drawing, which brought me slight comfort *inferior*

The reason why I'm not fuming right now was because I bought an Obata Takeshi artbook at 50% off ($18). He drew Death Note, Hikaru No Go and Bakuman!!
I am really happy with it. Definitely worth it. There are over hundred works to have endless eyesex with.
Absolutely gorgeous art.

MM eyeshadow~!
Majolica Majorca ~ ♥
I am a sucker for pretty packaging T_T

WTF PEPPERLUNCH
DID YOU JUST ^INCREASE^ PRICE BY 50%!?

THIS IS IMMORAL.



I DISAPPROVE!
PEDOBEAR DISAPPROVES!

I WILL
NOT
SUPPORT!!!!

I did love your food, really I did-
WTF PEPPERLUNCH.

*edit: Some branches still sell at old prices.


I bought lots of CDs today at Popular!
Plus 2 Fall Out Boy t-shirts.




1. U2 - No line on the horizon
2. You're the one - Alternative music album
3. The Bravery - The Sun and the Moon
4. Take That - The Circus
5. OneRepublic - Waking Up
6. Fall Out Boy - Believers Never Die ♥
7. FEEL (KoC/EoTS/keane && many awesome bands inside)
8. Fall Out Boy - Folie a Deux
9. New Found Glory - Hits
10. Snow Patrol - Best of Snow Patrol
11. New Moon OST (twilight soundtracks are good okay~)

Those were the more decent bands on sale D:
I feel sad that they had to be sold as low as $1 though D:

The original price of everything was $341
But they were so heavily discounted it only cost me $43!!
90% off WOW OMG
THAT IS CRAZY

Yarr!!!
I ACTUALLY OWN CDs~



@_@ Beautiful!!!

I'm going to wait for the day I get my asian car
And I'm going to play them all in my asian car
yarr~
For now they are sitting in a shoebox!!!

I remember the first CDs I listened to. I was 10. My mum got them from the trash.
Hilary Duff, Britney Spears, Avril Lavigne, Atomic Kittens, Christina Aguilera. I grew up listening to them.
Finally settled with indie/rock/alternative and never turned back! ♥









Meow meow meowmeow meow~
Meow meowmeow meow meow ^-^!

Happyness comes from within.
Happyness comes from within.
Happyness comes from within.
Rinse and repeat.

I woke up in the afternoon with bad hair.

My right eye burned and turned a horrible red when i tried to put contacts into it.
 
I only went out for driving lesson, otherwise the day was pretty much spent mooching around the house alone and tasting my cousin's potato croquettes which for mysterious reasons were sweet.

My waterbottle emptied its contents into my bag, soaking everything and killing my iPod. Yes my iPod is dead, and my new music has no backup. When I tip it over I can see the water inside the screen flowing down. Splendid!!! Currently trying to revive it with my hairdryer, if it doesn't work I'll bake my iPod to life. To me, iPod is my most important digital device. I'm rather miffed by the fact that it's gone. It's a pretty iPod too. I also cannot survive without music.

Driving lesson. I spent half an hour trying to control the insane uterus steering wheel and mulling over curbs in the circuit and berating myself for being a sucky driver, before realizing a wheel was punctured. Dirtied my hands trying to help replace the punctured wheel but it was too damn heavy.

...

Well wasn't that boring! I just described my day.

Despite today being a thoroughly shitty day due to the aforementioned circumstances,
I AM ACTUALLY HAPPY. No human contact but not miserable at all. I am fine.



No idea why. Could it be my willpower to change!
Mmph. I should have been fine all along anyway.
I just kept giving myself excuses to be miserable. Were they really?

I'm dying to fix so many flaws I see in myself.
Watch me, I will change ^_^

Anime event 12 december Singapore.
Anyone going?
I'm going late afternoon.

Art trade anyone?


Warning: This post is extremely childish. I know! I'm a teenager! Let me embarrass myself just this once!

*TEARS AND MUCUS OF JOY*

MY AWESOMEFACE HAIRTIE WAS COMPLETED TODAY
WITH JUBBIE SEWING MOST OF IT BUT ANYHOW 
(hahaha jkjk jubbie thanks a million okay)

AWESOME FACE IS AWESOME *__**_*_*
THE AWESOMENESS OF THE FACE CANNOT BE PUT INTO WORDS
I CANNOT STOP STARING AT HOW AWESOME IT IS ^_^_^_^__^_

Presenting to you..
Imhappyplz hairtie!



awsum!!!11!


You wear it on your hair to irritate other people!!!
Umm ._. Because there is no other model available ... 
Here are my failed attempts to show what they look like when worn.
I have tried my best to show as little face as possible.




OK SO WHAT AM I GONNA DO WITH IT!!
Once it was completed I could not stop smiling evilly.
Imagine all the trolling I can do and all the people I can piss off just by wearing it..
All the demerit points I will get when I wear it to exams..
Not to mention it's so awesome it's actually one of the few things I'd be showing off for awhile and I'm really proud to own it =D

BUT SADLY
I DO NOT HAVE A TROLL LIKE FACE!

I LOOK LIKE A POSER WHEN I'M WEARING IT
Okay I am an immature poser kid but that's besides the point

D:
I wish I could pull it off mehh ._.
But I'm still really happy about it.

More awesomeface

Musho and awesome face!


HERP DERP






Blogger hoodie is love :D


Keychain designs :)


Thank you jubbie and chunmei for helping!
We completed the preliminary sketch in a speedy two hours!
It's a 4x3m banner mind you, so I'm really puddi proud!


Hahahah wtf my design got accepted


Pod cat. We wrote PUDDI on it.
We shall pretend PUDDI is the name of the spacepod.
PUDDI is not a retarded youtube video, nope!!!!


I need you back kintan i'm dying D:
Actually, it's time I grow up and learn to walk on my own like I always did last time.
I had no friends and I was fine with it.
So why can't I be fine when I'm so much better off than last time?

I. Need. To. Grow. Up.

But I know I'm still a kid.
God I wish I was normal ._.

Labels: art

Please stop studying you are scaring me.
Oh god please stop studying.
I'm getting left behind now..




....
WAT

Why the meow is my blog getting 100-200 pageviews a day?

Is it very fun to type in my URL to get greeted by "PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI"

...

NO I DON'T THINK SO!!!1
GET A LIFE!!!!!!



Hi everybody!!
Many of you may be perplexed at my sudden outburst of PUDDI.
Giga Puddi is a trending internet meme.

How do you pronounce meme?
It should be "meems" but I go ahead and say "meemees" or "mehmehs".

Internet memes are the most awesome things on the internet
They can come in the form of videos, fanfiction, photos, etc
Memes are usually so stupid they make it famous and other stupid people like me love to spread it

Because you are too lazy to type in www.knowyourmeme.com into the address bar
I've taken the liberty to list a few of my favourite memes
Here!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o-N_mW3WakU
You can watch it here.

PUDDI PUDDI PUDDI
PUDDI PUDDI GIGA PUDDI

Watching it cures headaches.
And makes you high for at least 3 hours.
For me anyway.
It kept me up till 4am.

I got a few of my friends addicted.
And now we burst into random fits of PUDDI!

"SO I HERD U LIEK MUDKIPZ" is the main catchphrase.
It's a story about a dude sexually abusing a poor mudkip doll.
You can search it up if you like, it's no award winner though.



FUUUUUUUU!!!
TROLLFACE

FOREVER ALONE and OKAY.. are nice faces too but I'm lazy to search them up


This post is pedobear approved

ಥ_ಥ!!!!!!



I have mentioned the hypnotoad in a previous post.
It's basically an interrupter, like when you're in the middle of saying something you suddenlALL GLORY TO THE HYPNOTOAD!

Yeah, like thaLL GLORY TO THE HYPNOTOAD!!

The Game is a mental game where the objective is to avoid thinking about The Game itself.
There are three rules to The Game:

1. Everyone in the world is playing The Game.
2. Whenever one thinks about The Game, one loses.
3. Losses must be announced to at least one person

I just lost the game! D:

I accidentally my homework!
I accidentally your cat!

WHAT AM I DOING TYPING THIS CRAP I DON'T EVEN

Okay!
Of course there are many more memes. But those are my most frequently used memes.

Back to loving fall out boy :D
I can sing many choruses now~



Patrick Stump! Pete Wentz!!! /dies

Art club is where you draw
And attend vuvuzela concerts
And blow tons of bubbles
And play card and picture games

It was a beautiful day!
I will never forget so many bubbles floating into the sky. *_*

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