Saturday, January 16
KYAAAA CHINESE
EYYAAAAAAAA I GOT B4 FOR HIGHER CHINESE THIS MEANS I HAVE TO DO CHINESE THIS YEAR OMG I HOPE NOT CAN I APPEAL I REALLY HATE CHINESE PLEASE PLEASE DONT MAKE ME DO THIS WHY OH WHY DID I GET B4 MAYBE I DONT NEED TO DO MAYBE THE TEACHERS WERE SCARING ME
IB
Brother: Congrats! Dr Ong didnt accept you into IB
Me: yay
HAHAHAH DUH HAHHAHA
Update on pimple
I was at KFC with lulu and I felt this hard little dot on my face.
I scratched it off. I didn't mean it, it's like a reflex - not something i can control.
like picking your nose
Anyway, blood started
gushing oozing out, so I took a tissue to absorb the blood.
A few minutes later, oil started to come out. Used tissue to absorb that too.
Turns out that was
the pimple. (see prev posts)
Yay! Then it went all flat and i held the tissue there to absorb all the blood and pus.
Now all that's left to clear is... the 5mm in diameter reddish brown scar!!!! Whoopee i'm so excited!!!
Damn it, fuck off pimples!!!!
Boarding school
My mother's been calling the baording school staff everyday to harass them to withdraw me..... so anyway... my dad doesn't want this (send me to boarding school) anymore.. so i guess my mother's won. Fuck. Fuck all this.
What i can do it get my stay extended for 3 more months.. then I'll move back
to hell home. Even my dad's unwilling to do this.
I really don't get it. Children can only wish that their father loved their children more than his wife.
Sadly, I was born in this fucked up family.
Well, maybe I'm just being selfish? For putting my dad and the boarding school staff through all this so that I myself can live normally? I still tell myself, why should I blame myself for wanting a normal life, and it's not my fault my father refuses to send my mom to a mental hospital anyway. I'm so confuzzled.
So.. home. I'll be reunited with all my old friends. The cockroaches, the rats and the 2 metre piles of junk. Back to having dinner at 10pm - 2am. Back to being not allowed to turn the heater on or wash my hair. Back to having to use a public toilet to wash my clothes and looking down in shame when a stranger comes into the toilet to see us washing clothes. Or being smelly because I'm wearing clothes not washed for 6 mths. Back to being used to have scars and bitemarks on my arms. Back to hearing cheebye 20 times a day. Back to not having a bed or table to do my work... my grades are sooo gonna drop!
I am still so angry that the school and the counselor dare tell me to bear all this and not interfere with my parents affairs.
I can only hope I have a room and a bathroom with NONE of my mother's junk. Then I'll buy a fridge, a table, shelves, bed(s for me and bro), oven to cook my own dinner and nutella bread sticks, wardrobe, and so many things we don't have. And I really hope I can lock this room and keep the keys.
Anyway can anyone tell me how to cook dinner. Like what I need and stuff. Microwave? Oven? Any websites for recipes?
Art
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Aiyah fuck lah I havent done anything to get into Art this year. I can't really draw anyway. As u can see, these drawings are only about 500px. So how can I do proper A3 stuff? It's so hard hahahah I can only do small drawings of cartoon people and cute stuff and I absolutely cant do other things.
Pangya
Back to pangya bby!
Been losing like shit recently after leveling to Beginner E.
I think I may have lost interest in pangya :(
School
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! New school on monday.
I don't want to go to school... boo
This is depressing
I am antisocial
I look mean and unapproachable and ugly
I gained 7kg
I cut my hair too
spock short
I am not a nice person
I haven't drawn my custom shoes
I have no experience with males
I have pimples
And worse of all..
I have to wake up at 6:15am.
...which is impossible because I have to set alarm at 3pm to wake myself up.
Clay
Sob :( Polymer clay is so hard to work with. So is baking polymer clay.
It's sticky, messy, hard..
Oh, the amount of stuff we have to read!
Anyway have to spam make! Bring to school and make charms!!!!!
Because we already have a SOY'B booth :)
Anyways we already earned $30! We finished making 15 heart bottles for this girl.
...
Wow this was such a long and depressing post. I am so sorry.
Labels: art, boarding school, clay, fuck my life, hwachong, pimples
Sunday, January 18
So lulu is going to hwachong tomorrow!! You know when you're in a new school/class, you'll probably have to introduce yourself right?
Aren't you tired of everyone saying the same thing? Hello, I love reading, playing computer games and swimming! Hello, I was from ZZXZXZZ primary school! You're sick of all the boring people saying boring things, are you? Everyone is.
So we came up w/different ways of introducing yourself! No, you may not use them D:
Way 1"Hello. I'm lulu. My hobbies are cutting, cutting and cutting."
(Raise your arm and let classmates ogle at your bloody arm.) (Wash off red paint with soap and water later.)
Way 2"I'm lulu." (bat your eyelids for ~5 seconds) "My hobbies are shopping, make up and," (give a dramatic pause) "Men." (bat your eyelids for ~3 seconds)
Before sitting down, wink at the guy sitting beside you and say , "By the way, you're cute."
Way 3 (sorry if this offends anyone)
"Hello. I'm lulu." (smile elegantly)
"I like going to church," (pause) "praying to God," (pause) "and reading the bible." (beam at everyone) "I also love gardening, arranging furniture and brewing tea."
Way 4"I'm lulu." (smile sinisterly) "I like BLOOD, GORE AND SEX. AND DRUGS."
(If your friend is before/after you, get her to do Way 3 or 4. Then you do the other. It's a perfect combo)
Way 5(As shyly as possible) "Hey! I'm lulu. I like Hannah Montana." (blush)
(Sit down.) (Allow 3 seconds for classmates to look at you in mixture of amusement and awe.)
"Alot." (look defiantly at everyone's faces)
Way 6"I'm lulu. I like George Bush. EITHER YOU'RE WITH US, OR YOU'RE WITH THE TERRORISTS!!!" (punch hand in the air)
Way 7"Hi. I'm lulu. I like Sarah Palin. She's my role model. Bears – and all wildlife, exist for the sole purpose of human exploitation. Let's all go to Alaska and shoot down them bears."
Way 8 "I'm lulu! But that's not important!!! MACDONALDS AND STARBUCKS ARE DONATING ALL OF THEIR PROFITS TO THE ISRAELI WAR!!!! WE MUST BOYCOTT THEM!!!" (hide the fact that your dad owns KFC)
Labels: hwachong
Wednesday, January 14
Have been very busy these days trying to keep up with homework!
Also addicted to a game on facebook!! D: (Guess-the-sketch)
rambling 1English speech about conflict. We're doing conflict between woman+mother-in-law OR
woman+man.
Would you ever ask your guy to carry your handbag?
If you needed him to carry a
lightweight handbag, I'd say that you are a
selfish bitch. True, they might be expected to make sacrifices for you, but really, is there a need to get him to carry a girly handbag?!?!! Furthermore, you so weak issit?!?! Cannot carry yourself arh??
It's inconsiderate and unnecessary. Unless the handbag
is a panda bag, or you're carrying drugs/weights in it, girls should not expect their boyfriends to carry their hand bags.
If I'm born a male in my next life, I'd be gay.
Yes, if I were a guy, I'd dump the woman if she wanted me to carry her handbag.
OMG I'm such a prude!!! D:
rambling 2Don't you hate stupid questions that people ask you to test your love for them? I see that alot on TV, where the girl asks "If you see me and your mom drowning in the river, who would you save first?"
Whoever asks stupid questions deserves a stupid answer. Why the hell would you ask your loved one that. It's not right to put him in a spot. *prude*
Well, next time if you're faced with such a situation, either dump that retard by saying
"Of course I'll save my mom!" or say "
I'd save my mom, then jump into the river and die with you". Whoever came up with that is genius.
(either way, your mom lives. Serves that retard right for cursing herself to die.)wtheckOn monday I was walking to school via an overhead bridge.
My school is opposite another school, let's call it HCI. The overhead bridge links my school to HCI.
Anyway, that's not important.
So, I was on an overhead bridge, which was near this school, HCI.
There was this HCI guy who was listening to his iPod.
I know I should not feel sympathy for him because he owns an iPod.
But listen to me first.
An ang moh (teacher?) spotted the guy chillaxing on his iPod.
"THESE ARE NOT ALLOWED IN SCHOOL!" He bellowed. "GIVE THEM TO ME!"
The poor HCI dude unplugged his earphones from his ears and looked very puzzled.
"THEY ARE NOT ALLOWED." the ang moh repeated.
"But, I'm not in school now..."
"THEY ARE NOT ALLOWED." the ang moh repeated.
He stretched out his hands for the boy to give him his iPod.
I stood there, with an 0_0 expression on my face.
Then I realised I was being a
kaypoh busybody so I walked off.
I FUCKING HOPE THAT BOY DIDN'T GIVE THAT BITCH THE IPOD SIA!!!!
1. Is that man a teacher anyws? Can anyone verify for me? Does an old ang moh teacher, around 50-60 yrs of age, wearing glasses, teach in HCI?
2. HCI bans mp3 players? WAT DIS!!?
3. WTF PLS! That poor boy wasn't even in school yet. How dare you confiscate his things outside of school. You thief!!
IF HE WAS A TEACHER, I'LL PRETEND I DON'T KNOW HE'S ONE, AND CALL HIM A CONMAN, CHEAPSKATE, THIEF, THEN TELL HIM THE PRICE OF AN IPOD AND WHERE TO GET ONE, AND TELL HIM TO FUCK OFF!!! AND THEN I'LL WALK AWAY.
-takes a deep breath-
This kind of people!!!!!!
I've never met them before!!!!!
I'll treasure James Tan!!!! I'll stop cursing James Tan!!!!
Labels: hwachong, relationships
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