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Saturday, January 21
sometimes i wanna disappear~
lately~
Lately I haven't had much to do. Everybody's working or having school. I stay home, sleep eleven hours and watch Dexter.

And it depresses me. I can't figure out why. I don't know why I can't let myself go and be wasted. I deserve to waste my life away now after all the shit I had to endure the past decade (i.e. skewl)

Why do I feel the need to be productive when it's my breaktime!? 

Honestly, I think if I start drawing and designing again, nobody's there to care anymore. Last time, I had deviantART and random classmates and Art Club. They may not have cared much about my work, but it was enough to keep me going. And they're gone. I can't start anything without support. Sigh.

I'll probably try to return to the DeviantART community by making some fanart and flash buttons. IF I CAN GET MY LAZY ASS TO DRAW.
Also learn to use fiverr (It's a site that lets you do gigs (i.e. mini jobs) in return for $4. They keep one buck).

Meanwhile, hit me up if you'd like to commission me - website, banner, illustration - anything. Or if you know anybody who offers design internships. Or any art related opportunities. I need to do something. Grawr.


To do something like this again would be good.

On the bright side, just had a super productive day at Jubbie's making random clay things. They are adorable. We're trying to find an event/flea market where we can share a booth (and hence split costs) with someone else. If you're interested, please tag.





Adorbs!!



soo
I was pretty bored and decided to read my old posts in 2009 and 2010. I'm a thousand times less funny than before. Not to mention I update way less. Guh. Sowwy guise.

I read...
http://mushopea.blogspot.com/2009/09/irdk.html (see pizza)
http://mushopea.blogspot.com/2010/04/diplodocus.html (see pimple cream)

Posts like these made me laugh. I kinda miss my old self. But I'm also glad that she's gone.

From my photobucket, I dug up a really old picture of myself that I never showed anyone.

Oh god what is that thing on the right 
kill it before it lays eggs!!1

Girl beside me is my ex-roommate whom i adore :D I missed the two years we spent together in the same room and all the crazy sex we had after them tiring study sessions. *licks lips* sighhhghghhh

2 years later


I'm turning 20 soon, but I still act like a kid ugh why



Ah, and here's manfriend fondling a random pussy.
So jealous :c

Even kitties like him moar :(

fosterthepeople!

http://www.straitstimes.com/BreakingNews/Lifestyle/Story/STIStory_755919.html

The concert was... pretty cool. It was bad at first because I couldn't see them at all and people were smoking and everybody was sweating. But I really enjoyed myself towards the end :D

This local band called The Auditory Effect opened for them. Something disturbing happened. The last song they played had chunks of it sounding exactly like Spotlight by Mute Math. Lulu and I thought they were playing a cover of Spotlight. I probably shouldn't accuse them of ripping off MM because I only heard their song once. I wish I could find the name of their song though. But other than that, TAE is a decent local band, instrumentals wise.

Torches - FTP's only album - was really good. I liked all their songs.
Except for one song - "Pumped up kicks".

According to this article, FTP became famous "thanks to their wildly popular signature tune, Pumped Up Kicks - a one-hit wonder"

Idk why because it sucks!
For decent FTP songs... try Houdini and Call It What You Want. And Helena Beat. But please no pumped up kicks. Bleh.

Ugh why can't all concerts be at the Esplanade.

watwat
I just had four teeth extracted to make space for braces.
Not the wisdom toothies.

As I was heading back home, I had the weirdest conversation with my taxi driver.

Taxi driver: So you sick? Flu?
Me: i gog my teefs egstrated.
Taxi driver: Oh. Wisdom teeth?
Me: (omg i really can't talk i'll just say yes) Yeg.
Taxi driver: Oh... How much?
Me: (omg why) Goo hungred and eggy tree dorers.
Taxi driver: You extract 4?
Me: Yeg.
Taxi driver: Why so cheap? I extract 2. cost me $500.
Me: (crap so my lie didn't work out too well... change plan) Huh.. waig, whad is wisdom teef?
Taxi driver: The behind teeth lor. *points*
Me: Oh... then I digen do wisdom teef. I did the frond teefs.
Taxi driver: OK.

Me: (WHY IS HE TALKING TO ME CAN'T HE SEE I'M DYING)

Taxi driver: You still studying?
Me: (no. D-Y-I-N-G.)
Me: No, I waiting for A revel resulks.
Taxi driver: You what JC?
Me: Ha gong JC.
Taxi driver: Hwa Chong? Wah. Isn't that the top JC? Raffles or Hwa Chong top ah?
Me: Dey are aboug the zame.
Taxi driver: Top 1 or 2 right. Wow, then you must be work very hard one.
Me: Not reary... I was in nayang hi school, so i digen need to take o revels to geg in.
Taxi driver: Oh... you must be very smart huh.
Me: (Dude... I just told you i didn't know what wisdom teeth were!!! Not to mention I sound like a retard right now!!) ...No.

You have no idea how many dumbasses you get to meet in these schools.
 
Taxi driver: So you working now?
Me: Naw... I decideg to rest.
Taxi driver: Oh.. just now, I fetched this girl at MOE. Around your age. I think she's finding a job there.
Me: I hag sum frans who worg there.
Taxi driver: Why are you not working?
Me: I juss finished A revels and I'll be worgging for next 50 yeargs of my life... Why do I wang to stard worgging now?!!!
Taxi driver: *laughs* Oh you know about the 50 years! No wonder la, you so smart in Hwa Chong JC. That girl probably not from your JC... she's not so smart.
Me: ???!!!??!!

??????????

What just happened?!!

Also - I swear I am not smart. My manfriend convinced me that he's never eaten a drumstick in his life.
I believed him.

how to draw a cat


braces
Welp I got my braces in a few days ago and couldn't eat solid food.

I had to eat porridge and I hate porridge. In fact, before I got braces, I've never eaten a bowl of that shit in my life. In kindergarten, they served porridge everyday and I went on a hunger strike before they finally let me eat the teachers' food. OK I sound like a total spoilt kid. But I never liked porridge.

I was really upset over my limited food choices. So Felicia suggested that I dissolve(?) biscuits in milk and I did just that! Marks and Spencer dark chocolate digestives in milk tasted good!!!

Then I told boyfran "DUDE i discovered this awesome new fudz - soggy biscuits!!!"
My well read boyfran was like "omg wat soggy biscuits trololol"

...AND HE LINKED ME TO THIS GRUESOME WEBSITE

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=soggy%20biscuit

Hence destroying my new favourite food.
Being the nicest bf ever he also volunteered to make me some soggy biscuits.

Hand. made. Soggy. biscuit.

ugh!!!11


I also discovered that AVOCADO MILKSHAKE is the single most awesome fud on planet earth okay i'm on a total avocado milkshake craze now :D

i'm stalking
www.myrollingstar.tumblr.com

Because she has a cool room and I want to see more pictures of her room.


Everytime I see this I'm filled with feelings :(:(:(
SO MANY FEELINGS

She's really good with copic markers too.

hair dye
Okay I dyed my hair with liese mocha orange bubble hair dye :)

For your information, in case you're looking for a DIY dye:


Looks like this in bright light.


Looks like this in pretty dim light.

It's not really obvious, but I don't know of any DIY dyes that make a huge difference to your hair. Previously, I have used Beauteen Apricot Orange and Revlon Colorsilk Red. All of them fade to that grassy brown you see most Singaporean girls sporting, usually within a month. And that's because all dyes fade to that colour eventually. Especially red/purples.

This dye was more drying than the previous dyes, but it was easy to apply and gave me a more even shade.

Fuck my thick hair. Blargh.

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