Monday, July 19
*sigh*
I want to lock myself up in this room and wait for the _ to clear up. For once I want to be alone. I want the whole world to stop moving and wait for me to catchup. I hate them so much now I don't even want to say their names. I can't even make up some funny story about them because I'm just.. so sick of them now. The _ are coming in batches, and it's really terrible. Hasn't been this bad for more than a year. Meh, the scars are staying too. Ugly, disgusting permanent red dots. I wonder what I did in my previous life so deserve to be so...
so ugly.
*sigh*
And my face hurts. Dried it up too much.
Oh god, oh god, I miss boarding school, I can't continue to be this unhealthy.
ANIMALZ
Went to IMM with jubbie on saturday.
Clothing shops, Daiso, Electronics shops~
On the bus ride to IMM, jubbie told me of a family that owns a dog, cat and rabbit!
WHO ARE VERY CLOSE!!!
1. Cat and rabbit always snuggle up to dog!
2. Doggie's like a mummy to cat and rabbit. Like, dog would wait for cat and rabbit to finish eating first then he eats.
3. One day rabbit died. Dog and cat emo'ed and refused to eat for several days.
This is
so sweet and cute ((:
MY FUTURE PLAN:
EITHER
1 dog 1 cat 1 rabbit
OR
1 dog 2 cats
POSSIBLE NAMES:
Cats: Cotton/Pillow/Oliver
(btw there are actually 3 olivers wth)
Rabbit: Penis
(prolly not unless im still as immature. UNDECIDED)
Dog: Shiro
(not decided yet)
Any recommendations? :D
I know people always plan names for their kids, but I'm planning them for my pets, because I AM SURE TO HAVE PETS!!!!! I care if I have kids (since the world is spiraling downwards life will be very hard so it may not be good to have kids.) but not much as pets! PETS ARE A
MUST!!
ipod dock
Bought an
ipod dock! It's a charger/speaker/radio/clock/alarm.
Whee!
Thanks to chatting into the wee hours of the night
*cough*3am
*cough* and sleeping for only 3 hours, i can no longer be woken up by my phone alarm. So! New alarm it is! Shall also try to sleep early!
butit'ssolonelyifidon'tturnonthecomputer
Originally $100 but got it at 66% off.
So, 34 bucks!
What a steal (: Bad quality though but idc.
Also got a
two way jack thing, allows you to plug in two headphones into an ipod. But no idea who to listen with, because very few people share my music taste. :( Meh, I wish I could convert someone right now..
Quantifying
"Xinni join me for chem tuition?!"
"How much?"
"$60 for two hours!"
"WHAT, I CAN BUY 2 M.A.C STUDIOFIX CONCEALERS!"
Eh! I'm always quantifying things with objects! D:
Last time it was
I CAN BUY 6 COPIC MARKERS WITH THAT
or
I CAN BUY 3 BB CREAMS WITH THAT
or
THAT COSTS 14 MILK TEAS
or
THAT'S 2 BABY BOO KEYCHAINS!
You get the idea.
I naturally quantify things with the object I think most about, hahah!
Do you do that?
Labels: pimples, shopping
Friday, July 2
OIMANGO
oimango = omng = omg typoed
OIMANGO I WENT WITHOUT COMPUTER FOR
4 DAYS!!!!!!!! EEEEEE
DEPRIVED
...
Also stayed up
TWO whole nights out of FOUR days to cram so I'm feeling sick, think there's a fever coming up. Feel like vomiting. Woozy but still typing aimlessly here.
But I can't, I have to go cosfest tomorrow.
Very sleep deprived, but my computer deprivation overrides this sleep deprivation and my concern for my own health. Carried 15kg worth of shopping (BAKING GOODS :):):)) home and no dinner yet and it's 11pm. Lmao, I suck. I'm just gonna eat some instant noodles and call it a day.
Exams basically screwed.
Predicted grades:
EDDUD
Excellent decent decent ultimate decent
NOT BAD!!!!!!!
PIMPLES
Long time ago far far away in pimple kingdom.
5/5/92, 13:13pm
Pimple1: sian omg i so bored.
Pimple2: let's call the whole nation of pimples to pick one person to sabotage for the rest of her miserable life
Pimple3: We will rape her face every day and make sure she remains permanently single
Pimple2: While we're at it let's negotiate with her hormones to give her concave boobs
Pimple 1: What a good idea man, let's occasionally appear in her ear as well
Pimple2: She must already be butt ugly so we can make her like,
super ugly with our presence
Pimple3: Then I know the perfect candidate who's about to be born this very moment
Pimple 1: WHO?
Pimple3: MUSHOPEA!!
OMG THAT WAS A TERRIBLE NIGHTMARE.
.......
OH WAIT THE NIGHTMARE IS REAL.
Well congrats pimples, you've succeeded in screwing up my life and making me horribly, extremely depressed over how I look.
Here's your certificate of achievement.
- Grand total of 36 pimples
- 24 scars THAT WILL TAKE 100DAYS TO EVEN LIGHTEN
-and uncountable comedones
Aren't you
proud?
I can never clear this. Never. You win. You win. You win.
Even with the 20+ chemicals I own. The bottles and tubes of pimple creams sitting on my shelf.
You win.
I am so, so, so bitter about this.
I can't stand it. I can't stand being unable to eradicate such terrible ugly things. I can't stand not being able to make something pretty with whatever skills I have. I can't stand these ugly devil-like things on me! On my FACE! Godammit, I mean, if not having decent looks is not bad enough, I have so many of these waging a war on
my FACE!
It's beyond my control (Or is it not? Shouldn't I be leading a healthier lifestyle?).
You win.
In all honesty I am extremely upset over them. I just look at them and feel SO HELPLESS!
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
我不要活了啦！！！！！
Labels: pimples
Friday, June 25
Dear pimples,
You are SO NOT trying to form a 5oclock shadow on my face.
SO NOT!!!!!!
I AM
NOT ALLOWING YOU TO DO THAT!!!!
NNNNNGH!!!
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
ASHJAGSFHJAGSHJAGSHGASJHGAJ
HABSJGUYEGVCUSBHJASBJA
BAHJDGJISWGDWGDHYJUWGDJUS
BCJHSABCUYWBY*#WRGF*FGISU
@*&ADGKA#^FAJSHGKAF!*&^#*!
OKAY ABBY THIS IS IT, WE HIT SEPHORA AFTER BLOCKS.
waitimbrokemustdoresearchfirst
._. this is my diet
Today I ate (literally) a shit load of veggies.
Hopefully this will improve the crappy condition of my body but what am i thinking? As if one day of veggie spammage will help.
Sadly I also ate lots of junk food.
I eat 1-3 boxes of pocky a day, is that bad??
...
I should buy fruits or something.
Okay I decided not to eat downstairs anymore, I think I'm just going to spend an extra 20 minutes a day travelling to the food market and get something healthier.
But it's so much more convenient to skip the meal
And I will also eat multivites, someone told me I should. :)
Hopefully I won't feel so sick and tired anymore.
And the pimples will stop trying to role play on my face.
tests
Tests next week and I am so dead :)
Computing especially :) 9 tutorials undone and 7 computing assignments :)
Who cares right :) Why am I in a junior college anyway :)
I'm definitely not taking something sciency in university.
Ugh, must take SATS.
.......nnn.
My dad came over yesterday to pass me money.
It was fucking 1am. (He always has to come at 12-2am because my mom's with him before and he can only shake her off when he goes for night work.)
Dad: Here's $, I have to work now, so i have to go now
Me: ...okay... thanks
Searched my mind for something to say, but i couldn't find anything. So I told him about my tests.
Me: I got exams next week so i'm studying now haha.
Dad: Wow so fast?
Me: Yeah, I'm so dead never study enough.
Dad: Work harder lor. I have to work now, bye.
See?
I never have anything to say to my dad, it's only my
1. Test results
2. Bugging him about sending my mom for treatment
3. money
4. Complaining and crying to him to save me after i get beaten up by mom
5. Telling him to drive me home/somewhere
I don't even know what school he was from, or his favourite colour or food or whatever. He just doesn't say anything. I don't know anything.
I only know the bad stuff from my mom when she insults his parents/past whatever.
I am worried ._.
Still working day and night. Nothing's being done. I'm too busy to do anything and I'm too tired to bug him to do anything about the situation of the family any longer.
Fuckkkkkk :)
Lost almost all hope to change anything.
I'll just be there to watch them destroy themselves.
And watch myself destroy myself, considering my shit grades I probably won't have a future.
I think i'll worry about this after block tests.
And bake/phoenixwright/draw my sorrows away! :D
oh cool
oh cool i was told that the school blocks my blog and they call it porn.
oh, okay.
...
WAIT.
WHAT?
PORN?
HARH, MY BLOG GOT PORN?!
This is terribly insulting because I personally feel that my blog is very pure!!!!
»:(
Okay not really. But it's definitely
not porn.
It can't be porn, because I've never watched porn in my life..
ohwaitnatureporn.
driving
After my exams gotta start studying basic driving theory *forgot everything*
Register on 10th july with rachel ♥ Can't wait to see you again girl!
I don't think can drive by this year cos JC is so tiring!
Labels: family, pimples
Tuesday, June 22
I AM
NOT
LEAVING
THE HOUSE
LOOKING
LIKE THIS!!!!
:( :( :( :(
DIE PIMPLE DIE PIMPLE DIE PIMPLE DIE PIMPLE
DIE PIMPLE DIE PIMPLE DIE PIMPLE DIE PIMPLE
DIE PIMPLE DIE PIMPLE DIE PIMPLE DIE PIMPLE
DIE PIMPLE DIE PIMPLE DIE PIMPLE DIE PIMPLE
LVOESOTYR
HOW TOUCHING!!!!!
Art
Yay okay I scanned my art
These are thumbnails just click on them to full view
Labels: art, pimples
Monday, June 21
DEPRESSION
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH
I AM NOT GOING OUT OF THE HOUSE
UNTIL MY FACE CLEARS UP
THIS SUCKS
Nooooo I can't stay at home I will die of loneliness
WHY
WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!1
...
UGLY :(
DEPRESSED!!!!!!!
I have no one to blame but myself for the condition of my body now (:
One pimple is enough to kill my mood for the whole day and make me ignore every one talking to me. I'm sorry if I ignored you! I was thinking about the pimple.
House M.D
:V makes sense
Exams
I am dead :D
really dead :DD
K is back ♥ going out tomorrow~
Labels: pimples
The below will be VERY crappy because I'm currently depressed over my integration marks and over the fact that I have not studied for tomorrow's quiz. And other things.
Dear pimples,
Alright, I'm sorry when I said it wasn't funny to try to make me look like I have a permanent nosebleed. By placing yourselves directly at my nose.
I now understand that you are taking on a huge project on my upper lip, that is, FORM-A-PIMPLE-MUSTACHE-ON-MUSHO'S-FACE project.
I have a few things to say about this.
Firstly you guys are pimples. I understand that it's not nice living as a pimple but you gotta accept that you were born as a pimple and not as a mustache or a nosebleed. Like, I accept that I was born to attract pimples to my face.
It's just sad to see you try to work together to look like a mustache but seriously, mustaches are like, not red in colour.
Secondly, I am female. My face is not a very nice place to host your project on. Please pick someone of another gender.
Thirdly, I will most likely disrupt your project with Benzyl Peroxide 10%, Precipitated Sulphur 10%, citric acid, zinc oxide, tea tree oil, salicylic acid, alpha hydroxy acid, calcium bentonite and the army of chemical weapons I own. :D
So yeah your FORM-A-MUSTACHE project will most likely fail. And you're making me look like a mega piece of shit. My self esteem is already very low you know?!?!?!?
Please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please PLEASE please
stop coming.
Stop
making
me
sadder
.
Stop.
Labels: pimples
Monday, June 14
LAME ASSHOLES
HAHAHHAH who is googling weird explicit shit to purposely irritate me? You're from my class, right? You are clearly targetting my page (googling
site:mushopea.blogspot.com was a bad attempt to be subtle).
Super lame and childish leh you. How old are you already? 17?
This is damn entertaining. You got so much time to waste on an insignificant person like me? I'm definitely insignificant to you since you associated me with a classmate whom I don't even talk to often.
Well, that's good, means I'm not giving too much of myself away on this blog.
Like I said, keep the most important shit to myself.
QUIZ
I stole from grace!!
01. Who was your last text from?
Tracy~
02. Where was your default picture taken?
My default picture is Oliver and I took that picture of her below my flat ^^
SKIPPING QUESTION 3 BECAUSE ITS JUST PLAIN DUMB
04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Ya. But I got them back. Apologising helps.
05. What is your current mood?
mudkip.
06. How many siblings do you have?
Bro.
07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Zheng Ren.
He uses mushopea as an online alias too.
If you see mushopea on dota/warcraft it's not me!!!!
08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Nantes.
09. Have a crazy side?
No leh, I'm perfectly normal.
10. Ever had a near death experience?
Does being almost run over by a car count?
I was too absorbed in my music.
11. Something you do a lot?
Talk to inanimate objects.
12. Angry at anyone?
mudkip.
SKIPPING QUESTION 13 BECAUSE ITS JUST PLAIN DUMB
14. When was the last time you cried?
mudkip.
15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
mudkip.
16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Plans for the next day.
17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Hui Suan.
18. What is your favorite song?
I have many, but right now it's Nantes by Beirut.
19. What are you doing right now?
Laundry.
Pigging out on my tub of dark chocolate ice cream.
20. Who do you trust right now?
Lots of people.
I trust people
very easily.
But not with other people's secrets.
21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
I got it in Los Angeles, California.
It's an obama shirt that says "HOPE".
I use it as pyjamas.
22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Ya, my kitty soft toy.
23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Hui Suan ^^
24. Describe your life in one word?
What life?
25. Who are you thinking of right now?
rick astley.
26. What should you be doing right now?
PW and astro website.
27. What are you listening to?
Nantes by Beirut.
I told you it's my favourite song right now.
28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Grace, in her pikachu pyjamas.
29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
I'm not sure. I haven't been yelled at for a very long time, ever since I moved out.
SKIPPING QUESTION 30 BECAUSE ITS JUST PLAIN DUMB
31. What is your natural hair color?
Black.
32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Do cats count? I saw Oliver 1 and Oliver 2 today.
I meowed and Oliver 2 walked to me and meowed. Made me smile to no end.
DAMN HAPPY ^_^_^_^__^_^_^!!!!1
33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
mudkip.
34. What do you hear?
Nantes by Beirut.
35. Is your hair curly or straight?
i'm bald
36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
Yeah, people say that alot about the nude pictures I post of myself online.
37. Do you have a best friend?
Close friends.
38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
No?
39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
OF COURSE NOT :@ :(
40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
More than 30 times.
I'm very good at it.
41. Are you happy with life right now?
What life?
42. Are you currently jealous?
Ya, of all the pro people in the world.
Particularly Stephen Wiltshire who draws Tokyo from memory.
43. What jewellery are you currently wearing?
dude...
44. What were you doing on Friday night?
Taking the train home.
45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
No.
46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
No and it's staying that way, because i don't have the ability to string people along.
47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
mudkip.
SKIPPING QUESTION 48 BECAUSE ITS JUST PLAIN DUMB
49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
4am. Couldn't sleep.
50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
RAISINS
STUPID PIMPLES
Hi pimples, I think you need to start updating your calendar.
It's 14 June, not 1 April.
So it's perfectly NOT valid for you to, like, place yourselves directly under my nose.
And make me look like I have a permanent nosebleed.
Since you guys are red in colour and all.
IT'S
NOT FUNNY OKAY!!!!!!
I LOOK LIKE SOME.....................
IDK!!!!
IT'S JUST NOT COOL!!!! T_T
Speaking of skincare.. does anyone have a good BB cream to recommend?
I'm thinking skin79, but the shade is just horrendous. BRTC is way too expensive. Maybe Dr Jart? Skinfood?
Oh, and all my facial washes don't have oil control anymore. This is really bad.Labels: flamers, pimples
Friday, May 28
Dear pimples
Why you all like my face?!
Look. It's sensitive, sunburnt, fugly, always pissed off, sweats a shit load and has dried up tears on it almost every night.
SO
....
WHY?!
WHY YOU INVITE 9 OF YOUR FAMILY MEMBERS TO STAY OVER?!
Listen, I feel very sad for your situation.
I mean, look at the amount of places out there for you to stay!
You don't need stay at my face!
You could
infest stay at someone elses' face and start a small family too!
Because I am very kind,
let me recommend some nice homes for you all.
1.
Address: justin bieber
Why: She has not reached puberty = not much hormones = not much moodiness = a happy environment to live in.
Plus she can sing to you every day with her melodic voice!!
2.
Address: Any of the following girls from SNSD! Take your pick:
Taeyeon Jessica Sunny Tiffany Hyoyeon Yuri Sooyoung Yoona Seohyun
Why: Their faces are all so cute!!!!!!!
Why not: You may not like living (on) a lie :(
3.
Address: Miley cyrus
Why: She is miley cyrus
Why not: She is miley cyrus
SEE?!?!?!??!?!??!?!?!
SO MANY
BEAUTIFUL HOMES WELCOMING YOU!!!!!!
So, look. Move out NOW.
NOW.
NOW!!11!!!1
There are much better homes out there are you agree with me!!
Please, please, please go away and stop tormenting me :( :( :( :( :( :(
DO NOT!!
DO NOT IGNORE MY
IMPORTANT TEXT MESSAGES!!
If they have a "?" in them, i expect a reply, damn it.
I am already very economical with my texts.
Fuck.
To Oliver
Seeing you after a long shitty day makes me happy.
Talking to you makes me happy even though you don't reply me. (why can't you meow back)
I love it that you appreciate my rubs and tickles as if they are multiple orgasms.
I wish I could cuddle you to sleep, if only you'd let me carry you.
I miss carrying kitties ...
I WANT A KITTY SO BAD T_T
Labels: pimples
Monday, May 24
HEAVY BIEBER!!!! +wena
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IvmIzxO0-n4
BABY BABY BABY ARGHHHHHH
BABY BABY BABY NOOOOOOO
For some reason, the radio in McD's keeps playing justin bieber. So I blast heavy bieber to drown real bieber.
Radio: baby baby baby ohhhhhhhhh
My mp3/speaker: BABY BABY BABY ARGHHHHHHHH
Speaking of lame songs, I have memorised "My Wena"
Bowling for soup is the most immature band I've come across but I love them anyhow.
Crap, I actually thought this song was about a girl called 'wena' until I listened to it for the third time.
Her name is wena
Hey have you seen her
Everyone says she's amazing
She gets so jealous
She sticks her head up
When i'm checking out the ladies
And she needs so much attention
She's always hanging around
My wena is lonely tonight
(my wena)
She cries when i turn out the light
(my wena)
She's only happy when i'm holding her tight
Oh, my wena
Take a look at my wena
My little wena
Queen of the scene
And all the girls wanna be around her
Her skin is so soft
I can't keep my hands off
Ever since the day i found her
And she'll make your heart beat faster
With the wink of an eye
My wena is lonely tonight
(my wena)
She cries when i turn out the light
(my wena)
She's only happy when i'm holding her tight
Oh, my wena
Have you seen my wena
Get a load of my
Sometimes she can't sleep at night
And i wake up and she's just a looking at me
And she snuggles so tight
When it's cold outside
She likes to show off
When we're walking the beach
And she's always up for going extra innings
And she's a sucker for a happy ending
And we may not always agree
But she's always here with me
My wena is lonely tonight
She cries when i turn out the light
She's only happy when i'm holding her tight
Oh, my wena
Take a look at my wena
GOOGLE PACMAN!!
Hey did anyone see the google logo change into a pacman game yesterday?!!
GOOGLE IS AWESOME!
If you pressed GET COIN 2 times you can play two players and that's what lu and I did.
We played 2-p pacman on google.com!!!
We ended up screaming at 12am when the monsters ate us up. We made it to level three and then we died.
Screaming at google.com frontpage... last thing I expected.
AGHHHHHHHHHHHH
Dear pimples,
I have good news for you all. The 2% salicylic scrub I use everyday to slice you out of my face was out of stock in all the FIVE FUCKING SHOPS i went to today.
Therefore your lifespans should increase about 50%.
I am happy for you.
Really.
I am.
Love, Musho.
P.S. I really am happy for you.
FFFFFFfFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!! AVSGJAVDSJ!!!!
fruits
AHHHHHHHHHH WHY DID I BUY
1. a bunch of grapes
2. three mangoes
3. a bunch of bananas
OK, it's because I wanted to shit more.
I CANNOT FINISH!!!!!!!!!!
I am going to bring my bananas to school tomorrow to finish.
Labels: pimples
Sunday, May 2
DIPSHITHJSADHJAVDH
To: 3 pimples who recently gave birth on my left cheek
Address: mamapimple1@leftcheek.myface.com
mamapimple2@leftcheek.myface.com
mamapimple3@leftcheek.myface.com
Dear three pimples,
Congrats on successfully giving birth to three healthy children EACH.
On
my face.
It's very heartening to have 9 new pimples on
one side of my face.
Sadly, I will have to exterminate them. :(
:( :( :(
With 1 gallon of pimple cream!!!!
YOU DIPSHITS!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW DARE YOU REPRODUCE ON MY FACE!!!! GAHGHGHH!!!! 10+ NEW PIMPLES IN ONE WEEK IS NOT FUNNY!!!!!!!!! RVGAHRVHAFRH!!!!!! OMG I AM SO. SO. SO. PISSED OFF. WHAT DID I DO HUH. WHAT. MY FACE VERY NICE MEH. DAMMIT. MUST SEND COMPLAINT TO PIMPLE KING!!!!!
Love, Musho.
I'm in astro exco
Honestly I don't deserve it. But I think I was probably the only candidate. (which is why I could afford to deliver that crappy speech with a deadpan expression while the astro vice president stared at my speech paper in horror)
The '09 exco was damn reluctant to give the place to me I can tell.
Astro people!!! I'll need you to help me paint banner ok! I can't tank a whole giant banner by myself like this crazy person called jireh!! And sorry, from now on, your banners will have cute girls, pink frilly ribbons, hearts and sparkles. ^_^
Can't slack, I've already committed to this..
Screwing up my life little by little..
Anyway..
Before my speech:
Vice president of astro: oo. pokemon.
Me: ????
...
*makes speech anyway*
Shit, must be because I made a big hooha when my piplup evolved into uglypenguin and I was so bent on making it not evolve that I went around asking people how to make it not evolve.
Speaking of pokemon, someone told me that she always chose the fire pokemon. I wanted to tell her I always chose the most good looking pokemon but I decided it was best not to.
After my speech
Vice president of astro (talking about artstronomy): I think all of you know right, the art club people are super
weird. They were telling me that they wanted cute meimeis in artstronomy.. So weird.
HAHAHHA
YES ARTSTRONOMY WILL HAVE CUTE MEIMEIS (if possible) I WILL SEE TO THAT.
Tracy: I think astro people are
weird.
PROUD TO BE DOUBLEWEIRD :)
After astro we went science center.. and I did several outrageous things for the sake of being a troll.. came back at 12am.. I'm too tired to talk about it now.
cranking
HAHAHAHHA this page is seriously hil!!!
www.facebook.com/pages/
Wanking-and-Crying/217281216857
CRANKING
CRANKTASTIC
CRANKAHOLIC
CRYMAX!!!
epic loser is I
speaking of facebook. I did the most stupidestest thing today!
I feel so loser now!
Beefy gave me a page invite to a page which was one of those DOTHISTOUNCOVERTHEMESSAGE page and I was overcome by curiosity and did whatever the page told me to do!
And it auto sent invites to all my friends.
Waahhhh now everyone knows what an epic loser i am!! T_T
Embarassing ahh!! Don't dare to look at anyone in school already!!
Damn you beefy!! *shakefish*
Don't laugh, but the page's called "IF YOU SEE THIS MSG, YOUR F**KED"
AHHHH!!! T_T
And I took this hwachong AEP quiz "WHICH HCAEP'09 PEACHER ARE YOU" and I got HWR and from this I found out he was the one who wanted cute meimeis in artstronomy.
friday morning
Got awarded demerit points for skipping lesson..
I'm screwing up my life.. it's just not cool. Not cool..but i just hate that place so much ._.
Went into the toilet to see a girl sitting next to the sink sobbing like mad. Head was down.
It was a depressing sight to say the least..
I wanted to sit down next to her and cry with her too. But I didn't know her.
I left the toilet as quickly as possible so that she had some time on her own.. Felt horrible for the poor girl. Someone must have hurt her bad..
It's funny that she didn't go into the cubicle to cry though. That's what I do anyway. There's tissue paper and you can sit on the toilet. No one can see you. You can sit there till you feel OK and go out pretending that you just took a dump..
..... ._.
._.
._. ._.
._. ._. ._.
._. ._. ._. ._.
._. ._. ._. ._. ._.
._. ._. ._. T_T ._. ._.
._. ._. ._. ._. ._. ._. ._. ._.
nothing to go to school for anymore.
nothing..
shit.Labels: pimples
Monday, April 26
fuckkkshekfhefghjafjkawge
To: All my pimples
Address: allmypimples@myface.com
OK IT IS VERY DESPICABLAAEGHRBHJA OF YOU TO INVITE 3 MORE OF UR PIMPLE FRIENDS TO MY FACE. YOU THINK THIS IS FUNNY HUH. NOT ONLY THAT, THEY ARE CYSTIC PIMPLES.
COZ OF YOU I GET UGLIER BY THE DAY AND MY FACE RESEMBLES THE SURFACE OF THE MOON NOW.
AFRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
OH AND YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY TOO, TO PLANT YOURSELF INSIDE MY EAR?! I MEAN HOW FUCKING GROSS IS THAT?!! A PIMPLE IN THE EAR!!!?????? AND I THOUGHT PIMPLE INSIDE THE NOSE WAS GROSS ENOUGH. WHY ARE YOU GUYS SO GROSS!!!!
Im fighting a losing battle.
ASDAGHAJSAH
NEED. BIRTH. CONTROL. PILLS. NOW.
PLEASE PIMPLES. PLEASE GO INVADE SOME OTHER FACE. YOU KNOW JUSTIN BEAVER'S FACE??! VERY SMOOTH AND HANDSOME. GO THERE. GO. GO. GO.
Leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love, Musho.
OMG NAPFA
BWAHAHHA I completed my 5 items for NAPFA. (PE test) I feel so proud of myself!! :) it is also my first time attending PE this year.
But I am still going to fail because I'm not even going to try for 2.4km run. I mean, I tried last year and failed by a minute. I could hardly crawl back to class. So I'm just gonna walk the whole thing, listen to my music and bring lesson notes to study while walking.
i fail ._.
set my alarm to 11:30am on sunday so that i could watch spongebob but woke up at 2pm instead ._.
NVM I SWEAR I WILL WATCH IT NEXT WEEK.
Labels: pimples
Friday, April 23
=.= pissed
1. you may want to stop giving bullshit excuses. you blamed me all along, so fucking obvious. it's fun to see all the lies someone can make up to deny something. but it's seriously not necessary when talking to me. i know all the shit you say behind my back so no need to keep up the pretence.
2. some people just don't
know me at all. why would i pull that kinda stunt? why do i always get involved in things because of bad timing?
I express my negative opinions in a more subtle and cold manner, thanks.
3. stop flattering yourself. i don't care about what you do so much that i make a precious blog post about you. what makes you think that you're so significant to me that i bother knowing what you are up to all the time? That i bother commenting? christ. get a life and stop stalking my blog ^_^
die pimplesss!!!
to: my pimples
address: cheek@myface.com
cc: upperlip@myface.com
bcc: chin@myface.com
dearest pimples,
May i ask why like 5 of u appeared on my face 2 nights ago.
that is very rude to suddenly move into my face without informing me. what did i do to u guys? why do you like my face so much?! fuck you. make me so ugly. fuckfuckfuckyou.
Then you leave scars on my face and they take one year to clear. UGH!!!
DAMN IT. AFTER ALL MY EFFORT SPAMMING PIMPLE CREAM ON MY FACE BEFORE SCHOOL, DURING LECTURES AND BEFORE I SLEEP, YOU STILL COME. WHY!??
OK, I know my hormones gave you a phone call a few days back saying there are free places at my face, but seriously la, there are other faces that are as smooth as baby's butts waiting to be infested!! WHY MY FACE!!
Since this is the weekend, i shall be deploying heaps of citric acid, glycolic acid, tea tree oil, honey, calcium bentonite, zinc oxide, salicylic acid, benzyl peroxide, vitamin e oil, and sulphur on you. TWENTY FOUR SEVEN. My army of facial masks will penetrate deep into my pores and dig you out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@*#(@@^$$#( STRING OF VULGARITIES @#Q**@#
love, musho
:'''''(
COPELAND ‘LIVE’, the Final Lap Asian Tour at The Warehouse @ *SCAPE
Uwaaa! Copeland's coming on my birthday for a farewell tour and they're out of student tickets! :(:( They'll be having their last concert at Scape@orchard :(
I like Copeland, they're like a little bit of Deas Vail + Margot and the nuclear so and so's + Fair :)
Why do bands break up after I start liking them?! WHYYYYYY
Why do the bands I like only tour in the U.S.!?!!!
I'm afraid you've stopped to lick your wounds.
Dear, do you know?
I'm afraid you've stopped to lick your wounds.
Wake up your eyes. Darling it's time
To hope that forever they'll dry out.
It never takes long and every thing's gone.
I only knew her beauty won't fade out.
Back on your side, darling you lie... to yourself.
calculator fun
I am very impressed! Calculatorguy from art club programmed two (rather useless but cool) programs into my graphics calculator from the calculator itself!!! He was like *punches random buttons on calculator* and TADA program done.
One program's a vending machine and it's really cute :)
The other program
COW displays "
MOO" at random places on the calculator screen.
Then yyjhao went to take my calculator and changed all the '
MOO's to '
MUG'. So my calculator was like "
MUG. MUG. MUG. MUG. MUG. MUG. MUG"
WTF!!!!!!!
I was pissed and asked him to change it back to
MOO immediately.
He changed it to "
MUSHO - MUG. MUSHO - MUG. MUSHO - MUG. MUSHO - MUG. MUSHO - MUG."
*@###^!!!@#$!!!!
OK it's back to
MOO now ^_^
yyjhao copied the code and he has a spongebob program that goes "
SPONGEBOB SQUREPANTS. SPONGEBOB SQUREPANTS. SPONGEBOB SQUREPANTS." (sqUrepants bahaha)
I tried to change it to "
GAY SPONGEBOB" but failed and ended up deleting the whole program.
CCA matters
Art club is so cool u_u They are so weird u_u And talented!
I really admire them because they bother to stick together outside of CCA even though they are from different faculties. Due to my social awkwardness i have been sitting at a corner not daring to talk to anyone.. E_E I tried though.
i'll try i'll try i'll try
At least we are on waving terms now. I am still insecure about people not remembering my face so i wait for them to wave first. *
sigh*
I'm definitely trying to be president, and I will suggest many activities coz i have stuff planned, but I don't think I can do a job like the seniors did. There will never be another batch like the J2 batch this year...
For astronomy club, definitely trying to aesthetics manager. It's something i can actually be of use for. I should be able to get it, because most of the roles are very doable. And you are in charge of establishing relations with art club, which i am part of ^_^
Labels: pimples
Saturday, January 16
KYAAAA CHINESE
EYYAAAAAAAA I GOT B4 FOR HIGHER CHINESE THIS MEANS I HAVE TO DO CHINESE THIS YEAR OMG I HOPE NOT CAN I APPEAL I REALLY HATE CHINESE PLEASE PLEASE DONT MAKE ME DO THIS WHY OH WHY DID I GET B4 MAYBE I DONT NEED TO DO MAYBE THE TEACHERS WERE SCARING ME
IB
Brother: Congrats! Dr Ong didnt accept you into IB
Me: yay
HAHAHAH DUH HAHHAHA
Update on pimple
I was at KFC with lulu and I felt this hard little dot on my face.
I scratched it off. I didn't mean it, it's like a reflex - not something i can control.
like picking your nose
Anyway, blood started
gushing oozing out, so I took a tissue to absorb the blood.
A few minutes later, oil started to come out. Used tissue to absorb that too.
Turns out that was
the pimple. (see prev posts)
Yay! Then it went all flat and i held the tissue there to absorb all the blood and pus.
Now all that's left to clear is... the 5mm in diameter reddish brown scar!!!! Whoopee i'm so excited!!!
Damn it, fuck off pimples!!!!
Boarding school
My mother's been calling the baording school staff everyday to harass them to withdraw me..... so anyway... my dad doesn't want this (send me to boarding school) anymore.. so i guess my mother's won. Fuck. Fuck all this.
What i can do it get my stay extended for 3 more months.. then I'll move back
to hell home. Even my dad's unwilling to do this.
I really don't get it. Children can only wish that their father loved their children more than his wife.
Sadly, I was born in this fucked up family.
Well, maybe I'm just being selfish? For putting my dad and the boarding school staff through all this so that I myself can live normally? I still tell myself, why should I blame myself for wanting a normal life, and it's not my fault my father refuses to send my mom to a mental hospital anyway. I'm so confuzzled.
So.. home. I'll be reunited with all my old friends. The cockroaches, the rats and the 2 metre piles of junk. Back to having dinner at 10pm - 2am. Back to being not allowed to turn the heater on or wash my hair. Back to having to use a public toilet to wash my clothes and looking down in shame when a stranger comes into the toilet to see us washing clothes. Or being smelly because I'm wearing clothes not washed for 6 mths. Back to being used to have scars and bitemarks on my arms. Back to hearing cheebye 20 times a day. Back to not having a bed or table to do my work... my grades are sooo gonna drop!
I am still so angry that the school and the counselor dare tell me to bear all this and not interfere with my parents affairs.
I can only hope I have a room and a bathroom with NONE of my mother's junk. Then I'll buy a fridge, a table, shelves, bed(s for me and bro), oven to cook my own dinner and nutella bread sticks, wardrobe, and so many things we don't have. And I really hope I can lock this room and keep the keys.
Anyway can anyone tell me how to cook dinner. Like what I need and stuff. Microwave? Oven? Any websites for recipes?
Art
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Aiyah fuck lah I havent done anything to get into Art this year. I can't really draw anyway. As u can see, these drawings are only about 500px. So how can I do proper A3 stuff? It's so hard hahahah I can only do small drawings of cartoon people and cute stuff and I absolutely cant do other things.
Pangya
Back to pangya bby!
Been losing like shit recently after leveling to Beginner E.
I think I may have lost interest in pangya :(
School
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! New school on monday.
I don't want to go to school... boo
This is depressing
I am antisocial
I look mean and unapproachable and ugly
I gained 7kg
I cut my hair too
spock short
I am not a nice person
I haven't drawn my custom shoes
I have no experience with males
I have pimples
And worse of all..
I have to wake up at 6:15am.
...which is impossible because I have to set alarm at 3pm to wake myself up.
Clay
Sob :( Polymer clay is so hard to work with. So is baking polymer clay.
It's sticky, messy, hard..
Oh, the amount of stuff we have to read!
Anyway have to spam make! Bring to school and make charms!!!!!
Because we already have a SOY'B booth :)
Anyways we already earned $30! We finished making 15 heart bottles for this girl.
...
Wow this was such a long and depressing post. I am so sorry.
Labels: art, boarding school, clay, fuck my life, hwachong, pimples
Tuesday, January 5
Why, pimple, why?
Why, big fat red
CYSTIC pimple, why?
Why did you have to make your home on my left cheek?!!!!!!!!!
Despite offering you 10% benzyl peroxide, 4.2% sulphur and 2% salicylic acid, why do you refuse to move out?!!
Because you've done this to me, I've taken your twin brother hostage.
Look at him suffer:
help me
IF YOU DON'T GET OUT BY TOMORROW, I WILL KILL YOUR TWIN BROTHER AND DISMEMBER HIM!!!!!!!
There is no use hiding.
If I look down, I can see you on my cheek without the help of a mirror because you're so big and red.
Why don't you just fuck off and leave me alone, pimple?!
Do you have to make the ugly uglier?
How can I get out of the house tomorrow?
Labels: pimples
Monday, August 24
They're back!!!!Guess what I got!
It's not cute.
It's not cool.
It's not glam looking.
..
...
....
It's a PIMPLE.
...
.
not only that...
.
.
...
IT'S A PIMPLE AT MY NOSE HOLE.
I repeat:
IT'S A PIMPLE AT MY NOSE HOLE.
And the colour?
Not red. Not pink.
WHITE.
BOOGER WHITE.
A BOOGER WHITE PIMPLE AT MY NOSE HOLE.
Yes. Let me introduce you an effective way to have a permanent booger at your nose hole! First, gather all your face oil and dump it at the opening of your nose. Don't wash your face for one week and you will develop a white pimple that looks like a booger at the opening of your nose. To maintain the booger at the site of infection, be sure to scratch out the pimple whenever possible to ensure it doesn't heal.
DAMNNIT!!!!!!!
WHY PIMPLE? WHY!?!
Why do you always appear
1. In the center of my forehead?
2. In the middle of my cheeks?
3. And now, at my nose hole??!!!
Danmit, I need to replenish my antibiotics. Fast.
Bangs!Or fringe, whatever. I has them!!!
Anyway,
major advice: Whenever you go for some major haircut change, bring a mirror in your bag. What happened to me was...
During haircutI was informed that my hair was too soft (wtf!!!) so it won't stay put. Meaning, it will keep slipping down, and won't stay to the side. And I'll need hair wax.
I was very upset because I've always liked my soft(?) hair.
But I said go ahead and cut anyway.
Also, hair was too short to do major layering.
After haircutI ran to the toilet and sat on the toilet bowl and was too shitscared to come out.
I didn't really want to use the mirror outside cos there were people outside, and I didn't want to embarrass myself. OK, stupid I know, but I'm just that self conscious.
I realized I didn't bring a mirror and so I took out my phone and took a pic of myself to see how I looked like.
Only that my phone happened to be a NOKIA and you know, combined with lousy camwhoring skills, NOKIA phones widen your face, enlarge your nose and mouth and nearly make your eyes disappear.
I completely forgot about this and kept thinking it was the real me. I was like, SHIT, HOW COME THE HAIRCUT MAKE MY FACE FEATURES LOOK LIKE THAT?!?!?!?!
So, I was in the toilet cubicle emoing for 45 minutes.
Then I realised I should get home rightaway so I went out.
Then I saw myself in the mirror.
I looked OK.
WahhhhH!!!! Stupid. Stupid stupid stupifdfs!!!!1
Wasted 45 minutes on a toilet bowl taking lousy pics of myself!!!!
NowNow, my back is damn shitty and have to tie up everytime but I'm OK with it already.
I just have to wait for it to grow more and I can have nice wispy layers, and I can tie a nice bun.
I have cute hairbands!! :)
BUT I have to wake up 10mins earlier just to style it!! (I decided not to use any styling products... just water)
ARgjgfhagaj!!!! And if I even move or tilt my head my bangs will just fall out of shape. Then I have to reshape it.
If anyone has tips on how to manage extremely soft(?) hair and shape it nicely, I'd greatly appreciate it.
Interesting readsI want to marry him. He's amazing. Damn hilarious.
www.twilightsnarker.blogspot.comOMG, this is seriously creepy:
http://www.crackerboxpalace.com/verypurple.jpgI should go publish a book now.
Real personality type:
http://www.xeromag.com/fun/personality.htmlLabels: hair, i am stupid, interesting stuff, pimples
Monday, May 4
Warning: gross post.
The pimple grew so damn big!!!!!
I dried it up but it didn't want to come out.
I have restless fingers, so unknowingly, i pulled half of it out.
Shit, now there is like half a pimple embedded in my skin.
Also, I dried it out too much and the area surrounding it is all red. I tell people to use Nixoderm in moderation but I don't heed my own advice. Fuck!!
I'M VERY DEPRESSED!!!!!!!!
I wish someone invented a "pimple shield" that would protect the pimple from being picked at, or decapitated, like I did to my pimple!!
I'M SO SORRY PIMPLE!!!!!!!
PLEASE, PLEASE DON'T TURN INTO A MOLE!!!!
PLEASEEEEEEEEE!!!!
THAT IS THE WORSE PLACE FOR A MOLE!!!! RIGHT BELOW THE NOSE, PEOPLE WILL THINK I HAVE A BLACK BOOGER DRIPPING FROM MY NOSE ALL THE TIME!!!
PLEAAASEEE JUST FADE AWAY!! (Even though I don't know how you'll manage to, with half of yourself embedded deep in my skin.)
NOOOOO!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
OH GOD!!!!!!!!!!
I CAN'T SLEEP!!!!!!
Labels: pimples
Saturday, May 2
I participated in my first spree.
Spree = many people order things from a site and split shipping costs so that price is considerably cheaper.
I bought soaps.
Chagrin Valley soaps!!
clickHere!It has been my dream to own these soaps. They are all natural and have a very earthy/woody scent. Ida (the lady who makes the soaps) uses no artificial ingredients. Apparently, they are very moisturizing and good for the skin. Reviews
here.
My long, boring review.I bought 6 sample soaps for $38. Fucking expensive, thanks to the shipping costs. By right should cost $4. But shipping from Iowa to Singapore kills.
My stash:
- Rosemary Mint Shampoo Bar
- Summer Sunshine Shampoo Bar
- Extra Honey and Beer Shampoo Bar
- Lavender and Oatmeal Spice Soap
- Honey Butter Soap
- Goat Milk Honey Oatmeal Soap
SHAMPOO:
So far, I've opened the Rosemary Mint Shampoo Bar. I think it sucks, hair felt rubbery after washing with it.
But lots of people say that you have to select the right Shampoo Bar.
I will not buy anymore shampoo bars, unless the other two are good. I want the coffee one but it's sold out.
(I have two samples of Asience Shampoos waiting for me - I want to try
Shiseido Tsubaki after that. I'm tired of Dove & Sunsilk.)
SOAP:
I'm also using the honey butter soap.
Lots of shea butter, cocoa butter and honey.
It cleanses like ordinary soaps, though slightly more moisturizing.
However, I love to use it on my face.
It makes my face soft, and makes it more luminous.
Face won't oil up as fast too. I like it. It's my facial wash now - replaced my THEFACESHOP lavender one which was really nice.
Scent needs some getting used to - very earthy and raw.
If I'm participating in another Chagrin Valley spree, these are the soaps I want to get:
- Rhassoul Clay & Yogurt Complexion Soap
- Chocolate Almond Soap
- Grapeseed Shea Complexion Soap
According to reviews, they are good for the face (other than Chocolate Almond - i'm buying it cos it smells good)
You may want to buy them. /shot/
Remember: ALWAYS READ REVIEWS.
Yup, other than this, I'm still using St Ives Apricot Scrub that makes me breakout less, smells like heaven and makes skin soft and smooth.
But...
A PIMPLE SPROUTED YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!It was at first a whitehead but then it evolved
like a caterpie into a fullblown
metapod pimple!!!
Just when ALL my acne was cleared.
I should be happy, cos my complexion is much better now. It's because I'm living in a much more hygenic environment hehe XD
I like spreeing!! I want to buy stuff from threadless, taobao, la senza, american eagle websites :O!
NOOOO!! STOP WASTING YOUR DAD'S MONEY MUSHO!!!!!!
STOP STOP STOP STO!!1
....
Anyway I bought a big cardigan for $27 and I love it sosoosos much XD
I love big sweaters! Makes me feel very cozy and protected.
Went to a flea market and bought 3 shirts for $3/$3/$4.
I like flea markets!! XD Does anyone know of any upcoming flea markets!!!
NOOOOO!! STOP SHOPPING AND GO DO YOUR HOMEWORK MUSHO!!!!!!!!!!!!
STOP STOP STOP STO!!1
Birthday in 3 days I'm turning ~*seventeen*~!!
:) :) :)
Labels: chagrin valley, pimples, spree
Friday, April 24
there was this huge whitehead on my nose.
it was on my nose for almost a year. (I referred to it in one of my pimple posts)
after months of trying to eradicate it, i finally forced it out today.
most stubborn shit ever. I AM SO HAPPY.
it was a staggering 3mm.
a 3mm disgusting whitehead. Usually they are 0.5mm..?
so i was squeezing and out came about 1.5mm of whitehead, and i was thinking 'Wah, so long one arh??' then squeeze until a big piece came out. There is now a huge hole on my nose (bigger than ear piercings), but it should heal because they always do. Disinfected it with tea tree oil, which speeds up healing.
what the shit right, i must be the most unlucky person in singapore.
I am glad I got it out. My face is all clear of acne (other than milia) now.
I am happy ^-^!!!
In fact, there are people in my class who are more pimply than me.
HA! IT'S YOUR TURN TO SUFFER NOW!!! THEY MOVED HOUSE!!!!!
Shit, i better stop saying stuff or my pimples niao me and move back to my face!!
.....
I just spent $14.83 on 6 packets of Tim Tams.
I love Tim Tams!!!!!!
TRY THEM!!!
Labels: pimples
Sunday, February 1
1.I have a website up!
http://mushopea.co.nrIt's nothing much. I'm only proud of the background changer.
There's an art gallery/images for use/special character charts for fancy MSN names etc.
In case this blog kana gets deleted for offensive content, I will be able update that page with a new link.
2.I finally bought the squeaking elefont wallet!
My wallet's name is
Elmer - please do not call him 'your wallet'!
ELMER OK!
So I walked into the shop with my bro today and bought it (bye $21), and the salesgirl said 'Hey, you were the one who kept changing your mind right?'
I thought she'd forget about me!!!! I must have really embarassed myself.
Anyway, the shop is EIII in bugis junction. They sell very pretty wallets there and the sales assistants are very helpful and pleasant. Price range $10-$30. It's a million times better than thewalletshop.
3. I'm thinking of a new layout for the blog. Should it feature
a) homekoro
b) cats
c) keanu reeves
d) pandas and pandabag
Tell me leh! Everytime I ask a question here, no one answers me.
4.On friday, my CCA had orientation for the scrawny sec ones and we had pizza (which I ate front of the marching girl guides) and then we played a game. So whoever lost that game had to hold a slice of lemon in their mouth for 10 seconds.
What a waste of lemons, seriously.
So in the end they had leftover lemons and then a girl asked 'Hey anyone wants lemons?' so I took a slice and rubbed some lemon juice on my face.
When life gives you lemons, don't make lemonade. Don't paint that shit gold. Don't demand for candy.
When life gives you lemons, use it on your face for
lightening effects.
5.I don't see how a new handphone model is produced every day when sanitary pads sold here are inferior!!
Why are girls still worried about staining their skirt and bedsheets?
Coz there isn't a good enough sanitary pad.
I feel that someone should invent a sanitary pad that never fails to absorb all the blood.
Because I bleed a lot. I now have 2 bedspreads to wash.
Technology is so advanced, it is possible.
And also, some people don't know when they're going to get their period, so I constantly get people to look at my ass and ask 'Got blood or not?'
Which is very inconvenient because sometimes your periods can come 15 days late and then people will find you dotty because you've been asking them about blood for 15 days.
So yes, if possible, someone should also invent an alarm or notifier that your period has come!!
Maybe they can install it in handphones or something then when you start bleeding your handphone RINGS and a YOU GOT PERIOD appears. So you ask, how does the handphone know you're bleeding? It's called technology. Sum1 will invent it sumday.
HA I SO GENIUS!
Everyone is saying stuff like I want to be a teacher when I grow up, I want to be a fireman when I grow up, I want to be a starbucksman when I grow up, but no one thinks of things to remedy the problems we girls face every month.
I know that it's very shallow of me to keep saying 'someone will invent it' 'someone should do this' etc, but i was never a science person. But who knows maybe I will invent something like that one day!
Okay so STOP MAKING NEW HANDPHONES AND LAPTOPS AND MP3s! MAKE A NEW SANITARY PAD!
Labels: lemons, periods, pimples, wallet, website
Monday, January 26
1. Pimples. You know what happened. Damn. it. Won't they leave me alone for just ONE WEEK??!!! IS ONE WEEK OF CLEAR, UNBUMPY FACE TOO MUCH TO ASK??!! I'M ALREADY NOT COMPLAINING (Much) ABOUT THE 30+ SCARS!!!
2. We got a new TV!!! It's a 42" panasonic viera plasma thingy. It sucks - lines and white dots everywhere. Can't watch a pokemon episode without getting your eye degree thing shoot up by 100 everytime.
3. I hate chinese new year.
One, ang bao. Money. To get to the point, I do not receive a SINGLE CENT during CNY. Ok, not because I go other ppl house and no one give me anything lah, it's because I don't go other ppl house and beg for ang bao. We were never close to our relatives. So going to their house during CNY is clearly begging for money/food. No, we do not get invited anywhere. Everytime my mother meets my grandmother, they will start quarelling and sometimes she'll make poor granny cry - so no reunion dinner.
Okay. So - DO NOT MENTION THE ANG BAOs ($) YOU GOT AND YOUR DINNERS AND PRESENTS IN FRONT OF ME! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! AND IF YOU DO, I'LL START GETTING JEALOUS AND PMS-Y AND I'LL GET VERY BITCHY AND I'LL PRETEND TO BE NICE AROUND YOU BUT ACTUALLY I'LL BE SAYING FUCK YOU A THOUSAND TIMES IN MY HEART AND I'LL HATE YOU. EVEN IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND. OK?? I HATE IT WHEN PPL BRING HOME LIKE $6000 ANG BAO MONEY - IT'S LIKE THEY DON'T EARN IT, WHILE I HAVE ALREADY EARNED MY OWN (miserable amount of) MONEY. AND IF YOU ARE NOT IN A SIMILAR SITUATION AS ME, YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO RIGHT TO SAY THAT I'M UNREASONABLE AND BIPOLAR AND DEPRESSED!! YOU CAN SAY I'M A JEALOUS BITCH BECAUSE THAT'S THE TRUTH. THEN AGAIN, NOT EVERYONE IS A FEELINGS KIND OF PERSON.
P.S. I do not want sympathy - or money for that matter!! I'm just letting out my anger/envy on people who get $6000 during chinese new year.
Thanks ^o^
Two, all the shops are closed. My family is a useless family and no one knows how to cook, so we have to go out and eat everytime.
Yesterday, we went to this shop. You'll get charged an extra $2 for every dish you order.
Today, we went to this shop. We were charged 25% service charge - that's $4.60.
Rip offs. In Hong Kong, no one raises their prices during holidays. They don't approve of such actions, apparently. But here, they just take advantage of the fact that they opened the shop during chinese new year and charge us extra. It just shows what kind of greedy, sly people Singaporeans there are.
Economic downturn. They have no right to do this.
OK, I'll try to be fair. Maybe a little. After all they opened their shop during chinese new year when others are getting $6000 off ang baos and having reunion dinners. :/
BUT STILL!!!! KFC and Macdonalds and starbucks and them fast food restaurants don't do this. Ahhh I love you fast food people! :3
n_n I just needed to rant somewhere. Thanks for reading.
(btw why are you reading blogs instead of having reunion dinners?)
(Oh wait! It's the afternoon now. Sorry!)
(Did anyone notice that I didn't say any very bad word? Despite how terribly angsty this post was? YAY!)
Labels: i hate chinese new year, pimples
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