Friday, June 25
Dear pimples,
You are SO NOT trying to form a 5oclock shadow on my face.
SO NOT!!!!!!
I AM
NOT ALLOWING YOU TO DO THAT!!!!
NNNNNGH!!!
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
ASHJAGSFHJAGSHJAGSHGASJHGAJ
HABSJGUYEGVCUSBHJASBJA
BAHJDGJISWGDWGDHYJUWGDJUS
BCJHSABCUYWBY*#WRGF*FGISU
@*&ADGKA#^FAJSHGKAF!*&^#*!
OKAY ABBY THIS IS IT, WE HIT SEPHORA AFTER BLOCKS.
waitimbrokemustdoresearchfirst
._. this is my diet
Today I ate (literally) a shit load of veggies.
Hopefully this will improve the crappy condition of my body but what am i thinking? As if one day of veggie spammage will help.
Sadly I also ate lots of junk food.
I eat 1-3 boxes of pocky a day, is that bad??
...
I should buy fruits or something.
Okay I decided not to eat downstairs anymore, I think I'm just going to spend an extra 20 minutes a day travelling to the food market and get something healthier.
But it's so much more convenient to skip the meal
And I will also eat multivites, someone told me I should. :)
Hopefully I won't feel so sick and tired anymore.
And the pimples will stop trying to role play on my face.
tests
Tests next week and I am so dead :)
Computing especially :) 9 tutorials undone and 7 computing assignments :)
Who cares right :) Why am I in a junior college anyway :)
I'm definitely not taking something sciency in university.
Ugh, must take SATS.
.......nnn.
My dad came over yesterday to pass me money.
It was fucking 1am. (He always has to come at 12-2am because my mom's with him before and he can only shake her off when he goes for night work.)
Dad: Here's $, I have to work now, so i have to go now
Me: ...okay... thanks
Searched my mind for something to say, but i couldn't find anything. So I told him about my tests.
Me: I got exams next week so i'm studying now haha.
Dad: Wow so fast?
Me: Yeah, I'm so dead never study enough.
Dad: Work harder lor. I have to work now, bye.
See?
I never have anything to say to my dad, it's only my
1. Test results
2. Bugging him about sending my mom for treatment
3. money
4. Complaining and crying to him to save me after i get beaten up by mom
5. Telling him to drive me home/somewhere
I don't even know what school he was from, or his favourite colour or food or whatever. He just doesn't say anything. I don't know anything.
I only know the bad stuff from my mom when she insults his parents/past whatever.
I am worried ._.
Still working day and night. Nothing's being done. I'm too busy to do anything and I'm too tired to bug him to do anything about the situation of the family any longer.
Fuckkkkkk :)
Lost almost all hope to change anything.
I'll just be there to watch them destroy themselves.
And watch myself destroy myself, considering my shit grades I probably won't have a future.
I think i'll worry about this after block tests.
And bake/phoenixwright/draw my sorrows away! :D
oh cool
oh cool i was told that the school blocks my blog and they call it porn.
oh, okay.
...
WAIT.
WHAT?
PORN?
HARH, MY BLOG GOT PORN?!
This is terribly insulting because I personally feel that my blog is very pure!!!!
»:(
Okay not really. But it's definitely
not porn.
It can't be porn, because I've never watched porn in my life..
ohwaitnatureporn.
driving
After my exams gotta start studying basic driving theory *forgot everything*
Register on 10th july with rachel ♥ Can't wait to see you again girl!
I don't think can drive by this year cos JC is so tiring!
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