Saturday, January 16
KYAAAA CHINESE
EYYAAAAAAAA I GOT B4 FOR HIGHER CHINESE THIS MEANS I HAVE TO DO CHINESE THIS YEAR OMG I HOPE NOT CAN I APPEAL I REALLY HATE CHINESE PLEASE PLEASE DONT MAKE ME DO THIS WHY OH WHY DID I GET B4 MAYBE I DONT NEED TO DO MAYBE THE TEACHERS WERE SCARING ME
IB
Brother: Congrats! Dr Ong didnt accept you into IB
Me: yay
HAHAHAH DUH HAHHAHA
Update on pimple
I was at KFC with lulu and I felt this hard little dot on my face.
I scratched it off. I didn't mean it, it's like a reflex - not something i can control.
like picking your nose
Anyway, blood started
gushing oozing out, so I took a tissue to absorb the blood.
A few minutes later, oil started to come out. Used tissue to absorb that too.
Turns out that was
the pimple. (see prev posts)
Yay! Then it went all flat and i held the tissue there to absorb all the blood and pus.
Now all that's left to clear is... the 5mm in diameter reddish brown scar!!!! Whoopee i'm so excited!!!
Damn it, fuck off pimples!!!!
Boarding school
My mother's been calling the baording school staff everyday to harass them to withdraw me..... so anyway... my dad doesn't want this (send me to boarding school) anymore.. so i guess my mother's won. Fuck. Fuck all this.
What i can do it get my stay extended for 3 more months.. then I'll move back
to hell home. Even my dad's unwilling to do this.
I really don't get it. Children can only wish that their father loved their children more than his wife.
Sadly, I was born in this fucked up family.
Well, maybe I'm just being selfish? For putting my dad and the boarding school staff through all this so that I myself can live normally? I still tell myself, why should I blame myself for wanting a normal life, and it's not my fault my father refuses to send my mom to a mental hospital anyway. I'm so confuzzled.
So.. home. I'll be reunited with all my old friends. The cockroaches, the rats and the 2 metre piles of junk. Back to having dinner at 10pm - 2am. Back to being not allowed to turn the heater on or wash my hair. Back to having to use a public toilet to wash my clothes and looking down in shame when a stranger comes into the toilet to see us washing clothes. Or being smelly because I'm wearing clothes not washed for 6 mths. Back to being used to have scars and bitemarks on my arms. Back to hearing cheebye 20 times a day. Back to not having a bed or table to do my work... my grades are sooo gonna drop!
I am still so angry that the school and the counselor dare tell me to bear all this and not interfere with my parents affairs.
I can only hope I have a room and a bathroom with NONE of my mother's junk. Then I'll buy a fridge, a table, shelves, bed(s for me and bro), oven to cook my own dinner and nutella bread sticks, wardrobe, and so many things we don't have. And I really hope I can lock this room and keep the keys.
Anyway can anyone tell me how to cook dinner. Like what I need and stuff. Microwave? Oven? Any websites for recipes?
Art
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Aiyah fuck lah I havent done anything to get into Art this year. I can't really draw anyway. As u can see, these drawings are only about 500px. So how can I do proper A3 stuff? It's so hard hahahah I can only do small drawings of cartoon people and cute stuff and I absolutely cant do other things.
Pangya
Back to pangya bby!
Been losing like shit recently after leveling to Beginner E.
I think I may have lost interest in pangya :(
School
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! New school on monday.
I don't want to go to school... boo
This is depressing
I am antisocial
I look mean and unapproachable and ugly
I gained 7kg
I cut my hair too
spock short
I am not a nice person
I haven't drawn my custom shoes
I have no experience with males
I have pimples
And worse of all..
I have to wake up at 6:15am.
...which is impossible because I have to set alarm at 3pm to wake myself up.
Clay
Sob :( Polymer clay is so hard to work with. So is baking polymer clay.
It's sticky, messy, hard..
Oh, the amount of stuff we have to read!
Anyway have to spam make! Bring to school and make charms!!!!!
Because we already have a SOY'B booth :)
Anyways we already earned $30! We finished making 15 heart bottles for this girl.
...
Wow this was such a long and depressing post. I am so sorry.
Labels: art, boarding school, clay, fuck my life, hwachong, pimples
Friday, February 20
My life has been utterly boring so this entire post will be about school and homework and marks.
boring 11. I'm moving to Nanyang boarding school tomorrow. Hello 7pm curfew.
What. The. Cow.
7pm - sky's not dark yet. And yet I have to be in.
Bah, I'm probably going to violate the curfew and get grounded D:
Staying with two sec 3 girls. Hope they are nice people and will wake me up.
I have FIVE alarm clocks. But still, I fail to wake up with all of them next to my ears.
I don't feel excited at all. I'll miss my bro and dad. I won't be there to witness bro's voice breaking. T_T
boring 2I got full marks for latest bio quiz! Studied a little right before the quiz. However, I've already studied the topic indepth a few weeks before the quiz. I'm quite happy.
I got 50/70 for chinese essay!!! OH MY GOD!!! IN 4-5 years it's the first time. My teacher went through the whole thing with us and told us what to write. I also reviewed the newspaper and highlighted some important points of the article before we wrote the essay. My chinese sucks big time, sucks so much that lollipops disappear in seconds! 50/70 is a MIRACLE!!!!! I may never get this grade again.
I misspelled yong gan (brave) the gan!! -1 point.
Misspelled fa lv(law) the lv!!! -1 point.
Because of some misinformation, didn't write that I brought dictionary, and thus, did not get the extra 2 points. (+2 if you bring a dictionary)
If I hadn't made these tarded mistakes, I could have gotten 54/70. But who am I to whine about 50/70?!!!!!
a little more interestingOk, today something amusing happened.
During assembly today, the girl guides were marching like zombies and the leader girl guide was reading out the long girl guide letter from a girl guide organization chairman.
Anyway, this whole thing was HORRIBLE and long winded!!!!!!!!! I was so tired and sleepy!!! So I just sat down lor.
I tried to look as emo as possible (whenever I do that, I am told that I look unwell).
I thought all was fine but Mr Sit told me to stand up!!!! (I have the urge to say loser but I'm scared Mr Sit reads this)
Considering his surname is Sit, he should be a huge fan of sitting. But no. He hates it!
I shook my head, still trying to maintain that emo look.
Of course I'm not going to stand up, I am supposedly feeling unwell.
He insisted that I could not sit during assembly when the rest of the school was standing.
So I walked out and went to the benches to sleep.
James Tan walked past. He is SO DAMN NICE!!!!!!! I repeat, so damn nice. He asked if I was feeling unwell. Of course I nodded :) So he said I could go to the sick bay (= bed = sleep!!!) and he took me there.
...
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ these hearts are for you james tan.
...
So I went to the sickbay and slept soundly for an hour plus.
(I didn't actually sleep soundly. I dreamt that I had cancer and was going to die.)
Anyway, I had some sleep, although it was horrible.
After my sleep, went back to classroom to find out that I hadn't missed anything! :D
Somehow, Mr Sit saw through my plan to get more sleep.
He said 'You cheat!!!! You went to catch up on extra sleep in the sick bay. See now you look so much better. Cheat!!!'
Ha! Ha!
(How did he know anyway? @_@)
Anyway, in my dictionary, tired/sleepy = unwell. After I get more sleep, I feel better and I can concentrate on my work more. I know what's best for myself so please don't try to lecture me on pretending to me sick to get some sleep and all that shit.
macdonaldsOK YOU KNOW WHAT????
A few months ago, McChicken's fat content was 26!!
Then in december'08, they KANA CHANGE IT TO 30!!!! (mc spicy = 18)
2 weeks ago, I SAW THAT IT WAS CHANGED TO 18!!! (mc spicy = 30)
NOW, IT'S BACK TO 26!!!
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING MACDONALDS?? DOES YOUR MACCHICKEN CONTAIN 26, 18 or 30 GRAMS OF FAT?!! CAN YOU MAKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND?!!??!?!! DO YOU KNOW HOW IMPORTANT THIS IS?? STOP SWITCHING THE FAT CONTENT AROUND!!! GODDAMMIT!
Labels: boarding school, boring, homework, macdonalds, sick bay, sleep, study
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