Tuesday, April 20
i'll do anything i like as long as i harm no one.
That same teacher who shamed me in front of several people singled me out again and ordered me to wear plain shoes...
NO. I cannot stand plain stuff. Every single thing I own is either pretty or useful. Nothing else.
I cannot stand stupid rules. If I choose to wear my bra and panties and strut around the school, I will do it, because I won't harm anyone, only myself. Will your eyes bleed till you die? You will gain nothing but a story to tell to your grandkids about how your classmate wore her bra and panties to school one day..
Ugh! Who are you all to judge me? Who are you all to tell me what I can do to my own body?
Sheesh. And I'm doing nothing but wearing colourful shoes, because I love colourful things and they make me happy. Can't you let me be happy?
Starting to get marked down as the bad kid again. :) Yay
ilu
Was going to beg on my knees for a change of subject combination and class..
Talked to grace chua for another hour, cried it all out in the staff room and then walked out perfectly fine and went for PW (hopefully looking fine too).
Grace chua is a damn great woman. Damn wise and nice. She is awesome.
She told me I'm not dumb. But I am, I really think I am. Let me be honest, I've always thought I was smart. But now I know I am not.. I'm just a naive and stupid person now.
I was so, so, miserable, suffocated, scared and crushed and I was crying every night but now everything's fine(ish). I come out stronger. Time will heal it. I will not get myself involved with this class anymore. I am too old for all that's happening. And I am happy with the friends I have outside of the class :') But I know.. I know some people are actually decent.
She also convinced me not to leave this class, but honestly I think I am still going to try to take lit because my computing is really screwed. But no chance because the lit class is full. Aish! What have I brought upon myself?
shameful
ARGH i am specially selected for GP remedial. I feel really ashamed of myself. What is happening? I never failed comprehension. I thought my language was good (OK now i know it isnt). So shameful... so, so shameful. But gracechua told me, GP is more than language, and GP comprehension is diff, so give myself time. *sigh*
ehehhee
little things make me happy.. i'm a sucker for little things people notice and do
Musho is shopping
Man (stares at musho's toes): OMG your toe has a smiley face on it.
Musho: Yeah I painted them on.
Man: So cute! :)
Musho: Thanks.
Wah, damn it, my reply so dao, actually inside i was happy :):):):) I was just surprised I think..
Lulu says it SHOULD have been like this.
Man (stares at musho's toes): OMG your toe has a smiley face on it.
Musho: EEK! *GIVE SHOCKED LOOK AT TOES* ...W-WHAT?!??!?! OH DEAR GOD HOW? HOW DID THAT HAPPEN!!!!!
And someone sent me a super touching and encouraging text that totally caught me off guard but nevertheless made me happy ^-^ You know who you are. Thank you~ You are one of the people who make me want to stay.
how to train a dragon
WHOA damn good movie. DAMN GOOD.
After the movie lulu and I were texting each other unforgettable quotes..
"You just gestured to all of me."
"Here's half of your mother's breast plate." "Thanks for the breast hat." "breast plate."
"You're supposed to make her like us. Thanks for nothing, you useless reptile."
"KILL ON SIGHT."
"You lost your father, your best friend, the whole village.." "Thanks for summing it all up for me"
shopping crap
i miss you Kintan ;-; I want to stay with you again so bad~
Ranting and bra shopping ftw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway we went to orchard
ARGH bought a new pair of headphones because my sennheisers died on me
Bought another pair of sennheisers that cost $30 more than previous
Went online, reviews said: PREVIOUS VERSION WAS BETTER
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
At least it doesn't look as cheapo as my previous ones
BUT ARGHHHH!!!! Lesser quality music T_T
And then
I have a new pencilcase
It is so cool
It
- is pink
- has lots of cats
- the cats are black and white like monokuroboo
- has a cute coin pouch attached which is furry and fun to molest during lessons
So I just had to get it T_T
Now it is dirtied with my pen marks
So adorable!!!!!
Oh dear @_@ I really have to stop going out and start studying. I hate myself..
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