I am Musho / Xinni and I am an artist, designer and programmer. I'm a Singaporean living in California as a designer at Google. I blog about my
art, music, shows, games, beauty stuff, school and a lot of personal events in my life. You will feel awkward reading this if you know me.
Something stupid happened during GP. So we were supposed to do some question analysis. I analyzed a question that said something like "Computer games suxX0rz". The lesson got boring so I drew my Maple Story character on my work. I even wrote my username, server, level and job (chief bandit!) on it. It got more boring so I borrowed Jubbie's markers and coloured it in.
And suddenly my name was called to present. I was like "NO!" and my teacher was like "GO!" :( So I went up to present my work and grabbed my writing pad to cover my Maple Story character drawing.
Halfway through my presentation my teacher lifted the pad. Then everybody saw my bimbotic maplestory character (I spent lots of cash to pretty her up) :(:( I was like NOOO!!! fu-SHIIIITtTtT!!!1! and I flailed madly in front of the screen trying to use my shadow to block my drawing from showing on the projector.
I don't know wtf happened next but I know everybody was either a) Laughing at me or b) Looking at me disapprovingly. To make matters worse, my teacher proceeded to draw a speech bubble next to my character and put some GP tip inside. -.-
{ Remember to have a balanced stand! )
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Something like that.
Btw why the fuck is my character naked.
Okay moving on, when I got back to my seat, utterly humiliated, I accidentally left my writing pad on the teachers table. So my teacher picked it up to hand it to me. Then he saw that there was a blank piece of exam foolscap lodged inside. We aren't supposed to bring blank pieces of exam foolscap out.
Honestly, I have no idea what the shit it was doing in there. My hunch is that I picked it up somewhere (not noticing it was exam foolscap - but even if i knew i would have tried to save it anyways) and decided I could use it later on. My teacher scolded me and he made me crush it. He said "CRUSH IT NAO!!1 FEEL DA ANGER!!" or something. So I did. I was crying inside because I never killed a blank piece of paper before.
You know, I hate rules like that. Rules that don't make sense. Rules that murder trees.
I'm not much of a rule keeper. I still do what I like as long as I don't harm anyone. But don't get me wrong!!! 今年我特别乖呢！I only have one demerit point for being late so suck on it! this proves imma good girl!!
my lip
A chunk of flesh got ripped out of my lip because it got too dry.
I now go around telling people I have genital herpes and watch them walk away from me in horror.
pokemon
I finished all three Layton games. Now I am addicted to Pokemon Platinum! I play for 2-3 hours before I sleep, when I wake up, in the bus, in class.. /flails I still have HeartGold and Black/White left to finish..
As usual I went with a fire pokemon. He's named Charlie and he's now a Infernape (duh). I ought to have chosen Empoleon ugh I want to use the move Brine.
Mmph okayy so there's something that disturbs me. Pokemon genders.
For example, look at geodude here:
What if I told you this geodude was female?
Can you imagine geodude with lady parts?
Can you??
How about bellossom with a dick manly parts!?
I'm serious, this whole thing creeps me out :(
I run away from female gravelers and male roselias.
exams
I always predicted I would fall sick right before some A level exam and it came true.
I caught a fever one day before A level computing coursework and got very worried. To demonstrate how terrible my actual coding skills are, I once took my codes to Ms Goh to debug. She took three hours to debug it and told me she's never seen code that was this difficult to debug. (She tried to avoid using the word 'terrible' but used it in the end.)
She's been a computing teacher for more than 20 years.
My code is the shittiest code she's seen in 20 years.
............
So back to the night when I caught the fever.
I was damn scared. Because I skipped all coding assignments last year and I don't know batshit about coursework.
I made myself code the whole thing twice.
This way, it was xferred into my memory and
the next day, I stayed in the sick bay til coursework started.
Then, we had two hours to do it and I coded the program within 20 minutes. -.-
The first time I ran the program, there were no errors at all.
Had absolutely nothing to do for the next hour so I drew a cat girl on Paint. I considered submitting it but didn't in the end.
Memory is.. a powerful thing @_@
I went home to sleep the rest of the fever off.
I was the first to leave the examination room.
I think I did something wrong. It was my own code after all :(
Ahh, please be over soon.
harry potter
Watched the last of the harry potter movies on 14th July.
First and last time I'll say it here: IT'S OVER!! T_T
Once, in a online chat with fans, JK Rowling revealed that the third scent Hermione could smell emanating from the Amortentia was that of Ron Weasley’s hair.
I feel a need to own all seven books so I shall get the box set soon.
Anyway, during the movie, there was a dude with a nasal voice sitting behind me.
I'm not a voice-ist but this guy was hella irritating.
Throughout the movie, he shouted retarded comments and spoilers (probably to show everyone how much he knows the book). He was so loud that I couldn't hear what the characters were saying and had to resort to reading the CHINESE SUBTITLES. FUUU!!
I was so pissed with that cocksucker I wanted to turn around and tell him to shut the fuck up. But I didn't because I'm asian and asians are polite I didn't have the guts.
He was so terrible. For example, when Harry stood at the edge of a cliff, he said "Hee hee hee, suicide!! LOL!!" I mean... DOOD what the heck! Sorry man but you are really immature. Not even seven year olds would do that.
Only one hour later, Lulu who was seating FIVE SEATS AWAY told him to shut up.
People five seats away could hear him!!
Well he shut up for 5 minutes then he started being noisy again. WTF!!!
Thankfully the battles started getting louder and drowned his voice a bit towards the end.
We all wore clothes of different colours
to represent hogwarts houses. :D
Okay, back to the series.. I'm going to miss HP. I'm not a big fan, but I think it's phenomenal.
Really fun to draw fanart for, too :3
There's a combined total of 1000+ favourites for my deviantART HP-related submissions o_o;;
bawl ;_;
How can people not love them ;_;
During the Switchfoot concert,
I saw a hwachong girl.
I just found out that a hwachong girl is going to Two Door Cinema Club's concert too.
I CAN'T ESCAPE THEM!!!1!
I don't know why I don't like seeing them around, but I really, really don't!!
Oh! If you haven't learnt this song yet, learn it!!!
unpopular opinion
Okay so... I don't think my school is a nice school in general. I'll say why...
Firstly, this is just from my experience - what I've seen and heard. I believe I am saying the truth, but I may have a narrow view of things. I may post some very unpopular opinions here - but you don't need to flame me. I'll be glad to hear what you have to say too. I know the consequences of posting unpopular opinions here which is why I try not to do it.
I used to believe girls were the bitchiest things on this planet, but ever since I came here, I found out it was the boys who were capable of the cruelest things. Ever since I got out of nanyang, i'm faced with a new level of bitchiness and I wish I could go back to a single sex school.
Last year, boys from another class defiled a girl's face on their class photo. They were seventeen. Not ten, not twelve. Seventeen! She ended up crying. If you're not a girl, let me tell you that you shouldn't go around defacing them. They take it personally. Also, isn't hwachong a world class institution with many future leaders? I'm worried.
Just this June, a hwachong girl committed suicide. Somehow, I have a really bad feeling about that class of hers too. I know of the relationship drama happening there. What I'm thinking is... If a girl kills herself you wouldn't expect her to have a supportive environment, would you?
Another physics class recently chased a girl out of their class. She's not coming back anymore. They were mean and horrid to her. How did I find out about her? When her classmate put her blog up on the projector for all to see, and then made fun of it. So they don't like the girl and her blog. So what? It doesn't give you an excuse to gang up on her. Even the girls join in to bully her. Not one person in that class sticking up for her. They called her cruel names and vandalized the school's tables and facilities by writing her name on them. She never retaliated. They even considered cutting out her face from the class photo because they don't think she 'belongs'.
Now they think she's not coming back cos she's lazy. Fuck you! Are you blind? After doing all these horrible things to that poor girl, you think she doesn't want to come back because she's slacking off? Not because she doesn't want to see you? Anyway, I get my info from a member of that class, so this is definitely true. They were cruel to someone helpless and weak. The teachers caught wind of it and had at least one person delete their blog posts which mocked her. They even bully her ONLINE. If you're one of them, you were horrible, and you know it. This I'm sure of.
I think it's normal to have one or two bullies in a class, but the whole class ganging up to target one person is shocking to me.
There's more, but I'm sick of recalling everything.
How do you expect me to like this school when I hear of these horrible things? I can't trust anyone from here anymore.
This doesn't mean that I hate this place okay. I'm not saying everybody from hwachong is bad. My friends, for one, would never be part of this. Most of them will try to help. The teachers have been extremely good to me too. Hwachong has its kind people. I know that!
It's just that when I hear of these black sheep, I can't let my guard down. I don't think I can treat people well if they just treat me well. I need to see them treat other people with dignity too. I am capable of hating someone who's mean to other people even when they have done absolutely nothing to me.
Actually, you know what? It's probably not just hwachong. I don't think I'll be liking anywhere I go to in the future. When I go to university, I have to deal with people even more vicious that that. If I get a job, people will be out there to get me and they'll do anything to climb to the top. Some may even pretend to be your friend (I find this sort of betrayal the scariest actually) They'll just hurt you for no reason, so I think everything I experience here is some sort of prep for the future. Surely, the world of adults is much more terrifying.
So, um... if you have anything to say about this, you can just say it, I guess.
I could learn something. #abruptend
and I flailed madly in front of the screen trying to use my shadow to block my drawing from showing on the projector. 
{ Remember to have a balanced stand! ) 
