Monday, May 17
napfa whining and complaints
Hi, what is a blog for if not to whine and complain???
I actually ran 2.4km today for NAPFA. With 4 hours of sleep and no meal for 12 hours and didn't drink water beforehand.
I failed. I clocked 20+++mins LOL.
Failed by 4 minutes... That's 3 minutes worse than last year.
I started crying due to the fucking pain in my tummy and legs in the 3rd round. So embarassing.......................
Thank you lj, zipbra and mama for trying to
run with me get me to run with you... Sorry I couldn't run. It was very draining and it hurt....
女儿真的很失败。。。
公公，对不起 T_T
After the run my face was seriously
#ff0000 man. No one, NO ONE goes as
#ff0000 as me when they run 2.4 please. I went into chem lecture looking like a tomato. I must be ultra unhealthy.
And it's not like my body is crap or anything. I have longer legs than most (even the teacher said that my stride was excellent) so it all boils down to my laziness and unhealthiness and my refusal to do any form of physical activity. And maybe my $5 shoes.
Tomorrow, I'm going to have trouble climbing out of bed and walking to school or walking anywhere. And I am going to limp for 2 whole weeks like i did after 2.4 last year. I think I may need to get people to help me with the shit load of stuff I bring every day to school.
I'm such a physical failure now. Lost the ability to do splits, and i took one fucking year to master it and now it's gone because i didn't practice. Can't bend my back to touch the ground anymore. Damn inflexible. What kind of shit ex chinese dancer is this lmao.
Shit.
...at least i tried today. ^_^!!!!
froggy umbrella
OKIE!! IT WAS RAINING TODAY!!
So i brought my froggy umbrella to school.
I really love my froggy umbrella because
1. It is froggy
2. It is froggy!!
3. It is froggy!!!!1!!!!!1
And I am very proud that I own a froggy umbrella.
About 8 people complimented my froggy umbrella today, whoa, thanks so much man!!!
someone: hey! xinni!
me: *turns*
someone: nice umbrella!
me: I KNOW!!
This sounds gay right, I mean most of the time people compliment your shoes or something, but I get happy when people like my umbrella.
I even open froggy umbrella in classrooms when it's not raining because it is too cute not to open!!!! ^-^ OK, basically, these are the top five things in the world that i love to show off:
1. My ability to do water droplet beatbox sounds
2. My panda bag
3. My froggy umbrella
4. My super bimbotic pink and gold hello kitty bag which i sadly don't use anymore
5. My ability to sing NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP and PUT A BANANA IN YOUR EAR and other stupid songs.
Yay! Please rain more often so that I can bring froggy umbrella to school again!!
ok....
Sometimes it makes me very sad because I miss the feeling of hugging my bro to sleep or holding his hand to sleep. You know how you feel safe and secure if you touch someone when you're gonna sleep?? Like no monster is gonna take you away and stuff. That is, if you used to sleep with your sibling..
But it's out of my circumstances to do anything now. I can't go back home, that'd be screwing myself over..
I am used to be living alone already anyways.
And I can't move back to boarding school, because there are 7 people on the waiting list. Damn it, I want to move back in with you kintan, i miss talking cock with you everyday and walking around the room in underwear.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I am lonely. I am lonely. I want to move back, damn it. Fuck. Why do i always find something to cry about.
let go
I'm scared. The future freaks me out.
I'm letting
that go. I will try to. It is hard but I will try.
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OK, I have not studied for the math lecture test tomorrow and here I am writing a bunch of crap. Please kill me now.
I hope they don't ask me to reset my calculator or all of calculatorguy's cool programs will be gone and I will be extremely saddened.
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