Wednesday, July 2
thank you!!
Thank you to whoever tagged me... I'm surprised people still read my post.. let alone that whiny post...!!
thank you!!
I'm better now, at least for the art thing. I'm not sure if it was reading all your advice or my embarrassment for finally admitting that I am this competitive, pathetic person that I got over it. I don't judge people's art based on the number of favourites they get, so I will keep in mind not to do it for mine.
Still, I am jealous of people who have work/worry free lives and can draw :(
I just hope I have time to draw soon because now I'm busy jugging my work and clearing my mom's house.
back to doodling on random pieces of paper?
i hopes
I finished these tiny graphics i started three years ago.
adoptables~!!
scalple and vaginaple
I'm breaking out in pimples!!!
I got pimples in places I never kana before, like
- a painful pimple on my scalp where my bangs split
- you shall henceforth be known as SCALPLE
- HAH
- GET IT
- SCALPEL
- scalple
- a cyst around my clitoris
- what the fuck
- i didn't even know that was possible
- i thought I just grew a second clitoris
- but no it happened to be a large pimple
- i put tea tree oil on it
- now my vagina's burning
- fuck you vaginaple
maybe god is trying to send me a message
"musho stop touching these parts of your body"
here i shall do
a quick makeup/beauty review
This be the
Clio Gelpresso Waterproof Pastel Upper Liner in
MINT.
I got it for like ~$12 during the Watson's one day Great Singapore Sale.
I really like it~!!!
It even looks really nice with glasses on.
I got a
purple one too.
Sadly they are FUCKING
HARD TO REMOVE-
Which means they stay very well
but they are the most stubborn eyeliners I have.
I am also wearing
Naris Up Wink Up Maxigrade Eyeliner Liquid Water Proof (Brown) and it's my favourite liquid eyeliner. Easy to wear, looks natural and doesn't smudge. Fades a little though but I prefer it to Stila/K-palette. Fucking stila and the fucking watery smudges.
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My aim rn is to look as nice as alex vause with glasses
She's a character from Orange is the new black that is my current favourite show right now. I truly recommend this show. The cast is perfect, the actors are amazing, it's kinda like slice of life and looks into the stories of minorities, you know, people who don't really get featured in the media. The character development is intricate.. and you find something to love and hate in every character.
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I'm also using
Organia Relaxing Olive Essential Hair Pack as conditioner right now.
The Venus Beauty staff recommended that to me when they didn't have Tsubaki.
It claims to be ~*super natural*~ but the ingredients are in korean and I think that's just marketing.
It has a light texture and does an ok conditioning job.
But the scent is really nice ^^
I think I might have bought it for the scent and packaging. And that it was on offer. Ahhh.
So...
I think I won't be able to clear my mom's house in time so we're gonna shell out another $2700 in rent for another month. I really hope to return it by then.
The state of it brings me close to tears.
The pictures don't do the condition justice...
Cockroach faeces..
Live rats..
Fungus..
Rot..
My boyrfriend and brother have nose infections now.
I can't believe I spent my childhood living like this.
This is what you get when you view trash as treasure and don't throw anything out
ever.
I am really considering disowning my mother but then I know she would die.
But I see this and I get so angry :(
I wish I could stop it.
This has to be the last time I do this.
My mother is like max level insane and she has to be treated sooner or later.
I will find a way to make it happen.
You might say
"It's just throwing away things! Can't be that hard."
Not really. We have to go through and look inside every single rubbish for money.
A woman who views trash as treasure stashes money alongside trash.
We found $3000 total hidden inside various garbage, so if we'd just thrown everything mindlessly we would be throwing away large sums of money too.
A wad of $10 notes inside a ramen packet together with other trash.
A few hundred dollars inside the fucking
TOILET.
We found all sorts of things.
Pokemon cards
Some person's credit card
A kid's ID card
A sanitary napkin display stand
lastly..
I know I'm not good at replying people,
but I'd never ignore a friend on purpose,
unless they were an asshole.
Right now, I juggle two jobs, am trying to draw again, and have serious family problems.
I can't handle people taking my late replies/absence personally anymore.
I feel guilty, but I can't. I am so stressed out from all these.
At the same time, I can't tell people my problems unless they ask because I don't want to trouble people with my issues.
Labels: art, eyeliner, family, makeup, reviews
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