Monday, February 22
I am stupid
nico •° says: gl xD
but srsly, you took up computing to make cheat programs? xD
I just realised this. I took up computing to make cheat programs.
And hopefully games, when you can just use flash.
What a dumb reason to waste my future!!!!!!!!
My prediction 2 years later: Get C for A levels and go to lousy course in NUS
Why can't the computing teachers answer our questions?
Us: What is the essence of the system?
Teacher: *rambles for 5 min about something unrelated*
Me: What were you before you became a computing teacher?
Teacher: In university we learnt Csharp and java..
One week. You have one week to catch up Musho.
practice!
(I will, tomorrow) (And that's what I always say.)
I need computing tuition!!
Whats wrong?
I don't know what is wrong with me. I think I've gotten so depressed that I've started becoming a total troll, online and in real life.
I'm so screwed hahahahah.
So today we had a CT session where your form teacher talks to your class about important matters. We got the computer room and I started to go on omegle. (I love you hwachong, you block everything but omegle!)
And then I began trolling. The usual lame stuff like "
I LOVE YOU MARRY ME" or "
HELP ME WITH MATH WHAT IS x^2 + 5x + 9 = 0" and random shit I could think of. I was so absorbed with omegle that I was oblivious to the class watching me being a lame shit and ignoring my form teacher.
How did I find out? I asked janice casually "
When i was omegling how many people were watching me..?"
And the reply was "
Er, almost the whole class?"
I almost died on the spot. I felt so damn terrible and embarrassed!
I recall the form teacher talking about
!!testimonials!! and some classmates watching me omegle, but almost the whole class is too much. The form teacher must have a very bad impression of me now, probably will write 'musho is an asshole' in my testimonial or smth. But I don't care about that; I must have made her feel unimportant by driving my classmates' attention to something totally lame and not worth watching.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I won't do it again. Please people, when you see me being a complete brat and oblivious to it, poke me or something, tell me to stop. Because I'm not emotionally stable right now and I'm trying to get rid of my misery by doing lame things which I find funny. Please.
Omegling is still fun though!!!!
HAHHAHAHA!
http://www.omegleconversations.com/!!
Matt the moose
Today was PE. Of course I ponned. (I have MC anyway!!) Actually, Janice and I wanted to walk while everybody ran but in the end got pang sehed because the PE teacher came :( So I trudged back to class bench.
Met lulu and she was really frantic cos she couldn't find her moose soft toy. So we went around the school finding moose.
She had a lesson in this classroom that was currently occupied by a (physics?) class. Lu suspected that she left moose there, so we kept skulking up and down outside the classroom.
Until the teacher couldn't stand it and opened the door and asked whats the matter. I ran to him and said "I'm sorry, my friend left something valuable inside, can we go find it?"
He said okay so we stepped into the class, to be greeted by a sea of "0_0" faces.
Lulu: Hi, did you see a moose around here?
Student 1: Moose?
Student 2: Moose!
Student 3: What moose?
Student 4: moose
And then we looked around and I saw moose on the floor!!!!!!!!!! Under someone's crumpler. (I told you crumplers were evil)
Picked it up and we rushed out.
Student 5: Must thank Mr Liu!
Me: Thanks Mr Liu..
LOL EPIC. EPICCCCCCC.
Disrupting a physics tutorial for a minimoose. HAHAH!
Anyway the teacher was so nice. I think the class was damn amused hahaha!!
Lu named the moose Matt.
homework
Old Musho is coming back again. I'm getting lazier and lazier, the fact that I'm blogging instead of doing my econs/math/chem/computing/gp/pw homework shows that I'm nothing but a lazy piece of crap who will fail this year.
I copied all my homework so far.
I need to get out of my house, get a table and start. studying.
Because I can't do anything in here.
Labels: homework, im terrible, moose, og, omegle
Friday, February 20
My life has been utterly boring so this entire post will be about school and homework and marks.
boring 11. I'm moving to Nanyang boarding school tomorrow. Hello 7pm curfew.
What. The. Cow.
7pm - sky's not dark yet. And yet I have to be in.
Bah, I'm probably going to violate the curfew and get grounded D:
Staying with two sec 3 girls. Hope they are nice people and will wake me up.
I have FIVE alarm clocks. But still, I fail to wake up with all of them next to my ears.
I don't feel excited at all. I'll miss my bro and dad. I won't be there to witness bro's voice breaking. T_T
boring 2I got full marks for latest bio quiz! Studied a little right before the quiz. However, I've already studied the topic indepth a few weeks before the quiz. I'm quite happy.
I got 50/70 for chinese essay!!! OH MY GOD!!! IN 4-5 years it's the first time. My teacher went through the whole thing with us and told us what to write. I also reviewed the newspaper and highlighted some important points of the article before we wrote the essay. My chinese sucks big time, sucks so much that lollipops disappear in seconds! 50/70 is a MIRACLE!!!!! I may never get this grade again.
I misspelled yong gan (brave) the gan!! -1 point.
Misspelled fa lv(law) the lv!!! -1 point.
Because of some misinformation, didn't write that I brought dictionary, and thus, did not get the extra 2 points. (+2 if you bring a dictionary)
If I hadn't made these tarded mistakes, I could have gotten 54/70. But who am I to whine about 50/70?!!!!!
a little more interestingOk, today something amusing happened.
During assembly today, the girl guides were marching like zombies and the leader girl guide was reading out the long girl guide letter from a girl guide organization chairman.
Anyway, this whole thing was HORRIBLE and long winded!!!!!!!!! I was so tired and sleepy!!! So I just sat down lor.
I tried to look as emo as possible (whenever I do that, I am told that I look unwell).
I thought all was fine but Mr Sit told me to stand up!!!! (I have the urge to say loser but I'm scared Mr Sit reads this)
Considering his surname is Sit, he should be a huge fan of sitting. But no. He hates it!
I shook my head, still trying to maintain that emo look.
Of course I'm not going to stand up, I am supposedly feeling unwell.
He insisted that I could not sit during assembly when the rest of the school was standing.
So I walked out and went to the benches to sleep.
James Tan walked past. He is SO DAMN NICE!!!!!!! I repeat, so damn nice. He asked if I was feeling unwell. Of course I nodded :) So he said I could go to the sick bay (= bed = sleep!!!) and he took me there.
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♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ these hearts are for you james tan.
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So I went to the sickbay and slept soundly for an hour plus.
(I didn't actually sleep soundly. I dreamt that I had cancer and was going to die.)
Anyway, I had some sleep, although it was horrible.
After my sleep, went back to classroom to find out that I hadn't missed anything! :D
Somehow, Mr Sit saw through my plan to get more sleep.
He said 'You cheat!!!! You went to catch up on extra sleep in the sick bay. See now you look so much better. Cheat!!!'
Ha! Ha!
(How did he know anyway? @_@)
Anyway, in my dictionary, tired/sleepy = unwell. After I get more sleep, I feel better and I can concentrate on my work more. I know what's best for myself so please don't try to lecture me on pretending to me sick to get some sleep and all that shit.
macdonaldsOK YOU KNOW WHAT????
A few months ago, McChicken's fat content was 26!!
Then in december'08, they KANA CHANGE IT TO 30!!!! (mc spicy = 18)
2 weeks ago, I SAW THAT IT WAS CHANGED TO 18!!! (mc spicy = 30)
NOW, IT'S BACK TO 26!!!
WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING MACDONALDS?? DOES YOUR MACCHICKEN CONTAIN 26, 18 or 30 GRAMS OF FAT?!! CAN YOU MAKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND?!!??!?!! DO YOU KNOW HOW IMPORTANT THIS IS?? STOP SWITCHING THE FAT CONTENT AROUND!!! GODDAMMIT!
Labels: boarding school, boring, homework, macdonalds, sick bay, sleep, study
Monday, February 16
Very long post ahead due to lack of update
I am trapped in an emo cocoon of emoness.
I will now list out reasons why I am sad.
#1 pandabagFor some reason, 10 days after I bought pandabag for $70, there were a few ugly ink stains on them. They looked fugly and I was desperate to remove them. I went to Guardian to buy isopropyl alcohol - I heard that it removed ink stains.
Ink stains remained and pandabag developed grey coloured measles. Apparently, pandabag's original colour was grey and isopropyl rubbed off the white dye.
But I didn't know. I thought this grey was a dirt stain and as long I rub more isopropyl, it'll go off.
So I spammed my kleenex with a gallon of isopropyl and rubbed HARD on pandabag.
The grey spots, thus, grew ever more obvious and depressing.
Fuck.
Pandabag barely lasted 2 months.
Fuck.
I need a new bag.
Fuck.
This is killing me.
Why is it that "cute" and "don't get dirty easily" and "cheap" never go together? Every minute I am praying there is actually a bag out there that's as adorable and pandabag, that's of a dark colour, that costs less than $50.
Where art thou? Where can I find such a precious thing?
I hold pandabag very dear to me. Seeing it like that is utterly devastating, it's like seeing a lover die. Stop laughing at me, you heartless asshole. I am truly mourning for the fugly grey spots on pandabag. You don't understand.
#2 pencilboxMY PENCILBOX HAS OPIANG INKSTAINS ON IT TOO!!!!!
I BOUGHT IT LESS THAN A MONTH AGO.
Fuck, am I really not suitable to look after them?
What if I have a baby and when it's less than a month old I scald it with boiling water? Am I really this kind of person? Or is it some jealous soul who stained pandabag and pencilbox?!
For pete wentz sake, stop doing this to me.
#3 homeworkHomework never stops. It's like an abusive father hitting his child with a clothes hanger over and over again. Every blow rains down on you with a cruel sharp ....... you get the idea.
It is so terrible that I didn't get to blog for 2 weeks.
Every day it's either homework, food or sleep. I feel myself getting more boring and stupid. We should take studying like we're acquiring more knowledge and getting wiser, but when I see people spout longarithmic formulas, I think nothing but "GEEK" and "BORING".
Also, I am also not getting full coorperation when doing work with friends.. it gets me even more worked up and stressed. The datelines I've set were barely met and slipups occur frequently. I can feel my studying-KI-or-ELL-in-hwachong goal drifting further and further away from me. I have yet to hear a proper reason or apology from them. Maybe I was always given the easier tasks to do? Maybe they are truly busy? Why do I feel that I am the only one working hard?
I am so scared for next year. I feel like I'm stupid. I feel like I'm boring.
I have to work hard!!!
#4 GracesThanks rachel for lending me the dress!
I wore it at home the other day.
Life is shortchanging me.
I have flabby arms and no boobs.
I look fat, even though I am 80% in the weight for height category.
Why, in primary school, did I wish for myself not to have boobs?
I am constantly reminding myself that I have the ability to create beautiful pictures.
But when I see the professionals draw, i feel inferior.
*whirlpool of confusion*
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I think I should really stop being like this. Heck, i'll just buy a new bag and pencilbox. I'll complete my homework eventually. When I have money I can go for bust enhancement although they don't work. Right?
Actually, I am not working very very hard. I've stopped my work at some point to read up on trashy news and manga.
news #1. A 13-year-old boy has become a father after his girlfriend gave birth to a baby daughter.Alfie Patten, who is 4ft (122cm), was just 12 when he and Chantelle Steadman, 15, conceived their child.The schoolboy is now father to 7lb 3oz Maisie Roxanne, born on Monday.
In an interview with The Sun newspaper Alfie, who looks even younger than his 13 years, told how he and Chantelle were shocked and upset when they discovered she was pregnant, but decided against an abortion.He said: "I thought it would be good to have a baby."I didn't think about how we would afford it. I don't really get pocket money. My dad sometimes gives me £10."When my mum found out, I thought I was going to get in trouble. We wanted to have the baby but were worried how people would react."I didn't know what it would be like to be a dad. I will be good, though, and care for it."
full news report here
Apparently, when asked how he was going to take care of poor Maisie financially, Alfie asked, "WHAT'S FINANCIALLY?"
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*headdesk*
*HEADDESK*I feel awfully sorry for the baby.
And if you think this isn't fucked up enough, read this.
Boy, 13, may not be baby's father
Baby-faced Alfie Patten may not be a father at 13 after all amid allegations that the mother has had several other sexual partners, it was reported today. Two other teenagers believe they may have fathered six-day old Maisie, whose mother Chantelle Steadman is herself just 15. Richard Goodsell, 16, told the News of the World that he also shared a bed with the teenager at her home in Eastbourne, East Sussex, at around the time she became pregnant.
Richard, a trainee chef, said: "I know I could be the father. Everyone thinks I am. My friends all tell me that the baby has my eyes - even my mum thinks so.
"Even Chantelle's mum asked me if I was the father. If I am the father, I have the right to know."
Richard, who told the paper he slept with Chantelle with the consent of her parents and without using any contraception, said he plans to demand a DNA test is carried out to find out the truth.
Tyler Barker, 14, also told the paper he could have fathered Maisie, born at the Eastbourne District General Hospital last week.
He said he slept with Chantelle around nine months ago, again in her own bed.
Realising the gravity of the situation, he added: "I hope it's not me."
At this point in time, do I have the right to think, "slut"?
Truth is, people judge. I can't help it.
You fucking idiot. You don't know it's a LIFE involved here. Can you be more responsible?! USE A CONDOM FOR FUCK'S SAKE!!!
WTH is wrong with the girl's parents. The guy slept with her with her parents' permission leh!
news #2"Daniel Petric, 15 at the time, shot his parents in October 2007 (killing his mother) after they took away his violent Halo 3 video game. In January 2009, Judge James Burge pronounced Petric guilty of murder, rejecting his lawyers' claim that Petric was insane at the time because he had confused "killing" cartoon avatars with killing humans. However, even though the legal test of insanity was not met, Judge Burge acknowledged that Petric "had no idea at the time he hatched this plot that if he killed his parents, they would be dead forever."See? This is why I don't play Halo and Counterstrike and shitty violent games. I prefer gay games like pokemon and hamtaro, thanks. I'm proud to say that I've completed Pokemon fire red two times, leaf green once, emerald seven times, ruby two times and sapphire once. And I'm such a peaceloving creature! ^.^
news#3A MALAYSIAN taxi driver raped his woman fare, then had the temerity to ask her to pay up for sending her home.Rapists should all be castrated. Period. I'm still a peace loving creature.
news#4I WANT THE WORLD'S BIGGEST BOSOM
This woman is crazy ok!! @_@
I'd say that her plight is much more tragic than mine!
if you ask me, abnormally huge fake boobs is far worse than abnormally small boobs!
article herenews #5TV station reports 'Bush dead'Hahahahahah! Oh my god, i love this one ok.
For three seconds ETV News ran a moving banner headline across the screen saying "George Bush is dead", reports the BBC.
A technician had pressed the "broadcast live for transmission" button instead of the one for a test-run.
"We've learned from it, all test banners will now be done in gobbledegook," said station spokesman Vasili Vass.HAHAHHAHAHAH! Funny TV station.
If you don't understand, they wanted to do a test run for a headline. Since test runs won't be broadcasted, they can put anything they want there, so they put 'GEORGE BUSH IS DEAD'! But they accidentally broadcasted it. HAHAHAHAHAH!
(/End news)Janice and I went to buy clay to make keychains! Clay was extremely expensive - we ended up paying $36 for the materials. We bought jumping clay, a new type of clay from korea that is squishy and very lightweight!
I know I won't be bored during useless lectures anymore, because I will be coming up with new character designs to make keychains with.
We'll be making keychains, earrings, and hairclips!
And we'll probably be selling them.
CowaiiArt shops = awesome.
Can make 5 custom badges for $4.30 there!
So many stuff to ogle at.
Bought a bag to draw on.
Bought a metallic marker to draw with.
Bought a grey ZIG marker to shade characters.
MangaI still have to improve my drawing skills.
Recently I read a manga called 'loveless'. Everyone there is gay or lesbian.
But the art is so nice.
If you are damn bored and want some good manga, I've saved a list of artists who have either very good art or storyline, or both.
Here goes.
SHINBA Rize,YUKIMARU Moe, Toma Rei, SHIINA Karuho, IZUMI Kaneyoshi, NAKAHARA Aya, USAMI Maki, MIYASAKA Kaho, SHIMAKI Ako, IKEYAMADA Go, CHIBA Kozue, SHINJO Mayu, NISHIKATA Mai, Hiro Fujiwara, Tomori Miyoshi, Fujimiya Ayu, YOSHIZUMI Wataru, ANISAKI Yuna, Yun Kouga I recommend lovely complex and moe kare and otomen. But anything by ^them^ is very good already.
(All girly and
shoujo)
Sites where you can read them are mangafox, maxmanga, mangavolume and onemanga. You can enter the artist name in mangafox's search.
You need lots of free time.
I spent the last few months before EOY reading half the manga database. Lack of neopets, you see. I still worked quite hard ok!!!!!!!!
WAH LAO!!!!! I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO DO!!!!! -homework-study-make keychains-read manga-keep self up to date on newest music-improve drawing skills-read more to improve vocab-update blogThat's when I've quitted watching asian dramas already.
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Labels: boy shoots mom thanks to Halo, clay, depressed, homework, i love art shops, I love pokemon, inkstains, keychains, manga, pandabag, teenage pregnancy, wtf load of shit to do
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