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Friday, April 3
Yip! Yip!!!!
Am I expecting too much of myself?

I failed my chinese test. 56%. No shit. It's something that no matter how hard I study I can never pass. To think I was good at chinese few years back.

I expect full marks for my logarithm math quiz. After all I did practice. Missed out a minor detail (labeling y-intercept) and got 11/12. Although my teacher said 'Good!' I was very disappointed. Even though some people failed, even though most people scored lower than me, I gave everyone a glum look and moped around. I have no right to do this.

I expect everything to be perfect when I put effort into it.
I try to tell myself that I've only been working hard for 1.5 months so can't expect results so early, right?

Ugh... good results, come to me!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway!
We received our new EZLINK cards!
EZLINK card is a card which you use to travel in buses/trains.

I am very happy because while everyone had their fugly Grade 6 photo on the card, they put the photo I took when I was Grade 2!!!!

Yip yip yip yip yip yip yip yip!!!!
Here's me almost 10 years ago!


(The strawberries are not part of the card. I pasted them on.)

The picture looks better IRL. I swear. This is blurry and I have no sclera.

Anyway, when I received it, this was what happened.

Me: Oh my god.
Me: That's me meh?

Reaction of Friend 1: Is that you?!?!?!
Reaction of Friend 2: What happened? How did you become like this?
Reaction of Friend 3: Whose card did you steal, Musho!?!
Reaction of Friend 4: NO fair!! They gave me the ugly picture I took when I was grade 6!!! I was recovering from a car accident!!

I had to analyse the photo - Single eyelids, check. Nose shape, check.
It was most probably me.

Compare and contrast:
10 years ago - Impish features. Long hair. Clear, almost glowing skin. Fair. Scored almost full marks in every test, including chinese. Pretty cute.
Now - Glasses. Acne scarred, pimple farm face. Computer geek. Struggling to pass exams. Failed chinese. Short auntie hair.

I never looked into the mirror when I was young.
"You are deprived," this girl said.

How could this happen to me?
-puts Untitled by Simple Plan on repeat-

I AM GOING TO GROW MY HAIR SO THAT I CAN TIE IT!!!! AND CUT BANGS!
.....pssttt recommend salons anyone?
The fucking antibiotics for pimples are not working!!!!!! Need something stronger! Like tretinoin!
Contact lenses? Trim eyebrows?

I'm changing. I'm changing.

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