I am Musho / Xinni and I am an artist, designer and programmer. I'm a Singaporean living in California as a designer at Google. I blog about my
art, music, shows, games, beauty stuff, school and a lot of personal events in my life. You will feel awkward reading this if you know me.
HAHAHHAA I can't stop laughing this is utterly absurd!
How does my best friend know all these stupid things IDGI!!!
I agree with her that teachers should spend half an hour discussing interesting, quirky news with students. Let us share all the hilarious news we encounter.
Then I don't have to pretend to pay attention anymore.
I want this bag
Need to order from taobao soon!! :C
Okie I know I have crappy taste in bags, no need say.
pedobear srsly
I drew pedobear and pasted it on my front door.
Much to my bemusement,
my next door neighbour drew a female bear to reciprocate.
WTF?!!
Is my drawing of pedobear that bad?!
Does she not know that pedobear only likes little children and doesn't want a female bear?
Or is my next door neighbour trying to pull a Rule 63?
I will never find out.
half-awake I failed my first math test in months. I should have expected it. Did the tutorials one month in advance and didn't touch the notes after that. I'm not going to pass the block test.. cannot make it.
The 7.2mbps internet I signed up for reaches 100kbps at most. Jeez.
My brother scored 20-30/100 for Chemistry, A-Math, Physics and Biology. THE FOUR CORE SUBJECTS. I never scored below thirty for anything WTF. Not even in JC. NO ONE SHOULD BE SCORING THIRTY FOR SUCH EASY SUBJECTS. This is preposterous! He neglects personal hygiene as well. He's taking O levels this year. I can't help him. I don't live with him. I text him telling him i can study with him. He ignores me. And I hate bugging people, especially when they should be the one seeking help! I hate it. I hate that I have this family. Hate that I'm the only one who seeks change. I can change myself. But I cannot change other people.
My papa's diagnosed with high blood pressure and high blood cholesterol. Health is deteriorating. Well, considering he's living with my mother, I should have expected this, right? What can I do if he's gone? I don't want my dad to leave me alone with my mother.
My mother is fucking with more of my dad's property, and we're losing thousands of dollars each month.
I visited grandpa who's very old and very sick. He could not even walk properly. My auntie said "Leave him alone. He can do it himself. He's a nuisance, just like your mother." I left the place without giving him a hug and found myself crying at the lift. I can't explain why.
Meh, I'll float on.
god i miss old panic
It's like they went backwards in time or something.
But they're still good ;_;
I AM SO IN LOVE WITH JONAS' VOICE.
So in love!!! ;_; ;_; ;_;
Dyeing my hair tomorrow despite kenyao's warning that it causes hair loss.
I already bought the dye anyway.
TWO DOOR CINEMA CLUB!!!
I want to see them play so badly ugh so excited!! *_*
..They should play in a 2 door cinema hah.
/camps at sistic
:D
It would be nice if Anberlin came too. Or Kings of Convenience.
And the band I'd kill to see is Mew. I'll die happy!!! I think I'll just get a heart attack and die during the concert asdfahsdfsasdfs. Why won't they come to Singapore? Apparatjik's fine too, as long as Jonas Bjerre is there. Mew mew mew mew mew mew mew mew mew mew why won't you come?!
AHSAHSADAFDHADSHJADJ :O
I'm a mermaidXpriest shipper wtfwtfwtf!!!
....PHILLIP.
/NOSEBLEED.
asdfhjkl!!!!
....
Sorry I'm just really happy right now because I just watched Pirates ^_^_^__^@!!!!
Oh wayyyttt crap I completely missed out Jack
SAVVY?
(Oh, jack.)
Best. Movie. Of. The. Year.
Go watch nao plz.
serangoon NEX
..has the newest library in Singapore! I really love the mall, it's bigger than vivocity. It's like a maze I swear!!
I walked into the library and immediately spotted the book I was badly wanting to read. It was brand new. Then I searched for this other book and found it in mint condition. How cool is that?!
marvel @ my dolphin bookmrak!!!
So many books on my to-read list T-T
sad lyf
sketched during computing.
After teh muvee I bought a cherry printed dress. It's a huge waste because I don't wear them out. I have a fetish for anything cherry/ribbon/cats/rose printed! They're so gorgeous.
Lately, I haven't been studying.. I keep going out. Haiz I know I always complain about this but it is true. Even when I try, I am unproductive. On the day I kept myself at home to study, I spent the whole day solving just three math questions because I was so distracted. Books, art, DS, iPod... I can't seem to stop. IRDK how I can pass my exams now. Seriously I am not smart like all my other friends. ( ._.)
Ah, and I started a new DS game. It's called Professor Layton.
To make things worse I'm going out the day before the big test for Cosfest. And before that, I really hope to follow Lulu to SPCA to pick her cat. She is naming her kitty Misha and she insists that I name my future kitty 'Musho'. (HAY MY NAME IS PEA, BUT I MARRIED MY CAT, SO I'M MUSHO PEA Y'KNO??? HAI.) I want to name her Detective Mittens! :C Shit I don't know. I want a cat 2 cuddel wif so bad!!
I visited her blog and read most of the first page and decided that I liked her. She's very pretty and extremely honest. Has personality. Good English. Cool surname. Shouldn't have died imo. She lived in a place with a cool mall, too. So why girl, why?!
Lots of people commented 'RIP' on her latest post.
Some told her that she shouldn't kill herself just because she didn't do well academically. Which was stupid, because firstly she isn't there to hear you anymore and secondly, didn't the article tell you that she committed suicide because of relationship problems?!
And people are assholes too.
Anonymous said... Is dying fun you assfuck ? kill yourself to become famous aah ? go die lah mofo Anonymous said... oops i forgot you are already dead hahahahahahha ^ lol burn in hell then hahahahah Anonymous said... so selfish to end your life like that.....
Bitch alert! It's her life, not yours. I'm not saying that it's okay to kill yourself but... You don't know the exact circumstances so you have no right to judge her.
suicide is a sin, since you didn't cherish what God has given you especially since you are an atheist you're probably going to fall to hell
Um d00d seriously?!!
What's the point?
Sigh.
Even though I'm not religious, I'm praying that she's peaceful now, if souls really exist and all.
SL IS DONE!!
Raised $597 for the Cat Welfare Society with jubbie and cm :)!
Well, it's roughly only enough to sterilize 10 cats, but as cm stated, cats have nine lives. So we saved MORE THAN NINETY LIVES YEP.
So I only have one last goal of the year: To publish the comic anthology book.
Here are some highlights: 1. Our SL Teacher and other teachers
Our teacher in charge, Mr Yee, is awesome!! He volunteered to look after our stall when we had lessons. He also let us store things in his car and office and helped us to carry them. When we told him we lost money, he said "I can make up for it." We said "NO!!" ahaha. Well, he is truly a blessing to us. The best thing is that he doesn't even teach us! So nice. Thanks Mr Yee!
Teachers who visited the stall tried to find things to buy. We had really crappy stock, so one male PE teacher walked off buying a $12 tote bag which said 'Sterilization is love' (srsly wut). It really touched me to see people buying things for the cats T.T
2. Volunteers and Joo
Thanks to all those who volunteered! :):)
There's this kid called joo ern who is a junior. Basically he volunteered eight fucking hours at our stall. At first we thought he was desperate for CIP points. Jubbie asked him why he volunteered for so long. His said earnestly, "I like cats. I have a cat." And then he really begged his friends to buy stuff from us, saying 'Save the cats! Save the cats'! He helped us to earn a lot of cash.
He volunteered all his free time to help the cats.
What a good kid.
Sadly my friend and I creeped him out. Friend: I've always wanted a cat. Me: Me too! Imagine when you get a cat, you can start telling other people "WANNA COME TO MY HOUSE TO SEE MY PUSSY???" Friend:YES. WANT TO TOUCH MY...
...Yeah. You get the idea.
He stood there with a horrified expression on his face.
...
Anyway, I'm glad to know we have people who are really passionate for cats in our school. It is very heartwarming. T.T Seriously, people just put $10 without buying anything just to donate to the cats.
3. stickers
I stayed up til 4am to draw these stickers. Jubbie printed and cut them, sacrificing her finger in the process. It was all worth it, however.
They sold out within 6 hours, and we earned $101.5 in total, which we donated.
Sold out! :D
Apparently, more people are interested in buying them. So hopefully we'll be printing more soon.
4. My SL mates!
Thanks so much to Jubbie and cm for ensuring that the SL ran smoothly :)! I am aware of the time and effort you guys have sacrificed. Let's all be happy that we raised so much for CWS!
I'll probably try to give more suggestions to the organisation and maybe design some things for them. I really want to be rich so that I can donate large amounts of moolah to kitties in the future ._.
meow meow meow meow meow~
Thank you I had a nice birthday!!! Thanks for the presents, cakes and food.
HUGS2ALL!!!
I watched Water for Elephants with bff on my birthday :]
One of the most memorable nights: With the art club people~! We sat at the sky terrace and played stupid childish games and drank alcohol
What else..
Oh!! This is for Zhen Yang, my birthday neighbour, who made me a super awesome birthday card even though I always call him a bad person. Upon receiving his card I felt so indebted so I went early to school the next morning to rush this.
Luckily he likes it! It sparkles like Edward. I'm glad I have a card making factory in my school locker.
I swear if people put enough pressure on me I can turn into a card making robot and generate one card per hour.
My cute new phone~
Apart from my horrible grades and lack of sleep, life has been juz gr8......
sorry if i have nothing cool to post, i guess i got more boring.
I'm begging for this day not to come, not because I want to remain eighteen. Honestly, there's not much difference, being nineteen or being eighteen. It's because it's just not a good week.
Shh. I know. I know I stopped talking weeks ago.
But I wish nothing ever happened~ :C
april
April's been a pretty cool month
- I got my driving license
- I passed NAPFA for the first time in 7 years (I did not fail after all)
- I watched 5 movies
- Read more books than the past year rofl
- Got a new pink phone and panda bag and lavalamp and other online shopping
- SL project approved
- And my very first rock concert
SWITCHFOOT WAS AMAZING. I know you don't care, but I care, I care a lot and it means a lot to me. I have never felt so speechless with joy. When the riffs for 'Stars' started playing I stood there feeling so so overwhelmed. And then and then they played Oh! Gravity and Hello Hurricaneand Gone and sweet jesus on a bicycle everything was so real. Okay it was real!!!!!
I sang til I was hoarse, that night.
It was infinite.
Switchfoot I love you it was the best 80 bucks spent ever.
Jon keeps singing in my head. Dayummm.
I failed my first math test in months. I should have expected it. Did the tutorials one month in advance and didn't touch the notes after that. I'm not going to pass the block test.. cannot make it.
