Tuesday, August 31
no moar whinies
I've decided not to be depressed or sad just because I am lonely. Seriously no use in being a whiny bitch just because i don't have company for, like, 1 second right. It's quite loser imho. I will also accept that I will never have a family which I can fall back on and I will do my best to stop whining about it.
But one last thing.
Yesterday at 1am I had to lie to my dad that I needed money + his signature for something important so I could get him to come visit me.
1 fking am.
I bought him 2 shirts. When he came he said "
Where what you need me to sign?"
I was like "
Ehehe got nothing to sign. I also don't want money" Then I gave him the shirts. I didn't get any thank you, but it was expected because all he can say is "I have work" "Get better grades" "Need tuition?" "Mummy with me" etc. All he said was "
Hurry up I need to rush for work."
Sigh. I hope he was happy with the shirts though. I hope they fit him.
I'm seriously okay now, though. I do feel very unimportant and lonely right now, because people whom i thought i was close to are gradually disappearing from my life (i.e. Not talking to me), but I guess.. I'm alright with it. I have to be.
It's time to focus on exams, and I'm studying a little every day (still, future is bleak), so doing something else has helped to numb myself.
shopping stuffies
Manga! Bought at kino. I love love love the artist to bits. I want to draw like her. Abby says my art looks exactly like hers already though. Hahahaha my ass. XD
Home slippers bought at La Senza (: SO FURRY AND PINK OMG.
Abby also bought me a panty from la senza that looks uber cool.
It has a denim pattern so it looks like a denim panty.
I am not going to take a picture and post it here because it would be damn weird to put a picture of a panty on my blog, let alone my panty.
Yes, best friends go shopping for bras and panties together. ^^
From beauty warehouse sale tracy told me about (:
JURLIQUE!
Omfggggg i love the bubble bath. It smells strongly of lavender and sadly I do not have a bathtub. I'm thinking of buying those huge container things to bathe in..
Finishing powder smells so good too!! ^^ I think it helps keep my face matte for a long period of time, dunno, gotta use it more ^^
Bought stila eyeshadow at $2 each and brow liner for abby (: I happened to choose the right colours for her! I are awesome.
Right now, I need a non comedogenic BB cream and concealer.
Bah J2s
So our seniors won't be coming to school anymore. I feel kinda empty, cause most of my best friends are in J2. It's kinda like losing three quarters of my friends.
Actually *
sigh* I do click more with people my age.
But being with the J1s for so long has made me... more J1-ey. I don't know how to describe it. But I am very immature for an 18 year old, so I guess all's good. I can still troll around with J1s.
Gotta move on, and make more J1 friends.
yeah arttt
I made a very nice collage. Sadly I can't post it up here as school officials may deem it offensive.
Yuanxi liked it very much and he went to photocopy it.
He left it on the library table.
Two people walked past it and took it to photocopy as well.
Ehehe I feel so proud.
For one thing, people appreciating my creations makes me happy, for a while.
Yeahhhh bby.
music
Alpha rev!!! Underrated band seriously.
They're like keane + the fray in one :)
I suddenly love keane to bits!! OMG if they ever come to singapore again I am so going to watch them. I don't care if my friends don't like keane (enough to attend their concert) I am going to go alone if I have to. Keane ^_^ ♥♥♥
Vampire Weekend coming to Singapore to perform. Hmm I like them but not going to their concert.
Learning to sing more songs, when I'm walking by myself I'll start singing them and everything suddenly feels alright.
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