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Sunday, March 15
nooooooo0000
pimples
I feel awful!

I have
I don't want to go out ajhdsaufhagfjhasd ;___;

can't wait for this to be over
I can't wait for this semester to be over.
I want next year to come. I can focus on my FYP.

I might even have time to try all the frameworks and tools I've been meaning to try, such as framer.js, react.js, gulp, three.js and angular.js. Maybe code some side projects.
I might even get to start my webcomic. 

When I look at my friends' work, I feel inferior to them, code/design/art wise. I've said this so many times to the point it's getting annoying, but it's really hard to be good at many things at once. I feel like a jack of all trades.

Sometimes I enter a coding phase, where I get really into code and do lots of research on frameworks and languages.

Sometimes I have a design phase, where I search for fonts and resources and pick up design inspirations and trends.

And rarely, I have an art phase, where I actually draw things. Usually, I force myself to be in this phase, and sometimes I can feel that passion I once used to feel for art. The overwhelming feeling when I draw something nice and I can't stop admiring the finished piece. It's still the best feeling. I wish I had more time to feel this feeling.

I guess it's good that I'm almost always in one of these phases. This way, I never stop learning. I'll just keep trying, but the feeling of inferiority makes me sad sometimes.

triptriptrip!
Yay I'm going to Thailand and Japan in May!

I'm so excited! :D

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