Sunday, August 7
emo corner
You know how people like to blog about third parties without mentioning their names? Or make status updates bitching about them? I always try not to do it. The idea is very tempting though. So I'll allow myself one
tiny section of this blog post to say it all to different people.
1. I sensed that something changed a long time ago. Clearly we do not trust each other. (Not that I trust anybody completely, but I feel like I cannot tell you anything anymore.) I think you secretly dislike me. I wish we could trust each other.
2. I never knew you'd turn out like this and I feel that as a friend I should be doing something to help you. But I can't because I'm out of time. I've also become too reliant on you making the first move. I'm a lousy friend.
3. I miss you very much and I want to meet up with you to show you that I have changed and I'm not such a mess anymore. But you've moved on. At one point in time I kept dreaming about you. (in a non creepy manner) I'm so sorry for not doing my best to treat you well last year. But I was so depressed...! I can't ask you out because I don't think you wanna, and we are so different anyway.
Whew. There's a load off my chest.
Interesting fact: All of them read this blog regularly at some point in time.
NAO I FEEL SOo ~*MYSTERIOZ*~ AND BROODY!!!! ^o^
I'm still sick
I don't know what's worse,
being so sick that I can't get up to see the doctor on my own,
or having to wait until 6pm for the boarding school to serve my first meal.
I hate living without a family.
art club
:] They had a senior's farewell partay!
They gave me chocolate! We had ice cream!
I love my juniors!
(It is very easy to bribe me actually)
And we played broken picture telephone again.
It was the least funny session but Grace and I had fun mocking some drawings.
I know that's mean but there was this one time, someone had to draw pikachu and she
did not know who pikachu was. So she drew some weirdass cat with random hair sticking out of its bottom. It looked like a testicle and we couldn't stop laughing at Testicat.
I think it's very sad if you are 18 and you don't know who Pikachu is.
y u think i'm cat ballz?!!
Meh. I haven't drawn anything decent for a long time.
results
Okay... they were unexpected.
I did better in the subjects I thought I would fail.
I flunked the subjects I thought I'd do better in.
GP - Wow the essay totally describes my life!!
/writes about my internet life
Result: bottom 9%.
Econs - Wow this is pretty manageable!
/writes stuff I studied the day before
Result: shit, but i deserved it, i guess
Chem - WHY DID I SCREW IT UP SO BADLY
Result: OK. Still 6th in class -.-
(honestly, I am ashamed for not doing better.
I spent the most time on this subject.)
Computing - This was the suckiest paper ever!!!! First, I failed to touch it for the whole holiday because I didn't know how to study it. Then you also know that computing is the boringest subject so I fell asleep with half the material left unstudied. I woke up, saw the time, and I was like, FUCK!!! NO!!!!! and desperately tried to cram everything into my marshmallow of a brain.
During the test, I realised the stuff I studied the night before was worth 4 marks only (!!). And then the coding section (my coding is really shitty) was so bad I thought it was going to be my first 'U' grade for Computing. I was also the earliest to finish because I didn't know what to write for the program. I just stared at everybody scribbling furiously and kept muttering 'you're screwed, bb' under my breath.
Result: A. 3rd in class.
WAT??!?!!1
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HAO KEN DIS HAPPEN???
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My honest feelings:
I managed to bring all my sciences to a decent % above average. Which makes me feel slightly comforted because my sciences were so AHSFAFHADFGAD last year. People are starting to ask me how to do questions again.
I still feel very unsure about my abilities. I think I'm still lousy. I am scared of screwing up when someone asks me how to do something and then they'll think I'm stupid. I really do want to help people but I think I'll just teach them the wrong thing. So most of the time when people come over with a question, I say "
Noooo I dunno how to do it!!" But I do want to help. I really do. I'm just terrified of being wrong.
And GP? Honestly? I
hate it. Ever since I entered J2, my grades just went all the way down. Which is stupid because .... I don't think you can de-prove for GP. You hardly learn anything. I knew my GP wasn't good, but I can't believe I did that badly. What can I do? It's not science.
Econs... not much to say. I don't know how the fuck it works. I passed, at least. Still, pass means nothing in J2.
I cannot do Arts. Confirm plus chop. I was born a Science person.
tumblr
There are only two things I do on my iPod:
Tumblr and Tiny Tower.
Dani Shay is a girl who looks like biebs.
Ffffuu I thought they were the same peoples!!
I'm okay with any house I'm sorted into.
Gryffindor: I’m a fucking hero.
Slytherin: I’m fucking
badass.
Ravenclaw: I’m smart as fuck.
Hufflepuff: My dorm is near the kitchen.
Meow:
Ugh how can you eat these:
...her face..
Okay guys just... follow me or something because I don't want to turn my blog into my tumblr D:
Oh! I stumbled upon this pencil eyeliner that doesn't smudge at all which is awesome!! It's called DEJAVU eyeliner and you can buy it at Sasa. A good alternative is the Revlon Colorstay (which I use.)
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