Thursday, July 22
sony erection
Mama: Why is there an iphone on our econs notes?
Musho: Because the word APPS is beside it.
Mama: But,
SONY ERICSSON is the first company that made apps!
*thinks* wow cool.
Musho: Do you know that SONY
ERECTION is the first company that made apps.... OH SHIT.
yyjhao: What did you say?
Someone: WHAAA?!
..!!!!!
...
Man I can't believe my tongue slipped like that. I know my pronunciation sucks, but this..!!!
(My pronunciation sucks: I still say PHOTOGRAPHER as "FO-TO-GRA-FER' in my head. Etc)
...
Musho: ..OH GOD. This is embarassing. Mama hide me please. *withdraws into jacket and dies inside*
Jitty: So now we know what you are thinking about..
Musho: Mama..
Mama: (tries to think of crap excuses) Uhhhh, the word, she meant that
*POINTS TO UNDER CONSTRUCTION STRUCTURES OUTSIDE* those buildings are going to be erected! She meant the erection of those buildings!!!!!!!!!1
Fail.
Epic fail.
NOoOO iT's nOt A fReuDIan SLip!!!11
ok.... i suck
1.
I was at PE and they called out all the NAPFA phailures..
And I was sitting and emoing when this person in front of me pointed at me and broke into a HEY-I-KNOW-YOU smile.
I turned around to see who the person was smiling at.
Twas nobody.
In return, I gave him a
DO-I-LIKE,-KNOW-YOU look.
Person: You are the
ninja girl!
Me: .. Wha?!!!
Person: Wait, you're from art club right?
Me: Yes..... WAIT, WHO ARE YOU!
Person: You don't recognize me?
Me: Uh, no..
Person: But I got go to art club sometimes.
Me: Got meh?!
Person: You just have to ask _ and _. I play
deal with art club people.
Me: Haha, okay. WHY NINJA GIRL?
Person: During combined sports meet you wore nanyang uniform and ninja'ed into the AEP room right? So we call you.. ninja girl!
Me: *facepalm* Yes..
Person: And then you drew mudkips...
Me: *facepalm x2*
MEET MUSHO, THE NINJA-MUDKIP GIRL!!!!
Wonderful.
I guess I did recognize him later on.
This made me realize how close minded I am.
If I saw someone who wasn't in my class/art club etc, I'd tell myself it's not worth knowing them. Since I prolly won't be seeing them again, or much. They will never be important to me, so I won't bother talking to them! I don't even bother to remember faces. Sometimes if they bothered to talk to me, I ignore them. In this case, yes he did talk to me twice, back in CSM, but i don't think i even cast him a second glance. I just gave a half hearted reply.
Wow.
That's really terrible of me.
But it's just me being naturally antisocial.
Just me.
I'm horrible. I'm horrible.
Now that I recognise this flaw of mine, I'm going to try to change.
Friendlier, musho, friendlier.
Be friendlier.
Say hi, damn it.
Smile, damn it.
Don't give look of shock when you see people you vaguely know.
Please stop being so awkward!
AWKWARD, DAMN IT!
2.
And ah, I still can't hold eye contact with people. Partly because I'm a recluse, and partly because my eye muscles are weak (medically certified weak!)
WELL, THIS REALLY SUCKS BECAUSE IT MAKES PEOPLE THINK I'M HIDING SOME BAD, EVIL THOUGHT!!!!
AWKWARD, DAMN IT! WHY!
3.
ALSO, WHY SOMETIMES NO ONE TALK TO ME THEN SUDDENLY GOT TWO PEOPLE TALK TO ME AT THE SAME TIME THEN I DUNNO WHO TO TALK TO FIRST!??!?!? WALAO.
MAKES ME FEEL BAD!!!
And makes me feel insincere! Well maybe I am an insincere skank! Who knows!
lame.
Why don't we ever talk anymore? I guess it's my fault. I haven't been exactly trying.
I'm not mad at you. Are you mad at me? I'm sorry if I did anything. I say stupid things sometimes when my emotions get the better of me.
Are you still reading? I don't think you'll tag anymore. It's saddening. They were always so encouraging, so unexpected.
Thanks for being so nice back then, anyway... I never knew we'd get this far. I'm honoured, really I am. You were always someone I looked up to from afar. And still do.
You were one of the few people who.. put in effort to share your opinions. Ideas from someone terribly smart! I really did like to listen to you. I told you that.
Hah, I wonder if you know who you are.
You'll probably pretend you never read this, if you did.
Now I feels lame for writing all this.
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