I am Musho / Xinni and I am an artist, designer and programmer. I'm a Singaporean living in California as a designer at Google. I blog about my
art, music, shows, games, beauty stuff, school and a lot of personal events in my life. You will feel awkward reading this if you know me.
Sushi introduced to me this new program called IllustStudio so I doodled her :3
But my computer was too slow to colour it on that program so in the end I used SAI to colour it.
1 hour+ completion time!!
It is a decent art program-
Download IllustStudio here.
natural harvest
Okay so eddy was telling me about this image he came across on 4chan that featured a guy frying his own semen and serving it to somebody on a sandwich.
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BUT WHY
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OK anyway. Beefy helped me to source it out and here it is. I made it super tiny because it is highly disturbing so if you want to view the whole thing you should right click and view image.
Beefy also linked me to a .pdf version of a book called 'Natural Harvest'.
It's a collection of semen-based recipes - here.
I don't know why I'm blogging about this.
I'm really grossed out :(
famous amos
People in my country are pissed off at this Singaporean child actor Amos Yee because he insulted Chinese New Year. I was revolted by his youtube video. Like he was trying to be nigahiga and failed. And not only that, he was sucking america's dick and putting down the chinese in the name of 'satire'. When I was watching it I kept thinking wow this kid is never going to get laid.
"We already have a new year so why do we have Chinese New Year? It's like somebody from China said, 'Hey America has a new year and we don't have one. Oh let's quickly copy that idea and then make it a festive season for us'. After all we've been copying America for food, cars, machines and other stuff so, no harm doing it here… And we'll make the most creative name for the copy of the New Year; we'll call it Chinese New Year."
Anyway he took down that video but here's another one of his videos and I have no idea what it's about but you can witness his brattiness first hand from here
Huisuan and I told lulu about it and she was really angry.
lulu: I'm going to tear him a new vagina and stuff a bread stick inside it! I'll rip his testicles off and make soup out of them! I want to squash him into a yellow chinese pancake!
He didn't regret the video. He said: “The video was great, intelligent and crafted well. I think that racially-sensitive people might be a little offended but the video was not an insult to Chinese; more of an intelligent joke of the festival. But I think most people are angry because of how different it is to Singaporean culture: the Americanised speech, a young person doing something prominent other than getting fantastic results, and the exquisite genre of comedy.”
/fazepralm
nice guys
This article on yahoo was on nice guys.
5 Reasons Women Don't like Nice Guys
We've all heard about the Nice Guy thing. Women, according to popular myth, don't like 'em. Is it true? Do women actually prefer Bad Boys to Nice Guys? Sort of.
That doesn't mean it's the right thing to do, though. Let's take a look at these reasons we too often avoid the Nice Guy and decide if it's really worth it to keep chasing the Bad Boys.
(Hint: it's not.)
1. It's hard for some of us to trust a Nice Guy. Not because they're not trustworthy -- in fact, it's quite the opposite. The more trustworthy a guy seems, the harder it may be for a woman to actually believe that they're as good as they seem. See, women get kind of jaded about the whole Nice Guy thing (after dating too many jerks), which means that it takes time for a woman to trust that a Nice Guy is, well, actually for reals.
Wait!!!
What the fuck!!!!!!!!!! So does this mean bad guys are easier to trust? That doesn't make sense. So a girl would rather go for a dude whom she knows will treat her like shit than try for the nice guy to see how it goes first?
2. Bad Boys care about themselves -- a lot -- and it makes us think they care about us. That's not a great thing in a relationship; however, it means that while the Nice Guy will bide his time, waiting for the right moment to ask a girl out, the Bad Boy will swoop in and tell her what he wants -- her. Not something that lends to real relationship material, but certainly makes it easier to decode what it is, exactly, he wants.
It's reasonable to assume that the more you value the girl, the more scared you are to lose her, so you wouldn't dare to make a move. That's one trait players possess and nice guys don't, I guess. Balls.
3. Nice Guys have their shit together. Bad Boys don't. Women like a challenge. A fixer-upper of a partner. While a Nice Guy has his bank accounts and steady job, a Bad Boy presents a challenge. And some women, well, they like a challenge.
That, unfortunately, happens. But I think it's stupid. I think people do it because they want to feel needed and they want to make a big change in somebody's life. But I don't really care for that. The more stable somebody is the better. Trying to change somebody is hard. It sucks to try and then fail.
4. Some women are afraid of intimacy. The one thing the Bad Boy rarely does is want to become intimate. If a woman is already gun-shy about commitment, she's met her mate in the Bad Boy who has no illusions of becoming marriage or long-term relationship material.
That doesn't mean women dislike nice guys. It means some of them don't want commitment. And they can have flings with other nice guys who want flings too. But those guys are admittedly rather hard to find. Most "nice guys" are prepared to commit. But this doesn't mean these girls should hook up with jerks.
5. Some women suffer low self-esteem. Women who don't feel very good about themselves may not be able to handle the Nice Guy that treats her well. The Bad Boy, however, may treat her in the way she treats herself -- badly.
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WAT.
Okay, anyway, about this whole 'women go for bad guys' thing, it's not because we want to be treated like shit.
When a girl is hurt, people just notice how jerky her boyfriend is and how nice the other guy is. People think we prefer bad guys because they see girls being hurt by bad guys, when they have nice guys to be with. Then they assume that we just want to fix people, that we want to be crapped on. But I don't think so. I think the most common reason for the above scenario is that the nice guy doesn't have traits she's looking for. Maybe he's dull. Maybe they don't share common interests. Maybe he's too much of a pussy to act on his feelings. But yeah, I really don't believe we choose the bad guys on purpose.
So to all the nice guys who whine about girls not paying attention to you *cough 9gag friendzone whiners cough*: If she doesn't like you, it's not because you're nice to her, okay. Find out why she doesn't like you. Find out what these jerks have that you don't have and work on it.
oh my god
photos!!
My new glasses :) First saw it at NEX and considered buying it. Went back the next day and it was sold out. Continued combing shops for these frames and finally found them... at the optician below my block of flats! :D
Whoo metal frames \o/
My shabby workspace which makes me feel un-arty :(
P.S. Oh oh oh is anyone playing Trickster/Iris/Recettear tag me!
P.P.S Also come to Scape sky terrace on 11 Feb, saturday! Will be there selling stuff with jubbie at the flea market (: More info at a later date.
BUT WHY
I'll rip his testicles off and make soup out of them! 
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