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Tuesday, March 2
..pathetic.
if there is 1 word to describe my situation rite now, its pathetic.

i just got beaten up n scratched in the face. left arm very weak now. last time, i always let her beat my left arm. as a result my left arm became rock hard (n full of bruises) and almost resistant to pain. then i moved out for one year and my left arm became normal again. so getting beaten up again after one yr is very painful becoz my left arm lost all its resistance to pain.

this is y im bloggin in short form coz cant rly move my left arm now.

and i got betan up for no reason @ all. my files got thrown around and my laptop slammed. idk why everyday even tho i dont talk 2 her, my bag will get emptied and my things thrown around just bcoz shes pissed off with herself. and den always get vulgarities hurled at me for no reason. i dunno why im here living with a mad woman. it is reallly so tiring.. and i cant do any homework... can't sleep.... always wake up in sweat becuz she turn off all the electricity. cannot buy necessary things like pads. have to hide them if i wanna buy. cannot throw away anything. all keep in house.

and i cant even wash my own clohtes. my kind ex-roomate took my uniform to help me wash. then she got into trouble with the boarding school coz ure not supposed to wash other ppl's clothes there. i am so pathetic and i cause so much trouble for so many ppl just coz of my situation.

really dunno wat to do. just cry. whatever. hope that tomorrow my face all normal and the scratch on my face heals fast.

and it sucks tt this is the only place i can rant. i dun want to trouble other ppl/talk to them abt my problems cuz there's just too many. and they cant even be solved. so damn pathetic pls.

i dont noe why my dad wont do anything for me. or for my bro. sucks la so pathetic. a family is supposed to be a place u run to, not run away from. what if one day i have no friends, then where do i go? shit!

shes still shouting at me now. after 1 hr of shouting. she calls me a vagina, a penis, tells me to go die, go be a prostitute, accuse me of molesting her (?!?!?!?!) when she charged at me etc. i really am so tired of living with a crazy person. really, really tired.

let it go.

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