Monday, January 10
Hullo, I'm sick. I am also busy. So this post will suck.
Happy puddi new year
Alright, so this is a terribly long update. It's boring too. Life
is dreary.
2010 has been an emotional roller coaster. Things are different now. I am different now.
I will improve.
I'm okay, I'm okay.
Right.
So, happy new year!
I must thank God for blessing me with a NEW YEAR PIMPLE!!!
Oh what a downer ~*THANK YOU!!*~ I just know it's a gift from above because no pimples are supposed to visit me now. Probably some rare breed of pimple from Alaska who flew here just to land on my face.
*sigh*
wtf
So somehow an online friend of mine managed to sign me into this Ace Attorney cosplay group and so I'm going to be Maya Fey!! WTF THIS IS GAY
You don't know how uneasy this is making me because it's like I'm breaking my moral code. I never liked cosplays and I hate photos. Being a bad person I always laughed at people who tried to be anime characters but failed to look like them.
But Ace Attorney is special. I really, really like the game. I'm willing to make a fool of myself, let people laugh at me for being a fail Maya. Just this once. It'd be nice to be with a community of people who share the love for this absolutely wonderful game. NO THIS IS GAY
/hides
I'm just going to pretend I'm not me on that day and avoid anybody I know. Yepp.
Not sure. I may back out if someone else wants my spot, because I'm too gafshagfjhvbhwve to cosplay and they can afford to get a better looking Maya Fey.
ARFG WTF COSPLAY WTFWTFWTF
GAYYYYYYYY
No it's no big deal musho, no big-
ARGHHHH WTFFFFFF
*mindblown*
Nooooooo
ooooooooooooooo
Yeah so
I woke up and got a text from my brother that my mom stole from a shop again. Uniforms it was, this time. And then later I was in my daddy's car I asked him 'Why?' and he was like 'dunno'. As much as I hope my brother would say "No mum, I'm not wearing something you stole, go put it back" it's just not gonna happen.
Apparently he knows I used to steal too. I thought my teachers kept my thefts secret from my parents. Because, when I was eight, my parents never told me they knew I was stealing. They never scolded me or stopped me. Maybe they didn't know how to tell me it was wrong, since I learnt it from mummy. Strange, isn't it... /eyeroll
I guess as you get older you start to find out what's wrong and what's right.
It's such a chore.
...
I wanna try telling my mom I love her on her birthday. It's in one week. I never told her I loved her, not even once in my life. It could change things. I guess, yeah, I love her. She's my mom after all, right.
Dayum, not sure how I can do it. Call her? "
Happy birthday mum, I love you"? I haven't talked to her for almost a year now. Meh, the future freaks me out.
I'm in boarding school
So I packed my stuff, moved out, went shopping for household needs, went for a driving lesson, moved in, unpacked, organized and decorated my room in one day. In less than twenty four hours I was in a completely new, fully decorated home.
/proud
Productive days like that are stressful. But work numbs me. It's good to be busy.
And the best thing is...
ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS IS ROOMING WITH ME!!!!!!!
FOR A YEAR!!!
She got excellent results and is going to the JC of her choice!
I just watched Gossip Girl with her on my bed!! ^^
And this means we can walk around the room in underwear!!!
Pics to be uploaded 4.7billion years later!!
bananas
I decided that I shall have one banana for breakfast every morning!
So I
hung a bunch of bananas at my desk.
I simply love to stare at the bunch of bananas gently ~twirling~ about the string I hung it on.
It looks gorgeous next to my blue lava lamp.
I feel so
at peace when I look at my twirling bananas and lava lamp next to each other.
Don't.
Walked into the boarding school office and then this lady came up to me and demanded to know why I wasn't present at the Newcomers meeting.
I said I didn't know of said meeting and she kept repeating this:
"We can't let you stay here if you're like that."
Despite my trying to explain to her that
1. the meeting
took place barely after I moved in,
2. I heard of no such meeting
3. I was having a
driving lesson that night, too. I couldn't make it if I wanted to, yo. I was out.
...she kept repeating it. It didn't feel particularly good. Rather unkind of her, actually.
The thing is, she knows. She knows about me. She knows this is the only place I can stay. Okay, I don't know about you, but I don't think it's really nice to threaten a kid with no where else to go with
expulsion because of something like that.
Do you actually think I want to stay in boarding school? Is it my fault that I'm here? Was I the one causing trouble in the first place? Are you venting your anger on me because of what my mom did or...?
Don't do this to me, okay? Don't pull this
'We'll expel you' card on me. Not now. I don't think I deserve it yet. I've kept to all the rules and all my curfews.
Don't.
Spectacles
My specs broke after a month.
I feel upset. They were perfect... pink on the inside!
Now I'm just going to have to bear with contact lenses until I find another pair of glasses. I hate contact lenses.
PAIN......
driving update
I can park parallel and vertically, do the pole ram thing, u-turn and almost everything! I think everything! I just kinda suck at driving on the real roads. Like I don't check blind spots and I panic at junctions.
Butbut.
I. Just. Want. My. License!!!!!!!!
/impatient
music update
Radiohead and
Tommy Sparks. Love!
Elbow makes rock music sound absolutely beautiful.
.....And
Ra Ra Riot! MCR! Thirteen Senses! The Rasmus! The Helio Sequence! Belle and Sebastian! Coldplay! Dear and the headlights....
Music is like my friend who's always there.
I don't know what to do without you.
Much too much to listen to!!!!
first day of school
I had a fever the night before the first day of school, tried to sleep at 9pm but ended up lying in bed for 6 hours trying to sleep because I am just that screwed. Slept at 3am. Anyway, went to school feeling really tired but the morning flagraising totally cheered me up!
1. They display the new seventh graders in front of all of us during flagraising. They're supposed to wear shorts, but this combobreaker wore long pants! He bought the senior uniform WTF! It was so funny!! Combobreaker!!
2. The national anthem was played totally out of tune. I doubled over laughing during the anthem..... and Jubbie laughed till she cried.
3. The pledgetaker was totally HILARIOUS he spoke in this damn low voice and for some reason had to pause for 1 second between every word HAHAHHAHA everybody was giggling at him.
And then we had lessons and a test and a lab session and everything was busy.
Afterwards
WE HUNG THE
CCA BANNERS
I DESIGNED
SIDE BY SIDE!!!!!
artclub + astroclub!
And then jubbie and I blew bubbles down the building as we stood beside the banners ^^
It was beautiful!
I'm so proud!!!!
Pictures will be added 4.7billion years later!!
(i'm sorry)
Now that school's started
Do not:
1. Ask me how much I got for a test. I'm not clever. My grades suck. I'm bottom rank. Chances are, I probably did worse than you, so please don't use me to feel better about yourself. Go find someone of a higher class to compare grades with.
I'll tell you if I want you to know.
2. Tell me you did well for this test even though you didn't study. Or that you did blah and you got everything correct. I didn't ask. I rarely compliment people. You need to tell this to somebody else.
Schoolwork is something I'd rather not talk about because doing badly depresses me but it's something I can't fix. So please.
I'M BUSY!!!
I'm getting busy!!!! :((
Stare at the dot for 30 seconds and the orange spot turns purple
....
....
AND I JUST FELL FOR THIS!!!!!
◀ Previous posts
Newer posts ▶
