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Monday, May 26
haluuu
byebye hair
BEFORE | AFTER
Right pic is just me trying out glasses at owndays

I cut my hair... My hairdressers were fucking mean.
(I was about to leave earlier on, when they told me haircut is $20, but they somehow persuaded me to sit down and get my hair cut there)
 


Hairdresser 1: (in chinese) Where did she dye her hair?
Hairdresser 2: (to me) Which salon did you go to dye your hair?
Me: I did it myself..
Hairdresser 2: Where did you get the dye?
Me: Online..
Hairdresser 2: (To HD1, in chinese) She dyed herself.
Hairdresser 1: (scoffs in chinese) Yeah, it's so easy to tell when they do it themselves.
Hairdresser 2: *laughs* Yeah, if she can dye her hair, she can definitely afford the haircut here.



WTF man.. badmouthing your customer when they are getting their hair cut by you. Hello, even though my spoken chinese sucks, I AM Chinese after all you know?!! What made them think I couldn't understand what they were saying /facepalm

And also $20 can buy me enough dye to last me a YEAR of dyeing you uneducated goose penises

1 yearrrrr ❤
It's been one year since my bf and I got together! Technically, our official anniversary would be in July haha. We started hanging out in May after my car accident but I was in a difficult time (broke up with the ex in April) but he waited patiently, stuck with me through it all and never made that into a problem, which explains how our relationship is so stable. He trusted me and was sure about me from the beginning. I'm so grateful for that. He's my pillar of support.

I thought things normally fade after a year but I love him more and more each day. This relationship feels perfect and stable and is probably the only part of my life that I am content with.

Thank you for everything bebe
I am so lucky to have you
♡｡ﾟ.(*♡´‿` 人´‿` ♡*)ﾟ♡ °・


cs2103 software eng
I'm a little glad to say I might have found my passion in the coding side... coding user interfacesI coded the interface using QT for the first time and it was fun! To be honest, I thought I was just going to do the graphics and let others do the coding, but I did not!!! I wrote about 3000 lines of code for the project. I can proudly call myself a programmer now...

Our prof said we're ahead of the pack and we are the group that put the most thought into the software so far! And our CS2101 prof also said we had the best dev guide of the cohort! I am proud of my team.




art thigngy

i'm still not happy with anything i draw!!! WHY!!! (I see other people's art and always get demoralized. I was never like that. I was blind and thought i was good. Not anymore...)

for monica!!!

random 10 minute practices

 

 
Pokemon drawings during tutorial


WAH OK this one damn fail.
So I have two nanyang juniors who draw and I always thought they were one person with two distinct styles. So yeap, I drew one of them on her wrong birthday, and stupidly tagged the other one on her deviantart..
I'm so retarded omgomgomg T__T
  


fashin
Has it occurred to these tokyo/korean fashion labels to get an English speaker to review their text before they print them on women's clothing????
DEAD DUCK 
DEAD DUCK 
DEAD DUCK 
!!!???
i dont get how this got through and frankly the model's face pisses me off even more WHAT KIND OF HAT IS THAT


vanilla silk hair serum

If you want your hair to smell like waffles, get this!! Fuck, this smelled the best out of all hair products I ever smelled. And I smell every hair product I can ok!


bands!!
I went to see these bands:
hellogoodbye
ALPINE
lucy rose
young dreams

Now young dreams was super cool because I won free tickets and a supper with them so yeapppp omg I had supper with a band!!!


I made them this because I felt like i didn't deserve to win la omg I'm so loser and boring I was scared I couldn't talk to them but in the end they were so nice and easygoing and we talked about cats and our countries and education WHOA it was amazing.

 

Thank you bandwagon for this opportunity I am glad I follow you guys

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Wednesday, May 14
not happy
I have some feelings to vent...

Anxious.
I have holidays until August and I feel anxious trying to find something meaningful to do. It's not that I don't have anything - I wrote down lots of stuff I wanted to do in the holidays. Revamp my portfolio. Get a cosfest booth. Go for a pap smear. Start my web comic. Get a one month job. I'm still awaiting replies for some of my booth/job applications. Part of me just wants to watch shows and play games but I know I won't allow myself to be happy if I did.

Uninspired.
Art wise - not doing too well either. I've stopped drawing seriously for a very long time and trying to pick it up again has been a chore. I used to like drawing whatever I wanted and it would make me happy and I would be appreciated. But now I'm scared if I do it, if i draw those girls I love to draw, people will tell me to draw other things. Like I was told... by my new friends in uni. I don't feel appreciated.

I look at the people who've gotten so good while I quit to focus on my studies and I stopped believing in myself. Yeah I don't think it's good for me to be affected by what other people say and do but it affects me anyway. Gaaaaahhhhhh.

And my tablet died, after 6 years. Using my bf's.

WHERES MY FUCKING INSPIRAITONNNNNNNN!!!!!

 my wip who looks like shes praying for inspiration.


 I just realized how 420-stoned-simba our NUS lion looks
and the NTU one just looks like Scar

Disappointed.
My birthday passed a week ago. I'm 22 now.
The only person who prepared something for me was my boyfriend.
None of my friends cared to do anything for me, and some even forgot. (The close friends that I used to celebrate with)

I'm disappointed but I guess time changes things and I am worth less to people I was once important to and who were important to me.

My boyfriend is going overseas for one and a half years soon and I think I will have nobody to depend on then. After all the disappointments I have faced I am really scared to see him go but I guess I will be fine eventually!!!!

(k***** i don't hold anything against you OK i understand don't worry bebe you will be ok. muah ^^♥)

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Thursday, May 8
WHAT AM I
wtf even is this blog
I used to blog about interesting personal events in my life but now I've changed so much, i'm into so many different things... and this blog is a fucking MESS. If I were to give a breakdown of my blog this would be it.

40% personal blog

10% beauty blog

10% art/comic blog
 
10% NUS module review blog

5% music and shows and games blog
5% food blog

5% humor blog

5% tech blog

I AM A MESS AND MY BLOG IS A MESS


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