Monday, October 18
I have 22 demerit points!!!!!
Meow you chemistry
Failed chemistry miserably. I abandoned all other subjects to study chemistry and I end up getting a U. Improved by 18 marks but it is still a U. Since I only studied chemistry and I got the lowest grade for it, I think I ought to get single digit for economics and math. Then I will fail and drop out.
Lovely.
I hate chemistry. I hate it. I want to drop it. The teacher hates me, I don't want to see her. I hate it!!!!!!!! I bet she thinks I'm stupid now. Oh god and I actually
HAVE to accept the fact that
I'm stupid.
I don't deserve that mark! It's soooo unfair! I can't believe I studied for it and failed!
Because ... exactly a year ago I would be confident to get above average and I would get it. Now I'm rock bottom.
I feel so dumb.
WHAT AM I DOING WRONG!!!!
you don't pay attention, you only study seriously 2 weeks before promo, you skip tutorials, you don't practise enough
CAN ANYBODY HELP ME?
I really do not want to fail.
....
Surprisingly I got a B for computing (that's actually the lowest you can get, kinda) after abandoning it and not paying attention and not doing tutorials. If I promote I WILL PAY ATTENTION.. I won't sleep in class.. won't do funny stuff in class... I will do tutorials.
scolded by dearest mommy
Alright, anyway, my school has this workbin thing where teachers upload stuff for us. To access it you need to update your particulars. One of the particulars is your parents' monthly income. The field was mandatory.
So I just put
$696969.
I mean, my dad's income isn't fixed and irdk what it is. So I put in a fake amount which means
"Y U MEK ME FILL DIS?? I shall put a garbage value to troll you"
...
Well, my lovely form teacher texted my dad this and my mom saw it:
"musho keyed in a figure nearing $600000 for monthly income.
She can just leave it blank if she doesn't know."
WAIT WHAT? LOOK AT THIS OMG.
Well soo....
First, my mother texted me demanding why I "BRAGGED" about my dad's income. ("Are you buying liverpool? How can one possibly earn $600000 a month?")
====== 1. $696969 is around $700000, not $600000
====== 2. YOU DON'T BRAG ABOUT SOMETHING YOU DON'T HAVE.
Then she called me up and asked why i did that and said
I should drop out and kill myself even though I explained my form teacher is WRONG and I /had/ to fill up something to access my schoolwork.
WHAT THE SHIT.
FIRST, WHY CAN'T ADULTS SEE THAT I KEYED IN A RIDICULOUS SUM BECAUSE I HAD TO OR I COULD NOT ACCESS MY WORK. CAN'T THEY SEE I'M NOT "BRAGGING"?!! Seriously, you don't need to be smart to tell...
IS IT JUST ME OR ARE ADULTS BLOWING UP EVERY LITTLE THING I DO? WHAT IS THE REAL HARM OF MY ACTIONS? ARE YOU JUST PINPOINTING MY LITTLE FAULTS BECAUSE YOU THINK I SHOULDN'T DO THEM
JUST BECAUSE?
HONESTLY, I SEE SO MANY MODEL PUPILS OF YOURS BADMOUTHING AND BITCHING ABOUT OTHERS AND I REALLY CAN'T STAND THAT. NOW THAT IS HARMFUL BECAUSE IT IS HURTFUL AND YOU'RE CONJURING A FALSE IMAGE OF SOMEBODY-
BUT ME? WHAT IS THE REAL HARM OF MY ACTIONS? DO YOU REALLY CARE WHAT HAPPENS TO ME OR DYOU JUST WANT TO TROUBLE ME?
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I ARE SO ANGRY
I ARE SO ANGRY I WANT TO STAMP ON A PEANUT
RAHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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(I'm so scared to fail, I'm so scared)
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