Monday, January 4
today i saw a spider lily and felt like pollinating something, so i took the filament (?) and rubbed it against the stigma. orange pollen grains rubbed onto the stigma. i felt satisfied.
i think im depressed. i actually cut myself and felt good. what the fuck, it's all so sudden. thankfully, i got an avatar in neopets. so i feel better.
...i dont want school to start.
my family is so fucked up, i dont know what to do.
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