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Wednesday, February 23
you'll never see this so here goes
I don't know what happened between us because I could never figure you out. It hurts like hell to see you do something so mean even after I stopped talking to you for so long. Or did you do it because you knew I'd never speak a word to you ever again? But what was the point of that? I'm sorry I shunned you, but what was I to do? I couldn't face you.

The problem probably didn't lie with me. But I can never blame you because ... because... just because! To me you were this person I wanted to be - I could never stop listening to you. I took in every word you said. I took them to absolution. I wanted to make you happy, but what made me think I could ever do that? It was you, after all.


I used to wonder what you saw in me in the first place, what got you to talk to me. Very very few made it that far. It was thrilling, so thrilling! And now I'm going crazy with all that hurt inside me, I'm going crazy trying to figure out what went wrong. It feels terrible, being reduced to this tiny speck of nothing. I never wanted to be nothing to you. I wanted to be your friend.


I know I'll never meet another person like you again, and I'm glad. I need to forget every nice thing you said to me and all the times I had the honor to help you and... I just need to forget. So goodbye.

(The Moment - Safetysuit)

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