I am Musho / Xinni and I am an artist, designer and programmer. I'm a Singaporean living in California as a designer at Google. I blog about my art, music, shows, games, beauty stuff, school and a lot of personal events in my life. You will feel awkward reading this if you know me.

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There was student presidential elections today and I honestly didn't give a shit because:
1. I am politically apathetic
2. Seriously, watching these four students competing to be president and giving their draggy speeches is pointless. Do you honestly think that the president/vice-president can do anything for the school? We have no voice and the school will always have their way. Whatever we say is "just our opinion". K this may be a narrow minded view but in all 1237981739 years of attending school the existence of president and vice president was useless

So I decided to be productive and took out my GP notes to read.
My head was down, I didn't disturb anyone, and I was half-listening.

Of course several other students were not paying attention also and were chatting/reading notes like me.

Then our discipline master got pissed and went up, took the mike and started scolding us about not paying attention.
I continued reading my notes.

Until this teacher came over to me and kicked my foot.
And then this happened:

"He's talking about it and you still don't pay attention?"
(So ironic - he just scolded me for not paying attention to another teacher scolding us for not paying attention)

And then he paused for every one within a 5 meter radius to stare at me.

"Do you have any shame?"

I was like.
o_o
wtf?!
Is this really happening to me?

I just got kicked and publicly shamed for doing something so passive? For not paying attention?

The kick wasn't like, OMG OW PAINFUL or anything, it was more like a nudge of the foot with a foot, but seriously, I don't think it's right for any teacher to kick a student.

AND, a normal teacher would treat me as part of a wall.
After all my existence in the hall was negligent
And I was just reading on my own.

And he had to do that?


Okay anyway I waited for him to walk off and went back to my notes again.

Anyway this made me really bad tempered for the rest of the day.
OK maybe 30% of my bad temperedness was due to this..
The other 70% is my fucked up hair which seriously makes me damn insecure. I swear I am the most insecure person in the universe

But it was rather refreshing to be scolded again.. to be the bad kid.
And I didn't have to send my CCA president any vulgar emails this time.

Not paying attention is not right, I recognize that. But..

My life motto is DO WHATEVER YOU LIKE AS LONG AS YOU DON'T HARM ANYONE ELSE.
I've been sticking to it all my life and I'll continue to do so.

So let me continue to be part of the landscape.


bras
For some reason, I've been getting a lot of tags lately especially from monica and greenbeans and it makes me really happy. Coz every time I check my blog pageviews and compare it with the number of tags, I get really sad because OMG WHY DO YOU READ THIS BUT DONT COMMENT?!!! WHYQ!??! TAG ME NOW YOU TERRIBLE READERS!!!!!!!

Anyway there is a tag I would like to feature
And it is this:
LA: bras keep you from having hanging boobs by the time you turn 30...don't ban them!!

Basically it's a comment regarding my new ambition to be president of Singapore so that I can ban girls from wearing bras.

What i'm thinking is
Bras keep me from having hanging boobs when I'm 30..

But the question is..

What boobs?

Ever since 723928103812 years ago my boobs have been shrinking exponentially and I'm doomed to have concave boobs for life. So when I'm 30, there will still be no boobs to support. I don't even know why I am wearing a bra.

So yes, it won't affect me if I ban bras.

Therefore I still want to ban girls from wearing bras.
I am selfish. I don't care!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ha!!!!

I do miss the days when all I talked about was 1. pimples 2.concave boobs 3. pandabag. pimples are still mentioned, pandabag is old news(NEED A NEW ONE BAD.)

but i've stopped talking about boobs because.. I know males who read my blog. But i got carried off and typed the above. And I'm pissed off today so I won't even delete it. You guys can just see how vulgar I am.. my true self!! yay
(i still try hard to respect that you dont like girls to be vulgar)

T_T La Senza having 30% off tomorrow!! But they don't have nice bras anymore and I have astro. GAH!

I haven't told you guys this yet but I want to be the president of art club and I DO have stuff planned for this club (like about three so far) and I like art.

But I have many problems

1. I am not ready because I do not usually want to assume important positions and I dont know if I'm good enough

2. I've been missing so many sessions!!

3. I am socially awkward how to be a pres like that?

Honestly, I really want to get to know every one in there because oh my god they are seriously really cool. Not because I want to be president, must go suck up to every one first. Besides they elect by application I think.

For example this guy can go for an exam, reset his graphics calculator, and come out with like four/six programs. He programs programs with his calculator DURING his exam and those programs can solve almost any vector.

And this other guy can draw muscles very well and fast, seriously his drawing is AHH *WORSHIP* and I heard he draws dicks that look like lugia. Isn't that awesome?! I call him muscle guy

And this guy can fake a british accent. And he's been watching my deviantart since 5 years ago and I really do appreciate that.
muscle guy and him sing rick astley in CHINESE and they can sing the internet is for porn and other cool stuff.


holy shit i was overwhelmed.

And the nice people who like, talked to me!

And all the people who draw better than me!

They're really individualistic and I don't know if I'll ever get along with them considering how vulgar and bimbotic and fking weird and antisocial I am. I really want to talk to them but I dunno how so I just end up ignoring every one in the room.

And actually I know a few people but when I see them I dont know if I should say hi coz I'm not sure if they see me as a friend.

4. And another problem is that because of (_|_)COMPUTING(_|_) I come one hour late every session. How do I even get to know people like this!? I come in, people are already seated with one another. DAMN YOU COMPUTING I HATE YOU LIKE I HATE THE WHOLE WORLD

5. Do I even like art? I'm not even good at drawing. I'm just good at drawing the things I like to draw. Which is mainly cute and pretty girls! girls! girls! Is that art? And I hadn't had the time to draw anything. To colour anything. I miss you, CG.

Alright those are my insecurities... It feels better to spill them out because i dont think people will want to listen to me talk about them xD
Anyway, do give me advice. Post as anonymous if you don't want me to know you're reading. I really want help.

My angel is really cool. Do you know she has 60 demerit points?!
It was 56 yesterday. Wonder what she did. Must hurry write back to her. She's really damn cool and keeps sending me skincare stuff and cute stuff. I must package some calcium bentonite for her.

Anyway she recommended this pimple cream called ACNE CLEAR.
I now keep it in my pencil box. I really recommend it due to several reasons

1. My angel says it can be used as a concealer because it's tinted!

2. It's pimple cream and pimple cream kills pimples! I love pimple cream, I own like ten. Oh man why is there no pimple cream fan page on facebook? I shall go create one now. Go join it!
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Pimple-Cream/109167052454207?v=info

3. LASTLY
(This is why it's in my pencil box)

YOU CAN USE IT AS A HIGHLIGHTER/COLOURING PEN!!!

Yes, this pimple cream, being tinted, can be used to highlight important notes
You can also use it to colour cheeks of anime girls you draw

And it looks so nice and painty

When people ask you
"Hey what did you colour that picture with?"

You answer: ICM Pharma ACNE CLEAR pimple cream!!
..with pride.

And since it's in your pencil box, you can now kill your pimples during lectures!

And what's more, the ingredients look promising. There's Sulphur Precipitated BP 4% and Zinc Oxide 8% which are proven effective in killing the pimples you hate.

Anyway you should go buy it at your neighbourhood pharmacy, Singaporeans!!
And no they did not pay me to advertise this for them

You can always ask me if you want to borrow it for sampling, whatever your purpose (conceal/kill pimples/highlight/colour pictures). I am a generous kind hearted girl and I will gladly lend it to you.

Alright I am still slightly disconcerted by the fact that there are two olivers.

Honestly dunno why I so fail, should have realized it long ago because seriously, oliver was really bipolar or something. One day she would ignore me and prefer to rub herself against the wall, another day she will meow when I meow back.

Well anyways I decided to name them
1. friendly oliver
2. unfriendly oliver

or oliver 1 and 2
Whatever
I still can't tell them apart until I play with them

Okay basically friendly oliver likes to meow at me and I like to meow back.
I love it when she paws at my purple furry jacket (even though she is trying to tear it apart)
And she's okay with being patted
She hangs out at the lift lobby.

Unfriendly oliver is really random. You go up to her and she will totally ignore you and walk away and then sit down.
Then you walk to her, bend down and start stroking her. She loves it. She'll start rolling around and she'll close her eyes while you stroke her and you can tell she likes it. And that makes me content.
She likes to walk away at random times and start preening herself. Grr! Anyway, she hangs out near the nearby block.
I'm still closer to unfriendly oliver XD


Introducing to you
Oliver 1 and 2


Well they look the same so I thought I should just use the same picture
Ok actually I only have one picture of Oliver 1/2


today I was feeling downright crappy
like, i hate every one around me for no reason but yet i still care for them. it's so weird. I dont know why they hang out with me and i come up with many reasons due to my insecurity. i guess its all because of my insecurity, i really want to get rid of it

but I met my dad and he took me to buy furniture
I has new furniture!!
ANd I just assembled a table.
I'm gonna build my chair later.
Happy!! I love furniture!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Alright this ends my crappy post of the year. Bye!!

Labels: bra, SUPER GOOD PIMPLE CREAM

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