Sunday, May 30
Oh cool, it's 4:30am and my brother's run away from home, is at some LAN shop and not replying me and I'm staying up waiting for him.
Then I received a message from "him".... it's actually my mom!
So he's phoneless.
Look:
to papa and xinni: zheng ren (whom math tr tell to expr concern he failed 2 maths 20 marks!) 'deprived' of comp whole day, transferred his resentment to me when i return past midnite. He monopolizes tv, my bed, doesnt allow me to rest, orders and scolds me instead of the usual hug
(WTF LMAO). He agitates me, beats me more than 4x - i show him my leaking urine in tissue, 1him to smell - when i say he breaks his promises. Shall we report to PoliCe+inform ACS officialy so tt bullies, cowards, ingrates, rogues, barbarians, provocators, aggressors, cbs can get retribution, coll 'good karma points' asap? PS. lao xiu cheng lu, he dashed out, leaving gates, main door wide open, me in the lurch so tt i can be raped naked. so filial and kind!
"WTF IS THIS" you ask?
Let me explain this for you.
Decoding the msg:
To daddy and musho: Your brother (his math teacher phoned to express her concern over his shitty grades) has been deprived of his computer the whole day.
What the fuck, he told me he was doing the assessment books i bought him?
And goddamn it, password lock his computer for fuck's sake.
He resents me for returning past midnight.
What the hell were you doing returning home past midnight mom?
Maybe he was just worried?
Knowing you, you probably came home past midnight WITHOUT GIVING HIM DINNER. (like you do almost everyday)
Then again, my brother should go get himself dinner.
He monopolizes tv, my bed
Sell the tv. Don't you watch TV when everyone goes to sleep..
Uh,
what bed? We have a bed at home now?
doesn't allow me to rest, orders and scolds me
I've heard that so many times directed to me i can pretty much guess what this REALLY means.
It's you who doesn't want to rest. It's you who never seems to get tired of shouting and screaming for 3 hours straight.
He was probably
begging "ordering" you to leave him alone.
He beats me 4x - i show him my leaking urine in tissue, 1him to smell -
I know what this really means too, since you accuse me of beating you up when i'm trying to defend myself.
So.. was it because you were biting/slapping him and he was trying to defend himself?
OH WAIT WHAT?
Jesus christ on a pogo stick!!!! You urinated in a tissue and told him to smell it?
WHAT?
I can imagine what happened now.
You were trying to force that tissue of your pee in his face, OF COURSE HE HAD TO DO WHATEVER HE COULD TO STOP YOU.
YOU'VE GOTTEN CRAZIER OMG.
OF COURSE HE HAD TO RUN AWAY!!!!
Shall we report to PoliCe+inform ACS officialy so tt bullies, cowards, ingrates, rogues, barbarians, provocators, aggressors, cbs can get retribution, coll 'good karma points' asap?
HAHAHHAHA
WAT DIS
PS. lao xiu cheng lu, he dashed out, leaving gates, main door wide open, me in the lurch so tt i can be raped naked. so filial and kind!
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
I remember how fucking selfish you are, forcing me to accompany you downstairs at 12-2am so that you can go pick your fucking junk. Like you won't get raped if a little girl accompanies you. More like both of us will be raped. Always talking about rape. Like it will happen. Cannot lock the door yourself? Who was the one who made him run away anyway.
...
Oh dear this post has so many 'I's
I can't help it, all the anger in me and all the memories of her tormenting me just came back.
I really can't help it.
This is just screwed. My dad's a pussy, my mom is mentally unsound and i'm seeing myself in my brother all over again. Getting abused, addicted to the computer and refusing to study and failing, that is.
And I'm still waiting for my brother. Fuck.Tired.
UPDATE: Bro's with me now.
Went to kitchen to drink milk and saw this boy outside the door. Whoa. Miraculous. Phoneless and managed to find me.
Scratches on arms and one spectacles-lens dropped out. Must have been beaten real bad.
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